'A woman's way.'
Haggard cliffs, of every ugly altitude, are as common as sea-fowl along the
line of coast between Exmoor and Land's End; but this outflanked and encompassed
specimen was the ugliest of them all. Their summits are not safe places for
scientific experiment on the principles of air-currents, as Knight had now
found, to his dismay.
He still clutched the face of the escarpment--not with the frenzied hold of
despair, but with a dogged determination to make the most of his every jot of
endurance, and so give the longest possible scope to Elfride's intentions,
whatever they might be.
He reclined hand in hand with the world in its infancy. Not a blade, not an
insect, which spoke of the present, was between him and the past. The inveterate
antagonism of these black precipices to all strugglers for life is in no way
more forcibly suggested than by the paucity of tufts of grass, lichens, or
confervae on their outermost ledges.
Knight pondered on the meaning of Elfride's hasty disappearance, but could
not avoid an instinctive conclusion that there existed but a doubtful hope for
him. As far as he could judge, his sole chance of deliverance lay in the
possibility of a rope or pole being brought; and this possibility was remote
indeed. The soil upon these high downs was left so untended that they were
unenclosed for miles, except by a casual bank or dry wall, and were rarely
visited but for the purpose of collecting or counting the flock which found a
scanty means of subsistence thereon.
At first, when death appeared improbable, because it had never visited him
before, Knight could think of no future, nor of anything connected with his
past. He could only look sternly at Nature's treacherous attempt to put an end
to him, and strive to thwart her.
From the fact that the cliff formed the inner face of the segment of a huge
cylinder, having the sky for a top and the sea for a bottom, which enclosed the
cove to the extent of more than a semicircle, he could see the vertical face
curving round on each side of him. He looked far down the facade, and realized
more thoroughly how it threatened him. Grimness was in every feature, and to its
very bowels the inimical shape was desolation.
By one of those familiar conjunctions of things wherewith the inanimate world
baits the mind of man when he pauses in moments of suspense, opposite Knight's
eyes was an imbedded fossil, standing forth in low relief from the rock. It was
a creature with eyes. The eyes, dead and turned to stone, were even now
regarding him. It was one of the early crustaceans called Trilobites. Separated
by millions of years in their lives, Knight and this underling seemed to have
met in their death. It was the single instance within reach of his vision of
anything that had ever been alive and had had a body to save, as he himself had
now.
The creature represented but a low type of animal existence, for never in
their vernal years had the plains indicated by those numberless slaty layers
been traversed by an intelligence worthy of the name. Zoophytes, mollusca,
shell-fish, were the highest developments of those ancient dates. The immense
lapses of time each formation represented had known nothing of the dignity of
man. They were grand times, but they were mean times too, and mean were their
relics. He was to be with the small in his death.
Knight was a geologist; and such is the supremacy of habit over occasion, as
a pioneer of the thoughts of men, that at this dreadful juncture his mind found
time to take in, by a momentary sweep, the varied scenes that had had their day
between this creature's epoch and his own. There is no place like a cleft
landscape for bringing home such imaginings as these.
Time closed up like a fan before him. He saw himself at one extremity of the
years, face to face with the beginning and all the intermediate centuries
simultaneously. Fierce men, clothed in the hides of beasts, and carrying, for
defence and attack, huge clubs and pointed spears, rose from the rock, like the
phantoms before the doomed Macbeth. They lived in hollows, woods, and mud
huts--perhaps in caves of the neighbouring rocks. Behind them stood an earlier
band. No man was there. Huge elephantine forms, the mastodon, the hippopotamus,
the tapir, antelopes of monstrous size, the megatherium, and the myledon--all,
for the moment, in juxtaposition. Further back, and overlapped by these, were
perched huge-billed birds and swinish creatures as large as horses. Still more
shadowy were the sinister crocodilian outlines--alligators and other uncouth
shapes, culminating in the colossal lizard, the iguanodon. Folded behind were
dragon forms and clouds of flying reptiles: still underneath were fishy beings
of lower development; and so on, till the lifetime scenes of the fossil
confronting him were a present and modern condition of things. These images
passed before Knight's inner eye in less than half a minute, and he was again
considering the actual present. Was he to die? The mental picture of Elfride in
the world, without himself to cherish her, smote his heart like a whip. He had
hoped for deliverance, but what could a girl do? He dared not move an inch. Was
Death really stretching out his hand? The previous sensation, that it was
improbable he would die, was fainter now.
However, Knight still clung to the cliff.
To those musing weather-beaten West-country folk who pass the greater part of
their days and nights out of doors, Nature seems to have moods in other than a
poetical sense: predilections for certain deeds at certain times, without any
apparent law to govern or season to account for them. She is read as a person
with a curious temper; as one who does not scatter kindnesses and cruelties
alternately, impartially, and in order, but heartless severities or overwhelming
generosities in lawless caprice. Man's case is always that of the prodigal's
favourite or the miser's pensioner. In her unfriendly moments there seems a
feline fun in her tricks, begotten by a foretaste of her pleasure in swallowing
the victim.
Such a way of thinking had been absurd to Knight, but he began to adopt it
now. He was first spitted on to a rock. New tortures followed. The rain
increased, and persecuted him with an exceptional persistency which he was moved
to believe owed its cause to the fact that he was in such a wretched state
already. An entirely new order of things could be observed in this introduction
of rain upon the scene. It rained upwards instead of down. The strong ascending
air carried the rain-drops with it in its race up the escarpment, coming to him
with such velocity that they stuck into his flesh like cold needles. Each drop
was virtually a shaft, and it pierced him to his skin. The water- shafts seemed
to lift him on their points: no downward rain ever had such a torturing effect.
In a brief space he was drenched, except in two places. These were on the top of
his shoulders and on the crown of his hat.
The wind, though not intense in other situations was strong here. It tugged
at his coat and lifted it. We are mostly accustomed to look upon all opposition
which is not animate, as that of the stolid, inexorable hand of indifference,
which wears out the patience more than the strength. Here, at any rate,
hostility did not assume that slow and sickening form. It was a cosmic agency,
active, lashing, eager for conquest: determination; not an insensate standing in
the way.
Knight had over-estimated the strength of his hands. They were getting weak
already. 'She will never come again; she has been gone ten minutes,' he said to
himself.
This mistake arose from the unusual compression of his experiences just now:
she had really been gone but three.
'As many more minutes will be my end,' he thought.
Next came another instance of the incapacity of the mind to make comparisons
at such times.
'This is a summer afternoon,' he said, 'and there can never have been such a
heavy and cold rain on a summer day in my life before.'
He was again mistaken. The rain was quite ordinary in quantity; the air in
temperature. It was, as is usual, the menacing attitude in which they approached
him that magnified their powers.
He again looked straight downwards, the wind and the water-dashes lifting his
moustache, scudding up his cheeks, under his eyelids, and into his eyes. This is
what he saw down there: the surface of the sea--visually just past his toes, and
under his feet; actually one-eighth of a mile, or more than two hundred yards,
below them. We colour according to our moods the objects we survey. The sea
would have been a deep neutral blue, had happier auspices attended the gazer it
was now no otherwise than distinctly black to his vision. That narrow white
border was foam, he knew well; but its boisterous tosses were so distant as to
appear a pulsation only, and its plashing was barely audible. A white border to
a black sea--his funeral pall and its edging.
The world was to some extent turned upside down for him. Rain descended from
below. Beneath his feet was aerial space and the unknown; above him was the
firm, familiar ground, and upon it all that he loved best.
Pitiless nature had then two voices, and two only. The nearer was the voice
of the wind in his ears rising and falling as it mauled and thrust him hard or
softly. The second and distant one was the moan of that unplummetted ocean below
and afar--rubbing its restless flank against the Cliff without a Name.
Knight perseveringly held fast. Had he any faith in Elfride? Perhaps. Love is
faith, and faith, like a gathered flower, will rootlessly live on.
Nobody would have expected the sun to shine on such an evening as this. Yet
it appeared, low down upon the sea. Not with its natural golden fringe, sweeping
the furthest ends of the landscape, not with the strange glare of whiteness
which it sometimes puts on as an alternative to colour, but as a splotch of
vermilion red upon a leaden ground--a red face looking on with a drunken leer.
Most men who have brains know it, and few are so foolish as to disguise this
fact from themselves or others, even though an ostentatious display may be
called self-conceit. Knight, without showing it much, knew that his intellect
was above the average. And he thought--he could not help thinking--that his
death would be a deliberate loss to earth of good material; that such an
experiment in killing might have been practised upon some less developed life.
A fancy some people hold, when in a bitter mood, is that inexorable
circumstance only tries to prevent what intelligence attempts. Renounce a desire
for a long-contested position, and go on another tack, and after a while the
prize is thrown at you, seemingly in disappointment that no more tantalizing is
possible.
Knight gave up thoughts of life utterly and entirely, and turned to
contemplate the Dark Valley and the unknown future beyond. Into the shadowy
depths of these speculations we will not follow him. Let it suffice to state
what ensued.
At that moment of taking no more thought for this life, something disturbed
the outline of the bank above him. A spot appeared. It was the head of Elfride.
Knight immediately prepared to welcome life again.
The expression of a face consigned to utter loneliness, when a friend first
looks in upon it, is moving in the extreme. In rowing seaward to a light-ship or
sea-girt lighthouse, where, without any immediate terror of death, the inmates
experience the gloom of monotonous seclusion, the grateful eloquence of their
countenances at the greeting, expressive of thankfulness for the visit, is
enough to stir the emotions of the most careless observer.
Knight's upward look at Elfride was of a nature with, but far transcending,
such an instance as this. The lines of his face had deepened to furrows, and
every one of them thanked her visibly. His lips moved to the word 'Elfride,'
though the emotion evolved no sound. His eyes passed all description in their
combination of the whole diapason of eloquence, from lover's deep love to
fellow- man's gratitude for a token of remembrance from one of his kind.
Elfride had come back. What she had come to do he did not know. She could
only look on at his death, perhaps. Still, she had come back, and not deserted
him utterly, and it was much.
It was a novelty in the extreme to see Henry Knight, to whom Elfride was but
a child, who had swayed her as a tree sways a bird's nest, who mastered her and
made her weep most bitterly at her own insignificance, thus thankful for a sight
of her face. She looked down upon him, her face glistening with rain and tears.
He smiled faintly.
'How calm he is!' she thought. 'How great and noble he is to be so calm!' She
would have died ten times for him then.
The gliding form of the steamboat caught her eye: she heeded it no longer.
'How much longer can you wait?' came from her pale lips and along the wind to
his position.
'Four minutes,' said Knight in a weaker voice than her own.
'But with a good hope of being saved?'
'Seven or eight.'
He now noticed that in her arms she bore a bundle of white linen, and that
her form was singularly attenuated. So preternaturally thin and flexible was
Elfride at this moment, that she appeared to bend under the light blows of the
rain-shafts, as they struck into her sides and bosom, and splintered into spray
on her face. There is nothing like a thorough drenching for reducing the
protuberances of clothes, but Elfride's seemed to cling to her like a glove.
Without heeding the attack of the clouds further than by raising her hand and
wiping away the spirts of rain when they went more particularly into her eyes,
she sat down and hurriedly began rending the linen into strips. These she
knotted end to end, and afterwards twisted them like the strands of a cord. In a
short space of time she had formed a perfect rope by this means, six or seven
yards long.
'Can you wait while I bind it?' she said, anxiously extending her gaze down
to him.
'Yes, if not very long. Hope has given me a wonderful instalment of
strength.'
Elfride dropped her eyes again, tore the remaining material into narrow
tape-like ligaments, knotted each to each as before, but on a smaller scale, and
wound the lengthy string she had thus formed round and round the linen rope,
which, without this binding, had a tendency to spread abroad.
'Now,' said Knight, who, watching the proceedings intently, had by this time
not only grasped her scheme, but reasoned further on, 'I can hold three minutes
longer yet. And do you use the time in testing the strength of the knots, one by
one.'
She at once obeyed, tested each singly by putting her foot on the rope
between each knot, and pulling with her hands. One of the knots slipped.
'Oh, think! It would have broken but for your forethought,' Elfride exclaimed
apprehensively.
She retied the two ends. The rope was now firm in every part.
'When you have let it down,' said Knight, already resuming his position of
ruling power, 'go back from the edge of the slope, and over the bank as far as
the rope will allow you. Then lean down, and hold the end with both hands.'
He had first thought of a safer plan for his own deliverance, but it involved
the disadvantage of possibly endangering her life.
'I have tied it round my waist,' she cried, 'and I will lean directly upon
the bank, holding with my hands as well.'
It was the arrangement he had thought of, but would not suggest.
'I will raise and drop it three times when I am behind the bank,' she
continued, 'to signify that I am ready. Take care, oh, take the greatest care, I
beg you!'
She dropped the rope over him, to learn how much of its length it would be
necessary to expend on that side of the bank, went back, and disappeared as she
had done before.
The rope was trailing by Knight's shoulders. In a few moments it twitched
three times.
He waited yet a second or two, then laid hold.
The incline of this upper portion of the precipice, to the length only of a
few feet, useless to a climber empty-handed, was invaluable now. Not more than
half his weight depended entirely on the linen rope. Half a dozen extensions of
the arms, alternating with half a dozen seizures of the rope with his feet,
brought him up to the level of the soil.
He was saved, and by Elfride.
He extended his cramped limbs like an awakened sleeper, and sprang over the
bank.
At sight of him she leapt to her feet with almost a shriek of joy. Knight's
eyes met hers, and with supreme eloquence the glance of each told a
long-concealed tale of emotion in that short half- moment. Moved by an impulse
neither could resist, they ran together and into each other's arms.
At the moment of embracing, Elfride's eyes involuntarily flashed towards the
Puffin steamboat. It had doubled the point, and was no longer to be seen.
An overwhelming rush of exultation at having delivered the man she revered
from one of the most terrible forms of death, shook the gentle girl to the
centre of her soul. It merged in a defiance of duty to Stephen, and a total
recklessness as to plighted faith. Every nerve of her will was now in entire
subjection to her feeling--volition as a guiding power had forsaken her. To
remain passive, as she remained now, encircled by his arms, was a sufficiently
complete result--a glorious crown to all the years of her life. Perhaps he was
only grateful, and did not love her. No matter: it was infinitely more to be
even the slave of the greater than the queen of the less. Some such sensation as
this, though it was not recognized as a finished thought, raced along the
impressionable soul of Elfride.
Regarding their attitude, it was impossible for two persons to go nearer to a
kiss than went Knight and Elfride during those minutes of impulsive embrace in
the pelting rain. Yet they did not kiss. Knight's peculiarity of nature was such
that it would not allow him to take advantage of the unguarded and passionate
avowal she had tacitly made.
Elfride recovered herself, and gently struggled to be free.
He reluctantly relinquished her, and then surveyed her from crown to toe. She
seemed as small as an infant. He perceived whence she had obtained the rope.
'Elfride, my Elfride!' he exclaimed in gratified amazement.
'I must leave you now,' she said, her face doubling its red, with an
expression between gladness and shame 'You follow me, but at some distance.'
'The rain and wind pierce you through; the chill will kill you. God bless you
for such devotion! Take my coat and put it on.'
'No; I shall get warm running.'
Elfride had absolutely nothing between her and the weather but her exterior
robe or 'costume.' The door had been made upon a woman's wit, and it had found
its way out. Behind the bank, whilst Knight reclined upon the dizzy slope
waiting for death, she had taken off her whole clothing, and replaced only her
outer bodice and skirt. Every thread of the remainder lay upon the ground in the
form of a woollen and cotton rope.
'I am used to being wet through,' she added. 'I have been drenched on Pansy
dozens of times. Good-bye till we meet, clothed and in our right minds, by the
fireside at home!'
She then ran off from him through the pelting rain like a hare; or more like
a pheasant when, scampering away with a lowered tail, it has a mind to fly, but
does not. Elfride was soon out of sight.
Knight felt uncomfortably wet and chilled, but glowing with fervour
nevertheless. He fully appreciated Elfride's girlish delicacy in refusing his
escort in the meagre habiliments she wore, yet felt that necessary abstraction
of herself for a short half-hour as a most grievous loss to him.
He gathered up her knotted and twisted plumage of linen, lace, and embroidery
work, and laid it across his arm. He noticed on the ground an envelope, limp and
wet. In endeavouring to restore this to its proper shape, he loosened from the
envelope a piece of paper it had contained, which was seized by the wind in
falling from Knight's hand. It was blown to the right, blown to the left-- it
floated to the edge of the cliff and over the sea, where it was hurled aloft. It
twirled in the air, and then flew back over his head.
Knight followed the paper, and secured it. Having done so, he
looked to discover if it had been worth securing.
The troublesome sheet was a banker's receipt for two hundred pounds, placed
to the credit of Miss Swancourt, which the impractical girl had totally
forgotten she carried with her.
Knight folded it as carefully as its moist condition would allow, put it in
his pocket, and followed Elfride.
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