居里夫人自傳 第3章 我的家庭 (3)
    那個時候,皮埃爾·居裡剛剛榮獲博士學位,並受聘任教於巴黎物理和化學學校。那一年,他歲,已經成為國內外頗具名氣的物理學家了。他全心全意地投入科學研究當中,而很少留意自己的職位、待遇等問題,所以他的經濟狀況非常一般。結婚前,他與年邁的父母在一起生活,住在巴黎郊區的蘇城。他特別孝順,我記得他第一次跟我提到他的父母的時候,用了「慈父慈母」一詞。事實上,他並沒有誇大其詞。他的父親是一位很有資歷的物理學家,為人慷慨大度,性格剛強;他母親是一位典型的賢妻良母,一生相夫教子,從無怨言。他的哥哥為蒙彼利埃大學的教授,兄弟二人情深意篤,皮埃爾對他的哥哥十分敬重。進入這樣的一個家庭,我感到十分榮幸,而且我確實也受到這家人的熱忱歡迎。

    我們舉行了一個十分簡單的婚禮,也沒有專門購置結婚禮服。參加婚禮的只有為數不多的親朋好友。令我感到高興的是,我的父親和二姐也從波蘭趕來了。

    除了想要一個安靜的地方用來居住和工作以外,我和皮埃爾並無其他什麼奢望。我們非常高興地找到了一套三居室的小房子,從窗口看出去,眼前出現一座美麗的花園。老人們給我們購置了一些傢俱。我們用一個親戚給我們的喜錢買了兩輛自行車,用來出去遠遊。

    ChapterIMyFamily

    IhavebeenaskedbymyAmericanfriendstowritethestoryofmylife.Atfirst,theideaseemedalientome,butIyieldedtopersuasion.However,IcouldnotconceivemybiographyasacompleteexpressionofpersonalfeelingsoradetaileddescriptionofallincidentsIwouldremember.Manyofourfeelingschangewiththeyears,and,whenfadedaway,mayseemaltogetherstrange;incidentslosetheirmomentaryinterestandmayberememberedasiftheyhaveoccurredtosomeotherperson.Buttheremaybeinalifesomegeneraldirection,somecontinuousthread,duetoafewdominantideasandafewstrongfeelings,thatexplainthelifeandarecharacteristicofahumanpersonality.Ofmylife,whichhasnotbeeneasyonthewhole,Ihavedescribedthegeneralcourseandtheessentialfeatures,andItrustthatmystorygivesanunderstandingofthestateofmindinwhichIhavelivedandworked.

    MyfamilyisofPolishorigin,andmynameisMarieSklodowska.Myfatherandmymother

    bothcamefromamongthesmallPolishlandedproprietors.Inmycountrythisclassiscomposedofalargenumberoffamilies,ownersofsmallandmedium-sizedestates,frequentlyinterrelated.Ithasbeen,untilrecently,chieflyfromthisgroupthatPolandhasdrawnherintellectualrecruits.

    Whilemypaternalgrandfatherhaddividedhistimebetweenagricultureanddirectingaprovincialcollege,myfather,morestronglydrawntostudy,followedthecourseoftheUniversityofPetrograd,andlaterdefinitelyestablishedhimselfatWarsawasProfessorofPhysicsandMathematicsinoneofthelyceumsofthatcity.Hemarriedayoungwomanwhosemodeoflifewascongenialtohis;for,althoughveryyoung,shehad,whatwas,forthattime,averyseriouseducation,andwasthedirectorofoneofthebestWarsawschoolsforyounggirls.

    Myfatherandmotherworshipedtheirprofessioninthehighestdegreeandhaveleft,allovertheircountry,alastingremembrancewiththeirpupils.Icannot,evento-day,gointoPolishsocietywithoutmeetingpersonswhohavetendermemoriesofmyparents.

    Althoughmyparentsadoptedauniversitycareer,theycontinuedtokeepinclosetouchwiththeirnumerousfamilyinthecountry.ItwaswiththeirrelativesthatIfrequentlyspentmyvacation,livinginallfreedomandfindingopportunitiestoknowthefieldlifebywhichIwasdeeplyattracted.Totheseconditions,sodifferentfromtheusualvillegiature,Ibelieve,Iowemyloveforthecountryandnature.

    BornatWarsaw,onthethofNovember,,Iwasthelastoffivechildren,butmyoldestsisterdiedattheearlyageoffourteen,andwewereleft,threesistersandabrother.Cruellystruckbythelossofherdaughterandwornawaybyagraveillness,mymotherdiedatforty-two,leavingherhusbandinthedeepestsorrowwithhischildren.Iwasthenonlynineyearsold,andmyeldestbrotherwashardlythirteen.

    Thiscatastrophewasthefirstgreatsorrowofmylifeandthrewmeintoaprofounddepression.Mymotherhadanexceptionalpersonality.Withallherintellectualityshehadabigheartandaveryhighsenseofduty.And,thoughpossessinginfiniteindulgenceandgoodnature,shestillheldinthefamilyaremarkablemoralauthority.Shehadanardentpiety(myparentswerebothCatholics),butshewasneverintolerant;differencesinreligiousbeliefdidnottroubleher;shewasequallykindtoanyonenotsharingheropinions.Herinfluenceovermewasextraordinary,forinmethenaturalloveofthelittlegirlforhermotherwasunitedwithapassionateadmiration.

    Verymuchaffectedbythedeathofmymother,myfatherdevotedhimselfentirelytohisworkandtothecareofoureducation.Hisprofessionalobligationswereheavyandlefthimlittleleisuretime.Formanyyearsweallfeltweighingonusthelossoftheonewhohadbeenthesoulofthehouse.

    Weallstartedourstudiesveryyoung.Iwasonlysixyearsold,and,becauseIwastheyoungestandsmallestintheclass,wasfrequentlybroughtforwardtorecitewhentherewerevisitors.Thiswasagreattrialtome,becauseofmytimidity;Iwantedalwaystorunawayandhide.Myfather,anexcellenteducator,wasinterestedinourworkandknewhowtodirectit,buttheconditionsofoureducationweredifficult.Webeganourstudiesinprivateschoolsandfinishedtheminthoseofthegovernment.
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