A charming introduction to a hermit's life! Four weeks' torture, tossing,
and sickness! Oh! these bleak winds and bitter northern skies, and impassable
roads, and dilatory country surgeons! And, oh, this dearth of the human
physiognomy! and, worse than all, the terrible intimation of Kenneth that
I need not expect to be out of doors till spring!
Mr Heathcliff has just honoured me with a calls About seven days
ago he sent me a brace of grouse--the last of the season. Scoundrel! He
is not altogether guiltless in this illness of mine; and that I had a great
mind to tell him. But, alas! how could I offend a man who was charitable
enough to sit at my bedside a good hour, and talk on some other subject
than pills and draughts, blisters and leeches? This is quite an easy interval.
I am too weak to read; yet I feel as if I could enjoy something interesting.
Why not have up Mrs Dean to finish her tale? I can recollect its chief
incidents as far as she had gone. Yes: I remember her hero had run off,
and never been heard of for three years; and the heroine was married. I'll
ring: she'll be delighted to find me capable of talking cheerfully. Mrs
Dean came.
`It wants twenty minutes, sir, to taking the medicine,' she commenced.
`Away, away with it!' I replied; `I desire to have---'
`The doctor says you must drop the powders.'
`With all my heart! Don't interrupt me. Come and take your seat
here. Keep your fingers from that bitter phalanx of vials. Draw your knitting
out of your pocket--that will do--now continue the history of Mr Heathcliff,
from where you left off, to the present day. Did he finish his education
on the Continent, and come back a gentleman? or. did he get a sizar's place
at college, or escape to America, and earn honours by drawing blood from
his foster-country? or make a fortune more promptly on the English highways?'
`He may have done a little in all these vocations, Mr Lockwood;
but I couldn't give my word for any. I stated before that I didn't know
how he gained his money; neither am I aware of the means he took to raise
his mind from the savage ignorance into which it was sunk: but, with your
leave, I'll proceed in my own fashion, if you think it will amuse and not
weary you. Are you feeling better this morning?'
`Much.'
`That's good news. I got Miss Catherine and myself to Thrushcross
Grange; and, to my agreeable disappointment, she behaved infinitely better
than I dared expect. She seemed almost over fond of Mr Linton; and even
to his sister she showed plenty of affection. They were both very attentive
to her comfort, certainly. It was not the thorn bending to the honeysuckles,
but the honeysuckles embracing the thorn. There were no mutual concessions;
one stood erect, and the others yielded: and who can be ill-natured and
bad-tempered when they encounter neither opposition nor indifference? I
observed that Mr Edgar had a deeprooted fear of ruffling her humour. He
concealed it from her; but if ever he heard me answer sharply, or saw any
other servant grow cloudy at some imperious order of hers, he would show
his trouble by a frown of displeasure that never darkened on his own account.
He many a time spoke sternly to me about my pertness; and averred that
the stab of a knife could not inflict a worse pang than he suffered at
seeing his lady vexed. Not to grieve a kind master, I learned to be less
touchy; and, for the space of half a year, the gunpowder lay as harmless
as sand, because no fire came near to explode it. Catherine had seasons
of gloom and silence now and then: they were respected with sympathizing
silence by her husband, who ascribed them to an alteration in her constitution,
produced by her perilous illness; as she was never subject to depression
of spirits before. The return of sunshine was welcomed by answering sunshine
from him. I believe I may assert that they were really in possession of
deep and growing happiness.
It ended. Well, we must be for ourselves in the long run;
the mild and generous are only more justly selfish than the domineering;
and it ended when circumstances caused each to feel that the ones interest
was not the chief consideration in the other's thoughts. On a mellow evening
in September, I was coming from the garden with a heavy basket of apples
which I had been gathering. It had got dusk, and the moon looked over the
high wall of the court, causing undefined shadows to lurk in the corners
of the numerous projecting portions of the building. I set my burden on
the house steps by the kitchen door, and lingered to rest, and drew in
a few more breaths of the soft, sweet air; my eyes were on the moon, and
my back to the entrance, when I heard a voice behind me say--
`Nelly, is that you?'
It was a deep voice, and foreign in tone; yet there was something
in the manner of pronouncing my name which made it sound familiar. I turned
about to discover who spoke, fearfully; for the doors were shut, and I
had seen nobody on approaching the steps. Something stirred in the porch;
and, moving nearer, I distinguished a tall man dressed in dark clothes,
with dark face and hair. He leant against the side, and held his fingers
on the latch as if intending to open for himself. `Who can it be?' I thought.
`Mr Earnshaw? Oh, no! The voice has no resemblance to his.'
`I have waited here an hour,' he resumed, while I continued staring;
`and the whole of that time all round has been as still as death. I dared
not enter. You do not know me? Look, I'm not a stranger!'
A ray fell on his features; the cheeks were sallow, and half covered
with black whiskers; the brows lowering, the eyes deep set and singular.
I remembered the eyes.
`What!' I cried, uncertain whether to regard him as a worldly
visitor, and I raised my hands in amazement. What! you come back? Is it
really you? Is it?'
`Yes, Heathcliff,' he replied, glancing from me up to the windows,
which reflected a score of glittering moons, but showed no lights from
within. `Are they at home? where is she? Nelly, you are not glad! you needn't
be so disturbed. Is she here? Speak! I want to have one word with her--your
mistress. Go, and say some person from Gimmerton desires to see her.'
`How will she take it?' I exclaimed. `What will she do? The surprise
bewilders me--it will put her out of her head! And you are Heathcliff!
But altered! Nay, there's no comprehending it. Have you been for a soldier?'
`Go and carry my message,' he interrupted impatiently. `I'm in
hell till you do!'
He lifted the latch, and I entered; but when I got to the parlour
where Mr and Mrs Linton were, I could not persuade myself to proceed. At
length, I resolved on making an excuse to ask if they would have the candles
lighted, and I opened the door.
They sat together in a window whose lattice lay back against the
wall, and displayed, beyond the garden trees and the wild green park, the
valley of Gimmerton, with a long line of mist winding nearly to its top
(for very soon after you pass the chapel, as you may have noticed, the
sough that runs from the marshes joins a beck which follows the bend of
the glen). Wuthering Heights rose above this silvery vapour; but our old
house was invisible; it rather dips down on the other side. Both the room
and its occupants, and the scene they gazed on, looked wondrously peaceful.
I shrank reluctantly from performing my errand; and was actually going
away leaving it unsaid, after having put my question about the candles,
when a sense of my folly compelled me to return, and mutter--`A person
from Gimmerton wishes to see you, ma'am.'
`What does he want?' asked Mrs Linton.
`I did not question him,' I answered.
`Well, close the curtains, Nelly,' she said; `and bring up tea.
I'll be back again directly.'
She quitted the apartment; Mr Edgar inquired, carelessly, who
it was.
`Someone mistress does not expect,' I replied. `That Heathcliff--you
recollect him, sir,--who used to live at Mr Earnshaw's.'
`What! the gipsy--the ploughboy?' he cried. `Why did you not say
so to Catherine?'
`Hush! you must not call him by those names, master,' I said.
`She'd be sadly grieved to hear you. She was nearly heartbroken when he
ran off. I guess his return will make a jubilee to her.'
Mr Linton walked to a window on the other side of the room that
overlooked the court. He unfastened it and leant out. I suppose they were
below, for he exclaimed quickly--`Don't stand there, love! Bring the person
in, if it be anyone particular.' Ere long I heard the click of the latch,
and Catherine flew upstairs, breathless and wild; too excited to show gladness:
indeed, by her face, you would rather have surmised an awful calamity.
`Oh, Edgar, Edgar!' she panted, flinging her arms round his neck.
`Oh Edgar, darling! Heathcliff's come back-he is!' And she tightened her
embrace to a squeeze.
`Well, well,' cried her husband crossly, `don't strangle me for
that! He never struck me as such a marvellous treasure. There is no need
to be frantic!'
`I know you didn't like him,' she answered, repressing a little
the intensity of her delight. `Yet, for my sake, you must be friends now.
Shall I tell him to come up?'
`Here?' he said, `into the parlour?'
`Where else?' she asked.
He looked vexed, and suggested the kitchen as a more suitable
place for him. Mrs Linton eyed him with a droll expression--half angry,
half laughing at his fastidiousness.
`No,' she added after a while; `I cannot sit in the kitchen. Set
two tables here, Ellen: one for your master and Miss Isabella, being gentry;
the other for Heathcliff and myself, being of the lower orders. Will that
please you, dear? Or must I have a fire lighted elsewhere? If so, give
directions. I'll run down and secure my guest. I'm afraid the joy is too
great to be real!'
She was about to dart off again; but Edgar arrested her.
`You bid him step up,' he said, addressing me! `and, Catherine,
try to be glad, without being absurd! the whole household need not witness
the sight of your welcoming a runaway servant as a brother.'
I descended and found Heathcliff waiting under the porch, evidently
anticipating an invitation to enter. He followed my guidance without waste
of words, and I ushered him into the presence of the master and mistress,
whose flushed cheeks betrayed signs of warm talking. But the lady's glowed
with another feeling when her friend appeared at the door: she sprang forward,
took both his hands, and led him to Linton; and then she seized Linton's
reluctant fingers and crushed them into his. Now fully revealed by the
fire and candlelight, I was amazed, more than ever, to behold the transformation
of Heathcliff. He had grown a tall, athletic, well-formed man; beside whom,
my master seemed quite slender and youth-like. His upright carriage suggested
the idea of his having been in the army. His countenance was much older
in expression and decision of feature than Mr Linton's; it looked intelligent,
and retained no marks of former degradation. A half-civilized ferocity
lurked yet in the depressed brows and eyes full of black fire, but it was
subdued; and his manner was even dignified: quite divested of roughness,
though too stern for grace. My master's surprise equalled or exceeded mine:
he remained for a minute at a loss how to address the ploughboy, as he
had called him. Heathcliff dropped his slight hand, and stood looking at
him coolly till he chose to speak.
`Sit down, sir,' he said, at length. `Mrs Linton, recalling old
times, would have me give you a cordial reception; and, of course, I am
gratified when anything occurs to please her.'
`And I also,' answered Heathcliff, `especially if it be anything
in which I have a part. I shall stay an hour or two willingly.'
He took a seat opposite Catherine, who kept her gaze fixed on
him as if she feared he would vanish were she to remove it. He did not
raise his to her often: a quick glance now and then sufficed; but it flashed
back, each time more confidently, the undisguised delight he drank from
hers. They were too much absorbed in their mutual joy to suffer embarrassment.
Not so Mr Edgar: he grew pale with pure annoyance: a feeling that reached
its climax when his lady rose, and stepping across the rug, seized Heathcliff's
hands again, and laughed like one beside herself.
`I shall think it a dream tomorrow!' she cried. `I shall not be
able to believe that I have seen, and touched, and spoken to you once more.
And yet, cruel Heathcliff! you don't deserve this welcome. To be absent
and silent for three years, and never to think of me!'
`A little more than you have thought of me,' he murmured. `I heard
of your marriage, Cathy, not long since; and, while waiting in the yard
below, I meditated this plan:--just to have one glimpse of your face, a
stare of surprise, perhaps, and pretended pleasure; afterwards settle my
score with Hindley; and then prevent the law by doing execution on myself.
Your welcome has put these ideas out of my mind; but beware of meeting
me with another aspect next time! Nay, you'll not drive me off again. You
were really sorry for me, were you? Well, there was cause. I've fought
through a bitter life since I last heard your voice; and you must forgive
me, for I struggled only for you!'
`Catherine, unless we are to have cold tea, please to come to
the table,' interrupted Linton, striving to preserve his ordinary tone,
and a due measure of politeness. `Mr Heathcliff will have a long walk,
wherever he may lodge tonight; and I'm thirsty.'
She took her post before the urn; and Miss Isabella came, summoned
by the bell; then, having handed their chairs forward, I left the room.
The meal hardly endured ten minutes. Catherine's cup was never filled:
she could neither eat nor drink. Edgar had made a slop in his saucer, and
scarcely swallowed a mouthful. Their guest did not protract his stay that
evening above an hour longer. I asked, as he departed, if he went to Gimmerton?
`No, to Wuthering Heights,' he answered: `Mr Earnshaw invited
me, when I called this morning.'
Mr Earnshaw invited him! and he called on Mr Earnshaw!
I pondered this sentence painfully, after he was gone. Is he turning out
a bit of a hypocrite, and coming into the country to work mischief under
a cloak? I mused: I had a presentiment in the bottom of my heart that he
had better have remained away.
About the middle of the night, I was wakened from my first nap
by Mrs Linton gliding into my chamber, taking a seat on my bedside, and
pulling me by the hair to rouse me.
`I cannot rest, Ellen,' she said, by way of apology. `And I want
some living creature to keep me company in my happiness! Edgar is sulky,
because I'm glad of a thing that does not interest him: he refuses to open
his mouth, except to utter pettish, silly speeches; and he affirmed I was
cruel and selfish for wishing to talk when he was so sick and sleepy. He
always contrives to be sick at the least cross! I gave a few sentences
of commendation to Heathcliff, and he, either for a headache or a pang
of envy, began to cry: so I got up and left him.'
`What use is it praising Heathcliff to him?' I answered. `As lads
they had an aversion to each other, and Heathcliff would hate just as much
to hear him praised: it's human nature. Let Mr Linton alone about him,
unless you would like an open quarrel between them.'
`But does it not show great weakness?' pursued she. `I'm not envious:
I never feel hurt at the brightness of Isabella's yellow hair and the whiteness
of her skin, at her dainty elegance, and the fondness all the family exhibit
for her. Even you, Nelly, if we have a dispute sometimes, you back Isabella
at once; and I yield like a foolish mother: I call her a darling, and flatter
her into a good temper. It pleases her brother to see us cordial, and that
pleases me. But they are very much alike: they are spoiled children, and
fancy the world was made for their accommodation; and though I humour both,
I think a smart chastisement might improve them, all the same.'
`You're mistaken, Mrs Linton,' said I. `They humour you: I know
what there would be to do if they did not. You can well afford to indulge
their passing whims as long as their business is to anticipate all your
desires. You may, however, fall out, at last, over something of equal consequence
to both sides; and then those you term weak are very capable of being as
obstinate as you.'
`And then we shall fight to the death, shan't we, Nelly?' she
returned, laughing. `No! I tell you, I have such faith in Linton's love,
that I believe I might kill him, and he wouldn't wish to retaliate.'
I advised her to value him the more for his affection.
`I do,' she answered, `but he needn't resort to whining for trifles.
It is childish; and, instead of melting into tears because I said that
Heathcliff was now worthy of anyone's regard, and it would honour the first
gentleman in the country to be his friend, he ought to have said it for
me, and been delighted from sympathy. He must get accustomed to him, and
he may as well like him: considering how Heathcliff has reason to object
to him, I'm sure he behaved excellently!'
`What do you think of his going to Wuthering Heights?' I inquired.
`He is reformed in every respect, apparently: quite a Christian: offering
the right hand of fellowship to his enemies all around!'
`He explained it,' she replied. `I wondered as much as you. He
said he called to gather information concerning me from you, supposing
you resided there still; and Joseph told Hindley, who came out and fell
to questioning him of what he had been doing, and how he had been living;
and finally, desired him to walk in. There were some persons sitting at
cards; Heathcliff joined them; my brother lost some money to him, and,
finding him plentifully supplied, he requested that he would come again
in the evening: to which he consented. Hindley is too reckless to select
his acquaintance prudently: he doesn't trouble himself to reflect on the
causes he might have for mistrusting one whom he has basely injured. But
Heathcliff affirms his principal reason for resuming a connection with
his ancient persecutor is a wish to install himself in quarters at walking
distance from the Grange, and an attachment to the house where we lived
together; and likewise a hope that I shall have more opportunities of seeing
him there than I could have if he settled in Gimmerton. He means to offer
liberal payment for permission to lodge at the Heights; and doubtless my
brother's covetousness will prompt him to accept the terms: he was always
greedy; though what he grasps with one hand he flings away with the other.'
`It's a nice place for a young man to fix his dwelling in!' said
I. `Have you no fear of the consequences, `Mrs Linton?'
`None for my friend,' she replied: `his strong head will keep
him from danger; a little for Hindley: but he can't be made morally worse
than he is; and I stand between him and bodily harm. The event of this
evening has reconciled me to God and humanity! I had risen in angry rebellion
against Providence. Oh, I've endured very, very bitter misery, Nelly! If
that creature knew how bitter, he'd be ashamed to cloud its removal with
idle petulance. It was kindness for him which induced me to bear it alone:
had I expressed the agony I frequently felt, he would have been taught
to long for its alleviation as ardently as l. However, it's over, and I'll
take no revenge on his folly; I can afford to suffer anything hereafter!
Should the meanest thing alive slap me on the cheek, I'd not only turn
the other, but, I'd ask pardon for provoking it; and, as a proof, I'll
go make my peace with Edgar instantly. Good night! I'm an angel!'
In this self-complacent conviction she departed; and the success
of her fulfilled resolution was obvious on the morrow: Mr Linton had not
only abjured his peevishness (though his spirits seemed still subdued by
Catherine's exuberance of vivacity), but he ventured no objection to her
taking Isabella with her to Wuthering Heights in the afternoon; and she
rewarded him with such a summer of sweetness and affection in return, as
made the house a paradise for several days; both master and servants profiting
from the perpetual sunshine.
Heathcliff--Mr Heathcliff I should say in future--used the liberty
of visiting at Thrushcross Grange cautiously, at first: he seemed estimating
how far its owner would bear his intrusion. Catherine, also, deemed it
judicious to moderate her expressions of pleasure in receiving him; and
he gradually established his right to be expected. He retained a great
deal of the reserve for which his boyhood was remarkable; and that served
to repress all startling demonstrations of feeling. My master's uneasiness
experienced a lull, and further circumstances diverted it into another
channel for a space.
His new source of trouble sprang from the not anticipated misfortune
of Isabella Linton evincing a sudden and irresistible attraction towards
the tolerated guest. She was at that time a charming young lady of eighteen;
infantile in manners, though possessed of keen wit, keen feelings, and
a keen temper, too, if irritated. Her brother, who loved her tenderly,
was appalled at this fantastic preference. Leaving aside the degradation
of an alliance with a nameless man, and the possible fact that his property,
in default of heirs male, might pass into such a one's power, he had sense
to comprehend Heathcliff's disposition: to know that, though his exterior
was altered, his mind was unchangeable and unchanged. And he dreaded that
mind: it revolted him: he shrank forebodingly from the idea of committing
Isabella to his keeping. He would have recoiled still more had he been
aware that her attachment rose unsolicited, and was bestowed where it awakened
no reciprocation of sentiment; for the minute he discovered its existence,
he laid the blame on Heathcliff's deliberate designing.
We had all remarked, during some time, that Miss Linton fretted
and pined over something. She grew cross and wearisome; snapping at and
teasing Catherine continually, at the imminent risk of exhausting her limited
patience. We excused her, to a certain extent, on the plea of ill-health:
she was dwindling and fading before our eyes. But one day, when she had
been peculiarly wayward, rejecting her breakfast, complaining that the
servants did not do what she told them; that the mistress would allow her
to be nothing in the house, and Edgar neglected her; that she had caught
a cold with the doors being left open, and we let the parlour fire go out
on purpose to vex her, with a hundred yet more frivolous accusations, Mrs
Linton peremptorily insisted that she should get to bed; and, having scolded
her heartily, threatened to send for the doctor. Mention of Kenneth caused
her to exclaim, instantly, that her health was perfect, and it was only
Catherine's harshness which made her unhappy.
`How can you say I am harsh, you naughty fondling?' cried the
mistress, amazed at the unreasonable assertion. `You are surely losing
your reason. When have I been harsh, tell me?'
`Yesterday,' sobbed Isabella, `and now!'
`Yesterday!' said her sister-in-law. `On what occasion?'
`In our walk along the moor: you told me to ramble where I pleased,
while you sauntered on with Mr Heathcliff!'
`And that's your notion of harshness?' said Catherine, laughing.
`It was no hint that your company was superfluous: we didn't care whether
you kept with us or not; I merely thought Heathcliffs talk would have nothing
entertaining for your ears.
`Oh no,' wept the young lady; `you wished me away, because you
knew I liked to be there!'
`Is she sane?' asked Mrs Linton, appealing to me. `I'll repeat
our conversation, word for word, Isabella; and you point out any charm
it could have had for you.'
`I don't mind the conversation,' she answered: `I wanted to be
with---'
`Well!' said Catherine, perceiving her hesitate to complete the
sentence.
`With him: and I won't be always sent off!' she continued, kindling
up. `You are a dog in the manger, Cathy, and desire no one to be loved
but yourself!'
`You are an impertinent little monkey!' exclaimed Mrs Linton,
in surprise. `But I'll not believe this idiocy! It is impossible that you
can covet the admiration of Heathcliff--that you consider him an agreeable
person! I hope I have misunderstood you, Isabella?'
`No, you have not,' said the infatuated girl. `I love him more
than ever you loved Edgar; and he might love me, if you would let him!'
`I wouldn't be you for a kingdom, then!' Catherine declared emphatically:
and she seemed to speak sincerely. `Nelly, help me to convince her of her
madness. Tell her what Heathcliff is: an unreclaimed creature, without
refinement, without cultivation: an arid wilderness of furze and whinstone.
I'd as soon put that little canary into the park on a winter's day, as
recommend you to bestow your heart on him! It is deplorable ignorance of
his character, child, and nothing else, which makes that dream enter your
head. Pray, don't imagine that he conceals depths of benevolence and affection
beneath a stern exterior! He's not a rough diamond--a pearl-containing
oyster of a rustic: he's a fierce, pitiless, wolfish man. I never say to
him, "Let this or that enemy alone, because it would be ungenerous or cruel
to harm them"; I say, "Let them alone, because I should hate them to be
wronged": and he'd crush you like a sparrow's egg, Isabella, if he found
you a troublesome charge. I know he couldn't love a Linton; and yet he'd
be quite capable of marrying your fortune and expectations! avarice is
growing with him a besetting sin. There's my picture: and I'm his friend--so
much so, that had he thought seriously to catch you, I should, perhaps,
have held my tongue, and let you fall into his trap.'
Miss Linton regarded her sister-in-law with indignation.
`For shame! for shame!' she repeated angrily, `you are worse than
twenty foes, you poisonous friend!'
`Ah! you won't believe me, then?' said Catherine. `You think I
speak from wicked selfishness?'
`I'm certain you do,' retorted Isabella; `and I shudder at you!'
`Good!' cried the other. `Try for yourself, if that be your spirit:
I have done, and yield the argument to your saucy insolence.'
`And I must suffer for her egotism!' she sobbed, as Mrs Linton
left the room. `All, all is against me; she has blighted my single consolation.
But she uttered falsehoods, didn't she? Mr Heathcliff is not a fiend: he
has an honourable soul, and a true one, or how could he remember her?'
`Banish him from your thoughts, miss,' I said. `He's a bird of
bad omen: no mate for you. Mrs Linton spoke strongly, and yet I can't contradict
her. She is better acquainted with his heart than I, or anyone besides;
and she would never represent him as worse than he is. Honest people don't
hide their deeds. How has he been living? how has he got rich? why is he
staying at Wuthering Heights, the house of a man whom he abhors? They say
Mr Earnshaw is worse and worse since he came. They sit up all night together
continually, and Hindley has been borrowing money on his land, and does
nothing but play and drink: I heard only a week ago--it was Joseph who
told me--I met him at Gimmerton: "Nelly," he said, "we's hae a crahnr's
`quest enah, at ahr folks. One on `em's a'most getten his finger cut off
wi' hauding t'other froo' sticking hisseln loike a cawlf. That's maister,
yah knaw, `ut's soa up uh going tuh t' grand `sizes. He's noan feard uh
t' bench uh judges, norther Paul, nur Peter, nur John, nur Matthew, nor
noan on `em, nut he! He fair likes--he langs to set his brazened face agean
`em! And yon bonny lad Heathcliff, yah mind, he's a rare `un! He can girn
a laugh as weel's onybody at a raight divil's jest. Does he niver say nowt
of his fine living amang us, when he goas tuh t' Grange? This is t' way
on't:--up at sundahn; dice, brandy, cloised shutters, und can'le-lught
till next day at nooin: then, t fooil gangs banning un raving to his cham'er,
makking dacent fowks dig thur fingers i' thur lugs fur varry shaume; un'
the knave, wah he carn cahnt his brass, un' ate, un' sleep, un' off to
his neighbour's tuh gossip wi' t' wife. I' course, he tells Dame Catherine
hah hor father's goold runs intuh his pocket, and her father's son gallops
dahn t' Broad road, while he flees afore to oppen t' pikes?" Now, Miss
Linton, Joseph is an old rascal, but no liar; and, if his account of Heathcliff's
conduct be true, you would never think of desiring such a husband, would
you?'
`You are leagued with the rest, Ellen!' she replied. `I'll not
listen to your slanders. What malevolence you must have to wish to convince
me that there is no happiness in the world!'
Whether she would have got over this fancy if left to herself
or persevered in nursing it perpetually, I cannot say: she had little time
to reflect. The day after, there was a justice-meeting at the next town;
my master was obliged to attend; and Mr Heathcliff, aware of his absence,
called rather earlier than usual. Catherine and Isabella were sitting in
the library, on hostile terms, but silent. The latter alarmed at her recent
indiscretion, and the disclosure she had made of her secret feelings in
a transient fit of passion; the former, on mature consideration, really
offended with her companion; and, if she laughed again at her pertness,
inclined to make it no laughing matter to her. She did laugh as
she saw Heathcliff pass the window. I was sweeping the hearth, and I noticed
a mischievous smile on her lips. Isabella, absorbed in her meditations,
or a book, remained till the door opened; and it was too late to attempt
an escape, which she would gladly have done had it been practicable.
`Come in, that's right!' exclaimed the mistress gaily, pulling
a chair to the fire. `Here are two people sadly in need of a third to thaw
the ice between them; and you are the very one we should both of us choose.
Heathcliff, I'm proud to show you, at last, somebody that dotes on you
more than myself. I expect you to feel flattered. Nay, it's not Nelly;
don't look at her! My poor little sister-in-law is breaking her heart by
mere contemplation of your physical and moral beauty. It lies in your own
power to be Edgar's brother! No, no, Isabella, you shan't run off,' she
continued, arresting, with feigned playfulness, the confounded girl, who
had risen indignantly. `We were quarrelling like cats about you, Heathcliff;
and I was fairly beaten in protestations of devotion and admiration: and,
moreover, I was informed that if I would but have the manners to stand
aside, my rival, as she will ha"e herself to be, would shoot a shaft into
your soul that would fix you for ever, and send my image into eternal oblivion!'
`Catherine!' said Isabella, calling up her dignity, and disdaining
to struggle from the tight grasp that held her. `I'd thank you to adhere
to the truth and not slander me, even in joke! Mr Heathcliff, be kind enough
to bid this friend of yours release me: she forgets that you and I are
not intimate acquaintances; and what amuses her is painful to me beyond
expression.'
As the guest answered nothing, but took his seat, and looked thoroughly
indifferent what sentiments she cherished concerning him, she turned and
whispered an earnest appeal for liberty to her tormentor.
`By no means!' cried Mrs Linton in answer. `I won't be named a
dog in the manger again. You shall stay: now then! Heathcliff, why
don't you evince satisfaction at my pleasant news? Isabella swears that
the love Edgar has for me is nothing to that she entertains for you. I'm
sure she made some speech of the kind; did she not, Ellen? And she has
fasted ever since the day before yesterday's walk, from sorrow and rage
that I dispatched her out of your society under the idea of its being unacceptable.
`I think you belie her,' said Heathcliff, twisting his chair to
face them. `She wishes to be out of my society now, at any rate!' And he
stared hard at the object of discourse, as one might do at a strange repulsive
animal: a centipede from the Indies, for instance, which curiosity leads
one to examine in spite of the aversion it raises. The poor thing couldn't
bear that: she grew white and red in rapid succession, and, while tears
beaded her lashes, bent the strength of her small fingers to loosen the
firm clutch of Catherine; and perceiving that as fast as she raised one
finger off her arm another closed down, and she could not remove the whole
together, she began to make use of her nails; and their sharpness presently
ornamented the detainer's with crescents of red.
`There's a tigress!' exclaimed Mrs Linton, setting her free, and
shaking her hand with pain. `Begone, for God's sake, and hide your vixen
face! How foolish to reveal those talons to him. Can't you fancy
the conclusions he'll draw? Look, Heathcliff! they are instruments that
will do execution--you must beware of your eyes.
`I'd wrench them off her fingers, if they ever menaced me,' he
answered brutally, when the door had closed after her. `But what did you
mean by teasing the creature in that manner, Cathy? You were not speaking
the truth, were you?'
`I assure you I was,' she returned. `She has been pining for your
sake several weeks; and raving about you this morning, and pouring forth
a deluge of abuse, because I represented your failings in a plain light,
for the purpose of mitigating her adoration. But don't notice it further:
I wished to punish her sauciness, that's all. I like her too well, my dear
Heathcliff, to let you absolutely seize and devour her up.'
`And I like her too ill to attempt it,' said he, `except in a
very ghoulish fashion. You'd hear of odd things if I lived alone with that
mawkish, waxen face: the most ordinary would be painting on its white the
colours of the rainbow, and turning the blue eyes black, every day or two:
they detestably resemble Linton's.'
`Delectably!' observed Catherine. `They are dove's eyes--angel's!'
`She's her brother's heir, is she not?' he asked, after a brief
silence.
`I should be sorry to think so,' returned his companion. `Half
a dozen nephews shall erase her title, please Heaven! Abstract your mind
from the subject at present: you are too prone to covet your neighbour's
goods; remember this neighbour's goods are mine.'
`If they were mine, they would be none the less that,'
said Heathcliff; `but though Isabella Linton may be silly, she is scarcely
mad; and, in short, we'll dismiss the matter, as you advise.'
From their tongues they did dismiss it; and Catherine, probably,
from her thoughts. The other, I felt certain, recalled it often in the
course of the evening. I saw him smile to himself--grin rather--and lapse
into ominous musing whenever Mrs Linton had occasion to be absent from
the apartment.
I determined to watch his movements. My heart invariably cleaved
to the master's, in preference to Catherine's side: with reason I imagined,
for he was kind, and trustful, and honourable; and she--she could not be
called the opposite, yet she seemed to allow herself such wide latitude,
that I had little faith in her principles, and still less sympathy for
her feelings. I wanted something to happen which might have the effect
of freeing both Wuthering Heights and the Grange of Mr Heathcliff, quietly;
leaving us as we had been prior to his advent. His visits were a continual
nightmare to me; and, I suspected, to my master also. His abode at the
Heights was an oppression past explaining. I felt that God had forsaken
the stray sheep there to its own wicked wanderings, and an evil beast prowled
between it and the fold, waiting his time to spring and destroy.
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