2. Forcuttingthegrass$5.00
3. Forcleaningupmyroomthisweek$1.00
4. Forgoingtothestoreforyou$0.50
5. Baby—sittingmykidbrotherwhileyouwentshopping$0.25
6. Takingoutthegarbage$1.00
7. Forgettingagoodreportcard$5.00
8. Forcleaningupandrakingtheyard$2.00
9. Totalowed:$14.75
10. Well,I』lltellyou,hismotherlookedathimstandingthereexpectantly,andboy,couldIseethememoriesflashingthroughhermind.Soshepickedupthepen,turnedoverthepaperhe』dwrittenon,andthisiswhatshewrote:
11. FortheninemonthsIcarriedyouwhileyouweregrowinginsideme,NoCharge.
12. ForallthenightsthatI』vesatupwithyou,doctoredandprayedforyou,NoCharge.
13. Forallthetryingtimes,andallthetearsthatyou』vecausedthroughtheyears,there』sNoCharge.
14. Forallthenightsthatwerefilledwithdread,andfortheworriesIknewwereahead,NoCharge.
15. Forthetoys,food,clothes,andevenwipingyournose,there』sNoCharge,Son.
16. Whenyouadditallup,thecostofmyloveisNoCharge.
17. Well,friends,whenoursonfinishedreadingwhathismotherhadwritten,thereweregreatbigoldtearsinhiseyes,andhelookedstraightupathismotherandsaid:「Mom,Isuredoloveyou.」Andthenhetookthepenandingreatbiglettershewrote:「PAIDINFULL」.
1. 一天晚上我們的小兒子來到廚房,他媽媽正在那兒做晚飯。他遞給媽媽一張已經寫好字的紙。媽媽在圍裙上擦乾手後,看到上面寫著:
2. 割草5美元
3. 本周打掃自己的房間1美元
4. 替你跑商店50美分
5. 當你購物時看護小弟弟25美分
6. 倒垃圾1美元
7. 拿到優異的成績單5美元
8. 清理庭園並耙草、葉2美元
9. 總計:14.75美元
10. 好的,我告訴你,他媽媽看到他期待地站在邊上,孩子,我怎麼能想到。她靈光一閃,拿起筆,把那張紙翻過來,她寫道:
11. 在我肚子裡懷你9個月,讓你慢慢長大,一分都不收。
12. 為你熬的每個夜晚,照料呵護你,一分都不收。
13. 多年來由你引起的難熬時光以及為你流的淚,一分都不收。
14. 為充滿恐懼和擔心的日日夜夜,一分都不收。
15. 玩具、食物、衣服,還有給你擦鼻子,一分都沒收,孩子。
16. 當你把所有這些全部加起來時,我全部的真愛,一分都不收。
17. 朋友,當我們的兒子讀完他媽媽寫的這些,他的眼睛中閃爍著晶瑩的淚花,抬頭看著他媽媽說:「媽媽,我真的愛你。」然後,他拿起筆寫了幾個大大的字:「全部償付」。
HanoverSquare追憶似水年華
1. Canitreallybesixty-twoyearsagothatIfirstsawyou?
2. Itistrulyalifetime,Iknow.ButasIgazeintoyoureyesnow,itseemslikeonlyyesterdaythatIfirstsawyou,inthatsmallcafeinHanoverSquare.
3. FromthemomentIsawyousmile,asyouopenedthedoorforthatyoungmotherandhernewbornbaby.Iknew.IknewthatIwantedtosharetherestofmylifewithyou.
4. IstillthinkofhowfoolishImusthavelooked,asIgazedatyou,thatfirsttime.Irememberwatchingyouintently,asyoutookoffyourhatandlooselyshookyourshortdarkhairwithyourfingers.Ifeltmyselfbecomingimmersedinyoureverydetail,asyouplacedyourhatonthetableandcuppedyourhandsaroundthehotcupoftea,gentlyblowingthesteamawaywithyourpoutedlips.
5. Fromthatmoment,everythingseemedtomakeperfectsensetome.Thepeopleinthecafeandthebusystreetoutsidealldisappearedintoahazyblur.AllIcouldseewasyou.
6. AllthroughmylifeIhaverelivedthatveryfirstday.Many,manytimesIhavesatandthoughtaboutthatthefirstday,andhowforafewfleetingmomentsIamthere,feelingagainwhatisliketoknowtruelovefortheveryfirsttime.ItpleasesmethatIcanstillhavethosefeelingsnowafterallthoseyears,andIknowIwillalwayshavethemtocomfortme.
7. NotevenasIshookandtrembleduncontrollablyinthetrenches,didIforgetyourface.Iwouldsithuddledintothewetmud,terrified,asthehailsofbulletsandmortarscrasheddownaroundme.Iwouldclutchmyrifletightlytomyheart,andthinkagainofthatveryfirstdaywemet.Iwouldcryoutinfear,asthenoiseofwarbeatdownaroundme.But,asIthoughtofyouandsawyousmilingbackatme,everythingaroundmewouldbebecomesilent,andIwouldbewithyouagainforafewpreciousmoments,farfromthedeathanddestruction.ItwouldnotbeuntilIopenedmyeyesonceagain,thatIwouldseeandhearthecarnageofthewararoundme.
8. Icannottellyouhowstrongmyloveforyouwasbackthen,whenIreturnedtoyouonleaveintheSeptember,feelingbattered,bruisedandfragile.WeheldeachothersotightIthoughtwewouldburst.IaskedyoutomarrymetheverysamedayandIwhoopedwithjoywhenyoulookeddeepintomyeyesandsaid"yes"tobeingmybride.
9. I』mlookingatourweddingphotonow,theoneonourdressingtable,nexttoyourjewelerbox.Ithinkofhowyoungandinnocentwewerebackthen.IrememberbeingonthechurchstepsgrinninglikeaCheshirecat,whenyousaidhowdashingandhandsomeIlookedinmyuniform.Thephotoisoldandfadednow,butwhenIlookatit,Ionlyseethebrightvibrantcolorsofouryouth.Icanstillremembereverydetailoftheprettyweddingdressyourmothermadeforyou,withitsfinedelicatelaceandprettypearls.IfIconcentratehardenough,Icansmellthesweetnessofyourweddingbouquetasyouhelditsoproudlyforeveryonetosee.
10. Irememberbeingsooverenjoyed,whenayearlater,yougentlyheldmyhandtoyourwaistandwhisperedinmyearthatweweregoingtobeafamily.
11. Iknowbothourchildrenloveyoudearly;theyareoutsidethedoornow,waiting.
12. DoyourememberhowIpanickedlikeamadmanwhenJonathonwasborn?Icanstillpictureyoulaughingandsmilingatmenow,asIclumsilyheldhimfortheveryfirsttimeinmyarms.Iwatchedasyourlaughterfadedintotears,asIstaredathimandcriedmyowntearsofjoy.