Everydayafterchoresandschool,Reubenscouredthetown,collectingthehessiannailbags.Onthedaythetwo-roomschoolclosedforthesummer,nostudentwasmoredelightedthanReuben.Nowhewouldhavemoretimeforhismission.
Allsummerlong,despitechoresathomeweedingandwateringthegarden,cuttingwoodandfetchingwater¡XReubenkepttohissecrettask.
Thenalltoosoonthegardenwasharvested,thevegetablescannedandstored,andtheschoolreopened.Soontheleavesfellandthewindsblewcoldandgustyfromthebay.Reubenwanderedthestreets,diligentlysearchingforhishessiantreasures.
Oftenhewascold,tiredandhungry,butthethoughtoftheobjectintheshopwindowsustainedhim.Sometimeshismotherwouldask:¡uReuben,wherewereyou?Wewerewaitingforyoutohavedinner.¡v
¡uPlaying,Mum.Sorry.¡v
Dorawouldlookathisfaceandshakeherhead.Boys.
FinallyspringburstintogloriousgreenandReuben'sspiritserupted.Thetimehadcome¡IHeranintothebarn,climbedtothehayloftanduncoveredthetincan.Hepouredthecoinsoutandbegantocount.
Thenhecountedagain.Heneeded20centsmore.Couldtherebeanysacksleftanywhereintown?Hehadtofindfourandsellthembeforethedayended.
ReubenrandownWaterStreet.
TheshadowswerelengtheningwhenReubenarrivedatthefactory.Thesackbuyerwasabouttolockup.
¡uMister¡IPleasedon'tcloseupyet.¡v
ThemanturnedandsawReuben,dirtyandsweatstained.
¡uComebacktomorrow,boy.¡v
¡uPlease,Mister.Ihavetosellthesacksnow¡Xplease.¡vThemanheardatremorinReuben'svoiceandcouldtellhewasclosetotears.
¡uWhydoyouneedthismoneysobadly?¡v
¡uIt'sasecret.¡v
Themantookthesacks,reachedintohispocketandputfourcoinsinReuben'shand.Reubenmurmuredathankyouandranhome.
Then,clutchingthetincan,heheadedfortheshop.
¡uIhavethemoney¡I¡vhesolemnlytoldtheowner.
ThemanwenttothewindowandretrievedReuben'streasure.
Hewipedthedustoffandgentlywrappeditinbrownpaper.ThenheplacedtheparcelinReuben'shands.
Racinghome,Reubenburstthroughthefrontdoor.Hismotherwasscrubbingthekitchenstove.¡uHere,Mum¡IHere¡I¡vReubenexclaimedasherantoherside.Heplacedasmallboxinherworkroughenedhand.
Sheunwrappeditcarefully,tosavethepaper.Ablue-velvetjewelboxappeared.Doraliftedthelid,tearsbeginningtoblurhervision.
Ingoldletteringonasmall,almond-shapedbroochwasthewordMother.
ItwasMother'sDay,1946.
Dorahadneverreceivedsuchagift;shehadnofineryexceptherweddingring.Speechless,shesmiledradiantlyandgatheredhersonintoherarms.
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"BecauseI'mawoman,"shetoldhim.
"Idon'tunderstand,"hesaid.
Hismumjusthuggedhimandsaid,"Andyouneverwill."
Laterthelittleboyaskedhisfather,"Whydoesmotherseemtocryfornoreason?"
"Allwomencryfornoreason,"wasallhisdadcouldsay.
Thelittleboygrewupandbecameaman,stillwonderingwhywomencry.
Finallyheputinacalltogod;andwhengodgotonthephone,heasked,"god,whydowomencrysoeasily?"
Godsaid:"whenImadethewomanshehadtobespecial.Imadehershouldersstrongenoughtocarrytheweightoftheworld;yet,gentleenoughtogivecomfort."
"Igaveheraninnerstrengthtoendurechildbirthandtherejectionthatmanytimescomesfromherchildren."
"Igaveherahardnessthatallowshertokeepgoingwheneveryoneelsegivesup,andtakecareofherfamilythroughsicknessandfatiguewithoutcomplaining."
"Igaveherthesensitivitytoloveherchildrenunderanyandallcircumstances,evenwhenherchildhashurtherverybadly."
"Igaveherstrengthtocarryherhusbandthroughhisfaultsandfashionedherfromhisribtoprotecthisheart."