Yesterday afternoon set in misty and cold. I had half a mind to spend it
by my study fire, instead of wading through heath and mud to Wuthering
Heights. On coming up from dinner, however (N.B. I dine between twelve
and one o'clock; the housekeeper, a matronly lady, taken as a fixture along
with the house, could not, or would not, comprehend my request that I might
be served at five), on mounting the stairs with this lazy intention, and
stepping into the room, I saw a servant girl on her knees surrounded by
brushes and coal-scuttles, and raising an infernal dust as she extinguished
the flames with heaps of cinders. This spectacle drove me back immediately;
I took my hat, and, after a four-miles' walk, arrived at Heathcliff's garden
gate just in time to escape the first feathery flakes of a snow shower.
On that bleak hill top the earth was hard with a black frost,
and the air made me shiver through every limb. Being unable to remove the
chain, I jumped over, and, running up the flagged causeway bordered with
straggling gooseberry bushes, knocked vainly for admittance, till my knuckles
tingled and the dogs howled.
`Wretched inmates!' I ejaculated mentally, `you deserve perpetual
isolation from your species for your churlish inhospitality. At least,
I would not keep my doors barred in the day time. I don't care--I will
get in!' So resolved, I grasped the latch and shook it vehemently. Vinegar-faced
Joseph projected his head from a round window of the barn.
`Whet are ye for?' he shouted. `T' maister's dahn i' t' fowld.
Go rahnd by th' end ut' laith, if yah went tuh spake tull him.'
`Is there nobody inside to open the door?' I hallooed, responsively.
`They's nobbut t' missis; and shoo'll nut oppen't an ye mak yer
flaysome dins till neeght.'
`Why? Cannot you tell her who I am, eh, Joseph?'
`Nor-ne me! Aw'll hae noa hend wi't,' muttered the head, vanishing.
The snow began to drive thickly. I seized the handle to essay
another trial; when a young man without coat, and shouldering a pitchfork,
appeared in the yard behind. He hailed me to follow him, and, after marching
through a wash-house, and a paved area containing a coal shed, pump, and
pigeon cot, we at length arrived in the huge, warm, cheerful apartment,
where I was formerly received. It glowed delightfully in the radiance of
an immense fire, compounded of coal, peat, and wood; and near the table,
laid for a plentiful evening meal, I was pleased to observe the `missis',
an individual whose existence I had never previously suspected. I bowed
and waited, thinking she would bid me take a seat. She looked at me, leaning
back in her chair, and remained motionless and mute.
`Rough weather!' I remarked. `I'm afraid, Mrs Heathcliff, the
door must bear the consequence of your servants' leisure attendance: I
had hard work to make them hear me.'
She never opened her mouth. I stared--she stared also: at any
rate, she kept her eyes on me in a cool, regardless manner, exceedingly
embarrassing and disagreeable.
`Sit down,' said the young man gruffly. `He'll be in soon.'
I obeyed; and hemmed, and called the villain Juno, who deigned,
at this second interview, to move the extreme tip of her tail, in token
of owning my acquaintance.
`A beautiful animal!' I commenced again. `Do you intend parting
with the little ones, madam?'
`They are not mine,' said the amiable hostess, more repellingly
than Heathcliff himself could have replied.
`Ah, your favourites are among these?' I continued, turning to
an obscure cushion full of something like cats.
`A strange choice of favourites!' she observed scornfully.
Unluckily, it was a heap of dead rabbits. I hemmed once more,
and drew closer to the hearth, repeating my comment on the wildness of
the evening.
`You should not have come out,' she said, rising and reaching
from the chimney-piece two of the painted canisters.
Her position before was sheltered from the light; now, I had a
distinct view of her whole figure and countenance. She was slender, and
apparently scarcely past girlhood: an admirable form, and the most exquisite
little face that I have ever had the pleasure of beholding; small features,
very fair; flaxen ringlets, or rather golden, hanging loose on her delicate
neck; and eyes, had they been agreeable in expression, they would have
been irresistible: fortunately for my susceptible heart, the only sentiment
they evinced hovered between scorn, and a kind of desperation, singularly
unnatural to be detected there. The canisters were almost out of her reach;
I made a motion to aid her; she turned upon me as a miser might turn if
anyone attempted to assist him in counting his gold.
`I don't want your help,' she snapped; `I can get them for myself.'
`I beg your pardon!' I hastened to reply.
`Were you asked to tea?' she demanded, tying an apron over her
neat black frock, and standing with a spoonful of the leaf poised over
the pot.
`I shall be glad to have a cup,' I answered.
`Were you asked?' she repeated.
`No,' I said, half smiling. `You are the proper person to ask me.'
She flung the tea back, spoon and all, and resumed her chair in
a pet; her forehead corrugated, and her red under lip pushed out, like
a child's ready to cry.
Meanwhile, the young man had slung on to his person a decidedly
shabby upper garment, and, erecting himself before the blaze, looked down
on me from the corner of his eyes, for all the world as if there were some
mortal feud unavenged between us. I began to doubt whether he were a servant
or not: his dress and speech were both rude, entirely devoid of the superiority
observable in Mr and Mrs Heathcliff; his thick brown curls were rough and
uncultivated, his whiskers encroached bearishly over his cheeks, and his
hands were embrowned like those of a common labourer: still his bearing
was free, almost haughty, and he showed none of a domestic's assiduity
in attending on the lady of the house. In the absence of clear proofs of
his condition, I deemed it best to abstain from noticing his curious conduct;
and, five minutes afterwards, the entrance of Heathcliff relieved me, in
some measure, from my uncomfortable state.
`You see, sir, I am come, according to promise!' I exclaimed,
assuming the cheerful; `and I fear I shall be weatherbound for half an
hour, if you can afford me shelter during that space.'
`Half an hour?' he said, shaking the white flakes from his clothes;
`I wonder you should select the thick of a snowstorm to ramble about in.
Do you know that you run a risk of being lost in the marshes? People familiar
with these moors often miss their road on such evenings; and I can tell
you there is no chance of a change at present.'
`Perhaps I can get a guide among your lads, and he might stay
at the Grange till morning--could you spare me one?'
`No, I could not.'
`Oh, indeed! Well, then, I must trust to my own sagacity.'
`Umph!'
`Are you going to mak th' tea?' demanded he of the shabby coat,
shifting his ferocious gaze from me to the young lady.
`Is he to have any?' she asked, appealing to Heathcliff.
`Get it ready, will you?' was the answer, uttered so savagely
that I started. The tone in which the words were said revealed a genuine
bad nature. I no longer felt inclined to call Heathcliff a capital fellow.
When the preparations were finished, he invited me with--`Now, sir, bring
forward your chair.' And we all, including the rustic youth, drew round
the table: an austere silence prevailing while we discussed our meal.
I thought, if I had caused the cloud, it was my duty to make an
effort to dispel it. They could not every day sit so grim and taciturn;
and it was impossible, however ill-tempered they might be, that the universal
scowl they wore was their everyday countenance.
`It is strange,' I began, in the interval of swallowing one cup
of tea and receiving another--`it is strange how custom can mould our tastes
and ideas: many could not imagine the existence of happiness in a life
of such complete exile from the world as you spend, Mr Heathcliff; yet
I'll venture to say, that, surrounded by your family, and with your amiable
lady as the presiding genius over your home and heart--'
`My amiable lady!' he interrupted, with an almost diabolical sneer
on his face. `Where is she--my amiable lady?'
`Mrs Heathcliff, your wife, I mean.'
`Well, yes--Oh, you would intimate that her spirit has taken the
post of ministering angel, and guards the fortunes of Wuthering Heights
even when her body is gone. Is that it?'
Perceiving myself in a blunder, I attempted to correct it. I might
have seen there was too great a disparity between the ages of the parties
to make it likely that they were man and wife. One was about forty: a period
of mental vigour at which men seldom cherish the delusion of being married
for love by girls: that dream is reserved for the solace of our declining
years. The other did not look seventeen.
Then it flashed upon me--`The clown at my elbow, who is drinking
his tea out of a basin and eating his bread with unwashed hands, may be
her husband: Heathcliff, junior, of course. Here is the consequence of
being buried alive: she has thrown herself away upon that boor from sheer
ignorance that better individuals existed! A sad pity--I must beware how
I cause her to regret her choice.' The last reflection may seem conceited;
it was not. My neighbour struck me as bordering on repulsive; I knew, through
experience, that I was tolerably attractive.
`Mrs Heathcliff is my daughter-in-law,' said Heathcliff, corroborating
my surmise. He turned, as he spoke, a peculiar look in her direction: a
look of hatred; unless he has a most perverse set of facial muscles that
will not, like those of other people, interpret the language of his soul.
`Ah, certainly--I see now: you are the favoured possessor of the
beneficent fairy,' I remarked, turning to my neighbour.
This was worse than before: the youth grew crimson, and clenched
his fist, with every appearance of a meditated assault. But he seemed to
recollect himself presently, and smothered the storm in a brutal curse,
muttered on my behalf: which, however, I took care not to notice.
`Unhappy in your conjectures, sir,' observed my host; `we neither
of us have the privilege of owning your good fairy; her mate is dead. I
said she was my daughter-in-law, therefore, she must have married my son.'
`And this young man is--'
`Not my son, assuredly.'
Heathcliff smiled again, as if it were rather too bold a jest
to attribute the paternity of that bear to him.
`My name is Hareton Earnshaw,' growled the other; `and I'd counsel
you to respect it!'
`I've shown no disrespect,' was my reply, laughing internally
at the dignity with which he announced himself.
He fixed his eye on me longer than I cared to return the stare, for
fear I might be tempted either to box his ears or render my hilarity audible.
I began to feel unmistakably out of place in that pleasant family circle.
The dismal spiritual atmosphere overcame, and more than neutralized, the
glowing physical comforts round me; and I resolved to be cautious how I
ventured under those rafters a third time.
The business of eating being concluded, and no one uttering a
word of sociable conversation, I approached a window to examine the weather.
A sorrowful sight I saw: dark night coming down prematurely, and sky and
hills mingled in one bitter whirl of wind and suffocating snow.
`I don't think it possible for me to get home now without a guide,'
I could not help exclaiming. `The roads will be buried already; and, if
they were bare, I could scarcely distinguish a foot in advance.
`Hareton, drive those dozen sheep into the barn porch. They'll
be covered if left in the fold all night: and put a plank before them,'
said Heathcliff.
`How must I do?' I continued, with rising irritation.
There was no reply to my question; and on looking round I saw
only Joseph bringing in a pail of porridge for the dogs, and Mrs Heathcliff
leaning over the fire, diverting herself with burning a bundle of matches
which had fallen from the chimney-piece as she restored the tea canister
to its place. The former, when he had deposited his burden, took a critical
survey of the room, and in cracked tones, grated out:
`Aw woonder hagh yah can faishion tuh stand thear i' idleness
un war, when all on 'em's goan aght! Bud yah're a nowt, and it's noa use
talking --yah'll niver mend uh yer ill ways, bud goa raight tuh t' divil,
like yer mother afore ye!'
I imagined, for a moment, that this piece of eloquence was addressed
to me; and, sufficiently enraged, stepped towards the aged rascal with
an intention of kicking him out of the door. Mrs Heathcliff, however, checked
me by her answer.
`You scandalous old hypocrite!' she replied. `Are you not afraid
of being carried away bodily, whenever you mention the devil's name? I
warn you to refrain from provoking me, or I'll ask your abduction as a
special favour. Stop! look here, Joseph,' she continued, taking a long,
dark book from a shelf; `I'll show you how far I've progressed in the Black
Art: I shall soon be competent to make a clear house of it. The red cow
didn't die by chance; and your rheumatism can hardly be reckoned among
providential visitations!'
`Oh, wicked, wicked!' gasped the elder; `may the Lord deliver
us from evil!'
`No, reprobate! you are a castaway--be off, or I'll hurt you seriously!
I'll have you all modelled in wax and clay; and the first who passes the
limits I fix, shall--I'll not say what he shall be done to--but, you'll
see! Go, I'm looking at you!'
The little witch put a mock malignity into her beautiful eyes,
and Joseph, trembling with sincere horror, hurried out praying and ejaculating
`wicked' as he went. I thought her conduct must be prompted by a species
of dreary fun; and, now that we were alone, I endeavoured to interest her
in my distress.
`Mrs Heathcliff,' I said earnestly, `you must excuse me for troubling
you. I presume, because, with that face, I'm sure you cannot help being
good-hearted. Do point out some landmarks by which I may know my way home:
I have no more idea how to get there than you would have how to get to
London!'
`Take the road you came,' she answered, ensconcing herself in
a chair, with a candle, and the long book open before her. `It is brief
advice, but as sound as I can give.'
`Then, if you hear of me being discovered dead in a bog or a pit
full of snow, your conscience won't whisper that it is partly your fault?'
`How so? I cannot escort you. They wouldn't let me go to the end
of the garden wall.'
`You! I should be sorry to ask you to cross the threshold, for
my convenience, on such a night,' I cried. `I want you to tell me my way,
net to show it; or else to persuade Mr Heathcliff to give me a guide.'
`Who? There is himself, Earnshaw, Zillah, Joseph, and I. Which
would you have?'
`Are there no boys at the farm?'
`No, those are all.'
`Then, it follows that I am compelled to stay.'
`That you may settle with your host. I have nothing to do with
it.'
`I hope it will be a lesson to you to make no more rash journeys on
these hills,' cried Heathcliff's stern voice from the kitchen entrance.
`As to staying here, I don't keep accommodations for visitors: you must
share a bed with Hareton or Joseph, if you do.'
`I can sleep on a chair in this room,' I replied.
`No, no! A stranger is a stranger, be he rich or poor: it will
not suit me to permit anyone the range of the place while I am off guard!'
said the unmannerly wretch.
With this insult, my patience was at an end. I uttered an expression
of disgust, and pushed past him into the yard, running against Earnshaw
in my haste. It was so dark that I could not see the means of exit; and,
as I wandered round, I heard another specimen of their civil behaviour
amongst each other. At first the young man appeared about to befriend me.
`I'll go with him as far as the park,' he said.
`You'll go with him to hell!' exclaimed his master, or whatever
relation he bore. `And who is to look after the horses, eh?'
A man's life is of more consequence than one evening's neglect
of the horses: somebody must go, murmured Mrs Heathcliff, more kindly than
I expected.
`Not at your command!' retorted Hareton. `If you set store on
him, you'd better be quiet.'
`Then I hope his ghost will haunt you; and I hope Mr Heathcliff
will never get another tenant till the Grange is a ruin!' she answered
sharply.
`Hearken, hearken, shoo's cursing on 'em!' muttered Joseph, towards
whom I had been steering.
He sat within earshot, milking the cows by the light of a lantern,
which I seized unceremoniously, and, calling out that I would send it back
on the morrow, rushed to the nearest postern.
`Maister, maister, he's stealing t' lantern!' shouted the ancient,
pursuing my retreat. `Hey, Gnasher! Hey, dog! Hey, Wolf, holld him, holld
him!'
On opening the little door, two hairy monsters flew at my throat,
bearing me down and extinguishing the light; while a mingled guffaw from
Heathcliff and Hareton, put the copestone on my rage and humiliation. Fortunately,
the beasts seemed more bent on stretching their paws and yawning, and flourishing
their tails, than devouring me alive; but they would suffer no resurrection,
and I was forced to lie till their malignant master pleased to deliver
me: then, hatless and trembling with wrath, I ordered the miscreants to
let me out--on their peril to keep me one minute longer-with several incoherent
threats of retaliation that, in their indefinite depth of virulency, smacked
of King Lear.
The vehemence of my agitation brought on a copious bleeding at
the nose, and still Heathcliff laughed, and still I scolded. I don't know
what would have concluded the scene, had there not been one person at hand
rather more rational than myself, and more benevolent than my entertainer.
This was Zillah, the stout housewife; who at length issued forth to inquire
into the nature of the uproar. She thought that some of them had been laying
violent hands on me; and, not daring to attack her master, she turned her
vocal artillery against the young scoundrel.
`Well, Mr Earnshaw,' she cried, `I wonder what you'll have agait
next! Are we going to murder folk on our very doorstones? I see this house
will never do for me--look at t' poor lad, he's fair choking! Wisht, wisht!
you mun'n't go on so. Come in, and I'll cure that; there now, hold ye still.'
With these words she suddenly splashed a pint of icy water down
my neck, and pulled me into the kitchen. Mr Heathcliff followed, his accidental
merriment expiring quickly in his habitual moroseness.
I was sick exceedingly, and dizzy and faint; and thus compelled
perforce to accept lodgings under his roof. He told Zillah to give me a
glass of brandy, and then passed on to the inner room; while she condoled
with me on my sorry predicament, and having obeyed his orders, whereby
I was somewhat revived, ushered me to bed.
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