Tuckedawayinoursubconsciousnessisanidyllicvision.Weseeourselvesonalongtripthatspansthecontinent.Wearetravellingbytrain.Outthewindows,wedrinkinthepassingsceneofcarsonnearbyhighways,ofchildrenwavingonacrossing,ofcattlegrazingonadistanthillside,ofsmokepouringfromapowerplant,ofrowuponrowofcornandwheat,offlatlandsandvalleys,ofmountainsandrollinghillsides,ofcityskylinesandvillagehalls.
Buttheuppermostinourmindsisthefinaldestination.Onacertaindayatacertainhour,wewillpullintothestation.Bandswillbeplayingandflagswaving.Oncewereachthere,somanywonderfuldreamswillcometrueandthepiecesofourliveswillbefittogetherlikeacompletedjigsawpuzzle.Howrestlesslywepacetheaisles,damningtheminutesloitering,waiting,waiting,waitingforthestation.
「Whenwereachthestation,thatwillbeit,」wecry.「WhenI』m18」,「WhenIbuyanew450SLMercedesBenz」,「WhenIputmylastkidthroughcollage」,「WhenIhavepaidoffthemortgage」,「WhenIgetapromotion」,「WhenIreachtheageoftheretirement,Ishalllivehappilyeverafter.」
Soonerorlater,wemustrealizethatthereisnostation,nooneplacetoarriveatonceandforall.Thetruejoyoflifeisthetrip.Thestationisonlyadream.Itconstantlyoutdistancesus.
「Relishthemoment」isagoodmotto,especiallywhencoupledwithethePsalm118:24:」ThisisthedaywhichtheLordhathmade,wewillrejoiceandbegladinit.」Itisn』ttheburdensoftodaythatdrivemenmad.Itistheregretsoveryesterdayandthefearoftommorrow.Regetandfeararetwinthieveswhorobusoftoday.
Sostoppacingtheaislesandcountingthemiles.Instead,climbmoremountains,eatmoreicecreams,gobarefootmoreoften,swimmorerivers,watchmoresunsets,laughmoreandcryless.Lifemustbelivedaswegoalong.Thenthestationwillcomesoonenough.
我們的潛意識裡藏著一派田園詩般的風光!我們彷彿身處一次橫貫大陸的漫漫旅程之中!乘著火車,我們領略著窗外流動的景色:附近高速公路上奔馳的汽車、十字路口處招手的孩童、遠山上吃草的牛群、源源不斷地從電廠排放出的煙塵、一片片的玉米和小麥、平原與山谷、群山與綿延的丘陵、天空映襯下城市的輪廓,以及鄉間的莊園宅第!
然而我們心裡想得最多的卻是最終的目的地!在某一天的某一時刻,我們將會抵達進站!迎接我們的將是樂隊和飄舞的彩旗!一旦到了那兒,多少美夢將成為現實,我們的生活也將變得完整,如同一塊理好了的拼圖!可是我們現在在過道裡不耐煩地踱來踱去,咒罵火車的拖拖拉拉!我們期待著,期待著,期待著火車進站的那一刻!
「當我們到站的時候,一切就都好了!」我們呼喊著!「當我18歲的時候!」「當我有了一輛新450SL奔馳的時候!」「當我供最小的孩子念完大學的時候!」「當我償清貸款的時候!」「我官升高任的時候!」「當我到了退休的時候,就可以從此過上幸福的生活啦!」
可是我們終究會認識到人生的旅途中並沒有車站,也沒有能夠「一到永逸」的地方!生活的真正樂趣在於旅行的過程,而車站不過是個夢,它始終遙遙領先於我們!
真正令人發瘋的不是今日的負擔,而是對昨日的悔恨及對明日的恐懼!悔恨與恐懼是一對孿生竊賊,將今天從你我身邊偷走!
那麼就不要在過道裡徘徊吧,別老惦記著你離車站還有多遠!何不換一種活法,將更多的高山攀爬,多吃點兒冰淇淋甜甜嘴巴,經常光著腳板兒溜躂,在更多的河流裡暢遊,多看看夕陽西下,多點歡笑哈哈,少讓淚水滴答!生活得一邊過一邊瞧!車站就會很快到達!
AcclaimtotheBeautyofDistant向遠方的美景歡呼
Andseenoendtothelandscape,newobjectspresentingthemselvesasweadvance;so,inthecommencementoflife,wesetnoboundstoourinclinationsnortotheunrestrictedopportunitiesofgrastifyingthem.Wehaveasyetfoundnoobstacle,nodispositiontoflag;anditseemsthatwecangoonsoforever.Welookroundinanewworld,fulloflife,andmotion,andceaselessprogress,andfeelinourselvesallthevigourandspirittokeeppacewithit,anddonotforeseefromanypresentsymptomshowweshallbeleftbehindinthenaturalcourseofthings,declineintooldage,anddropintothegrave.
Itisthesimplicity,andasitwereabstractednessofourfeelingsinyouth,that(sotospeak)identifiesuswithnature,and(ourexperiencebeingslightandourpassionsstrong)deludesusintoabeliefofbeingimmortallikeit.Ourshort-livesconnexionwithexistencewefondlyflatterourselves,isanindissolubleandlastingunion—ahoneymoonthatknowsneithercoldness,jar,norseparation.Asinfantssmileandsleep,wearerockedinthecradleofourwaywardfancies,andlulledintosecuritybytheroaroftheuniversearoundus.Wequaffthecupoflifewitheagerhastewithoutdrainingit,insteadofwhichitonlyoverflowsthemore-objectspressaroundus,fillingthemindwiththeirmagnitudeandwiththestrongofdesiresthatwaituponthem,sothatwehavenoroomforthethoughtsofdeath.
此時,但覺好風光應接不暇,而且,前程更有美不勝收的新鮮景致。在這生活的開端,我們聽任自己的志趣馳騁,放手給它們一切滿足的機會。到此為止,我們還沒有碰上過什麼障礙,也沒有感覺到什麼疲憊,因此覺得還可以一直這樣向前走去,直到永遠。我們看到四週一派新天地——生機盎然,變動不拘,日新月異;我們覺得自己活力充盈,精神飽滿,可與宇宙並駕齊驅。而且,眼前也無任何跡象可以證明,在大自然的發展過程中,我們自己也會落伍、衰老、進入墳墓。
由於年輕人天真單純,可以說是茫然無知,因而將自己跟大自然劃上等號;並且,由於經驗少而感情盛,誤以為自己也能和大自然一樣永世長存。我們一廂情願,癡心妄想,竟把自己在世上的暫時棲身當作千古不變、萬事長存的結合,好像沒有冷淡、爭執、離別的密月。像嬰兒帶著微笑入睡,我們躺在用自己編織成的搖籃裡,讓大千世界的萬籟之聲催哄我們安然入夢;我們急切切、興沖沖地暢飲生命之杯,怎麼也不會飲乾,反而好像永遠是滿滿欲溢;包羅萬象紛至沓來,各種慾望隨之而生,使我們騰不出工夫想死亡。
TheOnlyWaytoTravelIsonFoot旅行的唯一方法是步行