IT was a dry Sunday, and really a pleasant day for the 2d of November. There
was no sunshine, but the clouds were high, and the wind was so still that the
yellow leaves which fluttered down from the hedgerow elms must have fallen from
pure decay. Nevertheless, Mrs. Poyser did not go to church, for she had taken a
cold too serious to be neglected; only two winters ago she had been laid up for
weeks with a cold; and since his wife did not go to church, Mr. Poyser
considered that on the whole it would be as well for him to stay away too and
"keep her company." He could perhaps have given no precise form to the reasons
that determined this conclusion, but it is well known to all experienced minds
that our firmest convictions are often dependent on subtle impressions for which
words are quite too coarse a medium. However it was, no one from the Poyser
family went to church that afternoon except Hetty and the boys; yet Adam was
bold enough to join them after church, and say that he would walk home with
them, though all the way through the village he appeared to be chiefly occupied
with Marty and Tommy, telling them about the squirrels in Binton Coppice, and
promising to take them there some day. But when they came to the fields he said
to the boys, "Now, then, which is the stoutest walker? Him as gets to th'
home-gate first shall be the first to go with me to Binton Coppice on the
donkey. But Tommy must have the start up to the next stile, because he's the
smallest."
Adam had never behaved so much like a determined lover before. As soon as the
boys had both set off, he looked down at Hetty and said, "Won't you hang on my
arm, Hetty?" in a pleading tone, as if he had already asked her and she had
refused. Hetty looked up at him smilingly and put her round arm through his in a
moment. It was nothing to her, putting her arm through Adam's, but she knew he
cared a great deal about having her arm through his, and she wished him to care.
Her heart beat no faster, and she looked at the half-bare hedgerows and the
ploughed field with the same sense of oppressive dulness as before. But Adam
scarcely felt that he was walking. He thought Hetty must know that he was
pressing her arm a little--a very little. Words rushed to his lips that he dared
not utter--that he had made up his mind not to utter yet-- and so he was silent
for the length of that field. The calm patience with which he had once waited
for Hetty's love, content only with her presence and the thought of the future,
had forsaken him since that terrible shock nearly three months ago. The
agitations of jealousy had given a new restlessness to his passion--had made
fear and uncertainty too hard almost to bear. But though he might not speak to
Hetty of his love, he would tell her about his new prospects and see if she
would be pleased. So when he was enough master of himself to talk, he said, "I'm
going to tell your uncle some news that'll surprise him, Hetty; and I think
he'll be glad to hear it too."
"What's that?" Hetty said indifferently.
"Why, Mr. Burge has offered me a share in his business, and I'm going to take
it."
There was a change in Hetty's face, certainly not produced by any agreeable
impression from this news. In fact she felt a momentary annoyance and alarm, for
she had so often heard it hinted by her uncle that Adam might have Mary Burge
and a share in the business any day, if he liked, that she associated the two
objects now, and the thought immediately occurred that perhaps Adam had given
her up because of what had happened lately, and had turned towards Mary Burge.
With that thought, and before she had time to remember any reasons why it could
not be true, came a new sense of forsakenness and disappointment. The one
thing--the one person-- her mind had rested on in its dull weariness, had
slipped away from her, and peevish misery filled her eyes with tears. She was
looking on the ground, but Adam saw her face, saw the tears, and before he had
finished saying, "Hetty, dear Hetty, what are you crying for?" his eager rapid
thought had flown through all the causes conceivable to him, and had at last
alighted on half the true one. Hetty thought he was going to marry Mary
Burge--she didn't like him to marry--perhaps she didn't like him to marry any
one but herself? All caution was swept away--all reason for it was gone, and
Adam could feel nothing but trembling joy. He leaned towards her and took her
hand, as he said:
"I could afford to be married now, Hetty--I could make a wife comfortable;
but I shall never want to be married if you won't have me."
Hetty looked up at him and smiled through her tears, as she had done to
Arthur that first evening in the wood, when she had thought he was not coming,
and yet he came. It was a feebler relief, a feebler triumph she felt now, but
the great dark eyes and the sweet lips were as beautiful as ever, perhaps more
beautiful, for there was a more luxuriant womanliness about Hetty of late. Adam
could hardly believe in the happiness of that moment. His right hand held her
left, and he pressed her arm close against his heart as he leaned down towards
her.
"Do you really love me, Hetty? Will you be my own wife, to love and take care
of as long as I live?"
Hetty did not speak, but Adam's face was very close to hers, and she put up
her round cheek against his, like a kitten. She wanted to be caressed--she
wanted to feel as if Arthur were with her again.
Adam cared for no words after that, and they hardly spoke through the rest of
the walk. He only said, "I may tell your uncle and aunt, mayn't I, Hetty?" and
she said, "Yes."
The red fire-light on the hearth at the Hall Farm shone on joyful faces that
evening, when Hetty was gone upstairs and Adam took the opportunity of telling
Mr. and Mrs. Poyser and the grandfather that he saw his way to maintaining a
wife now, and that Hetty had consented to have him.
"I hope you have no objections against me for her husband," said Adam; "I'm a
poor man as yet, but she shall want nothing as I can work for."
"Objections?" said Mr. Poyser, while the grandfather leaned forward and
brought out his long "Nay, nay." "What objections can we ha' to you, lad? Never
mind your being poorish as yet; there's money in your head-piece as there's
money i' the sown field, but it must ha' time. You'n got enough to begin on, and
we can do a deal tow'rt the bit o' furniture you'll want. Thee'st got feathers
and linen to spare--plenty, eh?"
This question was of course addressed to Mrs. Poyser, who was wrapped up in a
warm shawl and was too hoarse to speak with her usual facility. At first she
only nodded emphatically, but she was presently unable to resist the temptation
to be more explicit.
"It ud be a poor tale if I hadna feathers and linen," she said, hoarsely,
"when I never sell a fowl but what's plucked, and the wheel's a-going every day
o' the week."
"Come, my wench," said Mr. Poyser, when Hetty came down, "come and kiss us,
and let us wish you luck."
Hetty went very quietly and kissed the big good-natured man.
"There!" he said, patting her on the back, "go and kiss your aunt and your
grandfather. I'm as wishful t' have you settled well as if you was my own
daughter; and so's your aunt, I'll be bound, for she's done by you this seven
'ear, Hetty, as if you'd been her own. Come, come, now," he went on, becoming
jocose, as soon as Hetty had kissed her aunt and the old man, "Adam wants a kiss
too, I'll warrant, and he's a right to one now."
Hetty turned away, smiling, towards her empty chair.
"Come, Adam, then, take one," persisted Mr. Poyser, "else y' arena half a
man."
Adam got up, blushing like a small maiden--great strong fellow as he
was--and, putting his arm round Hetty stooped down and gently kissed her lips.
It was a pretty scene in the red fire-light; for there were no candles--why
should there be, when the fire was so bright and was reflected from all the
pewter and the polished oak? No one wanted to work on a Sunday evening. Even
Hetty felt something like contentment in the midst of all this love. Adam's
attachment to her, Adam's caress, stirred no passion in her, were no longer
enough to satisfy her vanity, but they were the best her life offered her
now--they promised her some change.
There was a great deal of discussion before Adam went away, about the
possibility of his finding a house that would do for him to settle in. No house
was empty except the one next to Will Maskery's in the village, and that was too
small for Adam now. Mr. Poyser insisted that the best plan would be for Seth and
his mother to move and leave Adam in the old home, which might be enlarged after
a while, for there was plenty of space in the woodyard and garden; but Adam
objected to turning his mother out.
"Well, well," said Mr. Poyser at last, "we needna fix everything to-night. We
must take time to consider. You canna think o' getting married afore Easter. I'm
not for long courtships, but there must be a bit o' time to make things
comfortable."
"Aye, to be sure," said Mrs. Poyser, in a hoarse whisper; "Christian folks
can't be married like cuckoos, I reckon."
"I'm a bit daunted, though," said Mr. Poyser, "when I think as we may have
notice to quit, and belike be forced to take a farm twenty mile off."
"Eh," said the old man, staring at the floor and lifting his hands up and
down, while his arms rested on the elbows of his chair, "it's a poor tale if I
mun leave th' ould spot an be buried in a strange parish. An' you'll happen ha'
double rates to pay," he
added, looking up at his son.
"Well, thee mustna fret beforehand, father," said Martin the younger. "Happen
the captain 'ull come home and make our peace wi' th' old squire. I build upo'
that, for I know the captain 'll see folks righted if he can."
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