THE barley was all carried at last, and the harvest suppers went by without
waiting for the dismal black crop of beans. The apples and nuts were gathered
and stored; the scent of whey departed from the farm-houses, and the scent of
brewing came in its stead. The woods behind the Chase, and all the hedgerow
trees, took on a solemn splendour under the dark low-hanging skies. Michaelmas
was come, with its fragrant basketfuls of purple damsons, and its paler purple
daisies, and its lads and lasses leaving or seeking service and winding along
between the yellow hedges, with their bundles under their arms. But though
Michaelmas was come, Mr. Thurle, that desirable tenant, did not come to the
Chase Farm, and the old squire, afler all, had been obliged to put in a new
bailiff. It was known throughout the two parishes that the squire's plan had
been frustrated because the Poysers had refused to be "put upon," and Mrs.
Poyser's outbreak was discussed in all the farm-houses with a zest which was
only heightened by frequent repetition. The news that "Bony" was come back from
Egypt was comparatively insipid, and the repulse of the French in Italy was
nothing to Mrs. Poyser's repulse of the old squire. Mr. Irwine had heard a
version of it in every parishioner's house, with the one exception of the Chase.
But since he had always, with marvellous skill, avoided any quarrel with Mr.
Donnithorne, he could not allow himself the pleasure of laughing at the old
gentleman's discomfiture with any one besides his mother, who declared that if
she were rich she should like to allow Mrs. Poyser a pension for life, and
wanted to invite her to the parsonage that she might hear an account of the
scene from Mrs. Poyser's own lips.
"No, no, Mother," said Mr. Irwine; "it was a little bit of irregular justice
on Mrs. Poyser's part, but a magistrate like me must not countenance irregular
justice. There must be no report spread that I have taken notice of the quarrel,
else I shall lose the little good influence I have over the old man."
"Well, I like that woman even better than her cream-cheeses," said Mrs.
Irwine. "She has the spirit of three men, with that pale face of hers. And she
says such sharp things too."
"Sharp! Yes, her tongue is like a new-set razor. She's quite original in her
talk too; one of those untaught wits that help to stock a country with proverbs.
I told you that capital thing I heard her say about Craig--that he was like a
cock, who thought the sun had risen to hear him crow. Now that's an AEsop's
fable in a sentence."
"But it will be a bad business if the old gentleman turns them out of the
farm next Michaelmas, eh?" said Mrs. Irwine.
"Oh, that must not be; and Poyser is such a good tenant that Donnithorne is
likely to think twice, and digest his spleen rather than turn them out. But if
he should give them notice at Lady Day, Arthur and I must move heaven and earth
to mollify him. Such old parishioners as they are must not go."
"Ah, there's no knowing what may happen before Lady day," said Mrs. Irwine.
"It struck me on Arthur's birthday that the old man was a little shaken: he's
eighty-three, you know. It's really an unconscionable age. It's only women who
have a right to live as long as that."
"When they've got old-bachelor sons who would be forlorn without them," said
Mr. Irwine, laughing, and kissing his mother's hand.
Mrs. Poyser, too, met her husband's occasional forebodings of a notice to
quit with "There's no knowing what may happen before Lady day"--one of those
undeniable general propositions which are usually intended to convey a
particular meaning very far from undeniable. But it is really too hard upon
human nature that it should be held a criminal offence to imagine the death even
of the king when he is turned eighty-three. It is not to be believed that any
but the dullest Britons can be good subjects under that hard condition.
Apart from this foreboding, things went on much as usual in the Poyser
household. Mrs. Poyser thought she noticed a surprising improvement in Hetty. To
be sure, the girl got "closer tempered, and sometimes she seemed as if there'd
be no drawing a word from her with cart-ropes," but she thought much less about
her dress, and went after the work quite eagerly, without any telling. And it
was wonderful how she never wanted to go out now--indeed, could hardly be
persuaded to go; and she bore her aunt's putting a stop to her weekly lesson in
fine-work at the Chase without the least grumbling or pouting. It must be, after
all, that she had set her heart on Adam at last, and her sudden freak of wanting
to be a lady's maid must have been caused by some little pique or
misunderstanding between them, which had passed by. For whenever Adam came to
the Hall Farm, Hetty seemed to be in better spirits and to talk more than at
other times, though she was almost sullen when Mr. Craig or any other admirer
happened to pay a visit there.
Adam himself watched her at first with trembling anxiety, which gave way to
surprise and delicious hope. Five days after delivering Arthur's letter, he had
ventured to go to the Hall Farm again--not without dread lest the sight of him
might be painful to her. She was not in the house-place when he entered, and he
sat talking to Mr. and Mrs. Poyser for a few minutes with a heavy fear on his
heart that they might presently tell him Hetty was ill. But by and by there came
a light step that he knew, and when Mrs. Poyser said, "Come, Hetty, where have
you been?" Adam was obliged to turn round, though he was afraid to see the
changed look there must be in her face. He almost started when he saw her
smiling as if she were pleased to see him--looking the same as ever at a first
glance, only that she had her cap on, which he had never seen her in before when
he came of an evening. Still, when he looked at her again and again as she moved
about or sat at her work, there was a change: the cheeks were as pink as ever,
and she smiled as much as she had ever done of late, but there was something
different in her eyes, in the expression of her face, in all her movements, Adam
thought--something harder, older, less child-like. "Poor thing!" he said to
himself, "that's allays likely. It's because she's had her first heartache. But
she's got a spirit to bear up under it. Thank God for that."
As the weeks went by, and he saw her always looking pleased to see
him--turning up her lovely face towards him as if she meant him to understand
that she was glad for him to come--and going about her work in the same equable
way, making no sign of sorrow, he began to believe that her feeling towards
Arthur must have been much slighter than he had imagined in his first
indignation and alarm, and that she had been able to think of her girlish fancy
that Arthur was in love with her and would marry her as a folly of which she was
timely cured. And it perhaps was, as he had sometimes in his more cheerful
moments hoped it would be--her heart was really turning with all the more warmth
towards the man she knew to have a serious love for her.
Possibly you think that Adam was not at all sagacious in his interpretations,
and that it was altogether extremely unbecoming in a sensible man to behave as
he did--falling in love with a girl who really had nothing more than her beauty
to recommend her, attributing imaginary virtues to her, and even condescending
to cleave to her after she had fallen in love with another man, waiting for her
kind looks as a patient trembling dog waits for his master's eye to be turned
upon him. But in so complex a thing as human nature, we must consider, it is
hard to find rules without exceptions. Of course, I know that, as a rule,
sensible men fall in love with the most sensible women of their acquaintance,
see through all the pretty deceits of coquettish beauty, never imagine
themselves loved when they are not loved, cease loving on all proper occasions,
and marry the woman most fitted for them in every respect--indeed, so as to
compel the approbation of all the maiden ladies in their neighbourhood. But even
to this rule an exception will occur now and then in the lapse of centuries, and
my friend Adam was one. For my own part, however, I respect him none the
less--nay, I think the deep love he had for that sweet, rounded, blossom-like,
dark-eyed Hetty, of whose inward self he was really very ignorant, came out of
the very strength of his nature and not out of any inconsistent weakness. Is it
any weakness, pray, to be wrought on by exquisite music? To feel its wondrous
harmonies searching the subtlest windings of your soul, the delicate fibres of
life where no memory can penetrate, and binding together your whole being past
and present in one unspeakable vibration, melting you in one moment with all the
tenderness, all the love that has been scattered through the toilsome years,
concentrating in one emotion of heroic courage or resignation all the
hard-learnt lessons of self- renouncing sympathy, blending your present joy with
past sorrow and your present sorrow with all your past joy? If not, then neither
is it a weakness to be so wrought upon by the exquisite curves of a woman's
cheek and neck and arms, by the liquid depths of her beseeching eyes, or the
sweet childish pout of her lips. For the beauty of a lovely woman is like music:
what can one say more? Beauty has an expression beyond and far above the one
woman's soul that it clothes, as the words of genius have a wider meaning than
the thought that prompted them. It is more than a woman's love that moves us in
a woman's eyes--it seems to be a far-off mighty love that has come near to us,
and made speech for itself there; the rounded neck, the dimpled arm, move us by
something more than their prettiness--by their close kinship with all we have
known of tenderness and peace. The noblest nature sees the most of this
impersonal expression in beauty (it is needless to say that there are gentlemen
with whiskers dyed and undyed who see none of it whatever), and for this reason,
the noblest nature is often the most blinded to the character of the one woman's
soul that the beauty clothes. Whence, I fear, the tragedy of human life is
likely to continue for a long time to come, in spite of mental philosophers who
are ready with the best receipts for avoiding all mistakes of the kind.
Our good Adam had no fine words into which he could put his feeling for
Hetty: he could not disguise mystery in this way with the appearance of
knowledge; he called his love frankly a mystery, as you have heard him. He only
knew that the sight and memory of her moved him deeply, touching the spring of
all love and tenderness, all faith and courage within him. How could he imagine
narrowness, selfishness, hardness in her? He created the mind he believed in out
of his own, which was large, unselfish, tender.
The hopes he felt about Hetty softened a little his feeling towards Arthur.
Surely his attentions to Hetty must have been of a slight kind; they were
altogether wrong, and such as no man in Arthur's position ought to have allowed
himself, but they must have had an air of playfulness about them, which had
probably blinded him to their danger and had prevented them from laying any
strong hold on Hetty's heart. As the new promise of happiness rose for Adam, his
indignation and jealousy began to die out. Hetty was not made unhappy; he almost
believed that she liked him best; and the thought sometimes crossed his mind
that the friendship which had once seemed dead for ever might revive in the days
to come, and he would not have to say "good-bye" to the grand old woods, but
would like them better because they were Arthur's. For this new promise of
happiness following so quickly on the shock of pain had an intoxicating effect
on the sober Adam, who had all his life been used to much hardship and moderate
hope. Was he really going to have an easy lot after all? It seemed so, for at
the beginning of November, Jonathan Burge, finding it impossible to replace
Adam, had at last made up his mind to offer him a share in the business, without
further condition than that he should continue to give his energies to it and
renounce all thought of having a separate business of his own. Son-in-law or no
son-in-law, Adam had made himself too necessary to be parted with, and his
headwork was so much more important to Burge than his skill in handicraft that
his having the management of the woods made little difference in the value of
his services; and as to the bargains about the squire's timber, it would be easy
to call in a third person. Adam saw here an opening into a broadening path of
prosperous work such as he had thought of with ambitious longing ever since he
was a lad: he might come to build a bridge, or a town hall, or a factory, for he
had always said to himself that Jonathan Burge's building buisness was like an
acorn, which might be the mother of a great tree. So he gave his hand to Burge
on that bargain, and went home with his mind full of happy visions, in which (my
refined reader will perhaps be shocked when I say it) the image of Hetty
hovered, and smiled over plans for seasoning timber at a trifling expense,
calculations as to the cheapening of bricks per thousand by water-carriage, and
a favourite scheme for the strengthening of roofs and walls with a peculiar form
of iron girder. What then? Adam's enthusiasm lay in these things; and our love
is inwrought in our enthusiasm as electricity is inwrought in the air, exalting
its power by a subtle presence.
Adam would be able to take a separate house now, and provide for his mother
in the old one; his prospects would justify his marrying very soon, and if Dinah
consented to have Seth, their mother would perhaps be more contented to live
apart from Adam. But he told himself that he would not be hasty--he would not
try Hetty's feeling for him until it had had time to grow strong and firm.
However, tomorrow, after church, he would go to the Hall Farm and tell them the
news. Mr. Poyser, he knew, would like it better than a five-pound note, and he
should see if Hetty's eyes brightened at it. The months would be short with all
he had to fill his mind, and this foolish eagerness which had come over him of
late must not hurry him into any premature words. Yet when he got home and told
his mother the good news, and ate his supper, while she sat by almost crying for
joy and wanting him to eat twice as much as usual because of this good-luck, he
could not help preparing her gently for the coming change by talking of the old
house being too small for them all to go on living in it always.
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