'Each to the loved one's side.'
The friends and rivals breakfasted together the next morning. Not a word was
said on either side upon the matter discussed the previous evening so glibly and
so hollowly. Stephen was absorbed the greater part of the time in wishing he
were not forced to stay in town yet another day.
'I don't intend to leave for St. Launce's till to-morrow, as you know,' he
said to Knight at the end of the meal. 'What are you going to do with yourself
to-day?'
'I have an engagement just before ten,' said Knight deliberately; 'and after
that time I must call upon two or three people.'
'I'll look for you this evening,' said Stephen.
'Yes, do. You may as well come and dine with me; that is, if we can meet. I
may not sleep in London to-night; in fact, I am absolutely unsettled as to my
movements yet. However, the first thing I am going to do is to get my baggage
shifted from this place to Bede's Inn. Good-bye for the present. I'll write, you
know, if I can't meet you.'
It now wanted a quarter to nine o'clock. When Knight was gone, Stephen felt
yet more impatient of the circumstance that another day would have to drag
itself away wearily before he could set out for that spot of earth whereon a
soft thought of him might perhaps be nourished still. On a sudden he admitted to
his mind the possibility that the engagement he was waiting in town to keep
might be postponed without much harm.
It was no sooner perceived than attempted. Looking at his watch, he found it
wanted forty minutes to the departure of the ten o'clock train from Paddington,
which left him a surplus quarter of an hour before it would be necessary to
start for the station.
Scribbling a hasty note or two--one putting off the business meeting, another
to Knight apologizing for not being able to see him in the evening--paying his
bill, and leaving his heavier luggage to follow him by goods-train, he jumped
into a cab and rattled off to the Great Western Station.
Shortly afterwards he took his seat in the railway carriage.
The guard paused on his whistle, to let into the next compartment to Smith's
a man of whom Stephen had caught but a hasty glimpse as he ran across the
platform at the last moment.
Smith sank back into the carriage, stilled by perplexity. The man was like
Knight--astonishingly like him. Was it possible it could be he? To have got
there he must have driven like the wind to Bede's Inn, and hardly have alighted
before starting again. No, it could not be he; that was not his way of doing
things.
During the early part of the journey Stephen Smith's thoughts busied
themselves till his brain seemed swollen. One subject was concerning his own
approaching actions. He was a day earlier than his letter to his parents had
stated, and his arrangement with them had been that they should meet him at
Plymouth; a plan which pleased the worthy couple beyond expression. Once before
the same engagement had been made, which he had then quashed by ante-dating his
arrival. This time he would go right on to Castle Boterel; ramble in that
well-known neighbourhood during the evening and next morning, making inquiries;
and return to Plymouth to meet them as arranged--a contrivance which would leave
their cherished project undisturbed, relieving his own impatience also.
At Chippenham there was a little waiting, and some loosening and attaching of
carriages.
Stephen looked out. At the same moment another man's head emerged from the
adjoining window. Each looked in the other's face.
Knight and Stephen confronted one another.
'You here!' said the younger man.
'Yes. It seems that you are too,' said Knight, strangely.
'Yes.'
The selfishness of love and the cruelty of jealousy were fairly exemplified
at this moment. Each of the two men looked at his friend as he had never looked
at him before. Each was TROUBLED at the other's presence.
'I thought you said you were not coming till to-morrow,' remarked Knight.
'I did. It was an afterthought to come to-day. This journey was your
engagement, then?'
'No, it was not. This is an afterthought of mine too. I left a note to
explain it, and account for my not being able to meet you this evening as we
arranged.'
'So did I for you.'
'You don't look well: you did not this morning.'
'I have a headache. You are paler to-day than you were.'
'I, too, have been suffering from headache. We have to wait here a few
minutes, I think.'
They walked up and down the platform, each one more and more embarrassingly
concerned with the awkwardness of his friend's presence. They reached the end of
the footway, and paused in sheer absent-mindedness. Stephen's vacant eyes rested
upon the operations of some porters, who were shifting a dark and curious-
looking van from the rear of the train, to shunt another which was between it
and the fore part of the train. This operation having been concluded, the two
friends returned to the side of their carriage.
'Will you come in here?' said Knight, not very warmly.
'I have my rug and portmanteau and umbrella with me: it is rather bothering
to move now,' said Stephen reluctantly. 'Why not you come here?'
'I have my traps too. It is hardly worth while to shift them, for I shall see
you again, you know.'
'Oh, yes.'
And each got into his own place. Just at starting, a man on the platform held
up his hands and stopped the train.
Stephen looked out to see what was the matter.
One of the officials was exclaiming to another, 'That carriage should have
been attached again. Can't you see it is for the main line? Quick! What fools
there are in the world!'
'What a confounded nuisance these stoppages are!' exclaimed Knight
impatiently, looking out from his compartment. 'What is it?'
'That singular carriage we saw has been unfastened from our train by mistake,
it seems,' said Stephen.
He was watching the process of attaching it. The van or carriage, which he
now recognized as having seen at Paddington before they started, was rich and
solemn rather than gloomy in aspect. It seemed to be quite new, and of modern
design, and its impressive personality attracted the notice of others beside
himself. He beheld it gradually wheeled forward by two men on each side: slower
and more sadly it seemed to approach: then a slight concussion, and they were
connected with it, and off again.
Stephen sat all the afternoon pondering upon the reason of Knight's
unexpected reappearance. Was he going as far as Castle Boterel? If so, he could
only have one object in view--a visit to Elfride. And what an idea it seemed!
At Plymouth Smith partook of a little refreshment, and then went round to the
side from which the train started for Camelton, the new station near Castle
Boterel and Endelstow.
Knight was already there.
Stephen walked up and stood beside him without speaking. Two men at this
moment crept out from among the wheels of the waiting train.
'The carriage is light enough,' said one in a grim tone. 'Light as vanity;
full of nothing.'
'Nothing in size, but a good deal in signification,' said the other, a man of
brighter mind and manners.
Smith then perceived that to their train was attached that same carriage of
grand and dark aspect which had haunted them all the way from London.
'You are going on, I suppose?' said Knight, turning to Stephen, after idly
looking at the same object.
'Yes.'
'We may as well travel together for the remaining distance, may we not?'
'Certainly we will;' and they both entered the same door.
Evening drew on apace. It chanced to be the eve of St. Valentine's--that
bishop of blessed memory to youthful lovers--and the sun shone low under the rim
of a thick hard cloud, decorating the eminences of the landscape with crowns of
orange fire. As the train changed its direction on a curve, the same rays
stretched in through the window, and coaxed open Knight's half-closed eyes.
'You will get out at St. Launce's, I suppose?' he murmured.
'No,' said Stephen, 'I am not expected till to-morrow.' Knight was silent.
'And you--are you going to Endelstow?' said the younger man pointedly.
'Since you ask, I can do no less than say I am, Stephen,' continued Knight
slowly, and with more resolution of manner than he had shown all the day. 'I am
going to Endelstow to see if Elfride Swancourt is still free; and if so, to ask
her to be my wife.'
'So am I,' said Stephen Smith.
'I think you'll lose your labour,' Knight returned with decision.
'Naturally you do.' There was a strong accent of bitterness in Stephen's
voice. 'You might have said HOPE instead of THINK,' he added.
'I might have done no such thing. I gave you my opinion. Elfride Swancourt
may have loved you once, no doubt, but it was when she was so young that she
hardly knew her own mind.'
'Thank you,' said Stephen laconically. 'She knew her mind as well as I did.
We are the same age. If you hadn't interfered----'
'Don't say that--don't say it, Stephen! How can you make out that I
interfered? Be just, please!'
'Well,' said his friend, 'she was mine before she was yours--you know that!
And it seemed a hard thing to find you had got her, and that if it had not been
for you, all might have turned out well for me.' Stephen spoke with a swelling
heart, and looked out of the window to hide the emotion that would make itself
visible upon his face.
'It is absurd,' said Knight in a kinder tone, 'for you to look at the matter
in that light. What I tell you is for your good. You naturally do not like to
realize the truth--that her liking for you was only a girl's first fancy, which
has no root ever.'
'It is not true!' said Stephen passionately. 'It was you put me out. And now
you'll be pushing in again between us, and depriving me of my chance again! My
right, that's what it is! How ungenerous of you to come anew and try to take her
away from me! When you had won her, I did not interfere; and you might, I think,
Mr. Knight, do by me as I did by you!'
'Don't "Mr." me; you are as well in the world as I am now.'
'First love is deepest; and that was mine.'
'Who told you that?' said Knight superciliously.
'I had her first love. And it was through me that you and she parted. I can
guess that well enough.'
'It was. And if I were to explain to you in what way that operated in parting
us, I should convince you that you do quite wrong in intruding upon her--that,
as I said at first, your labour will be lost. I don't choose to explain, because
the particulars are painful. But if you won't listen to me, go on, for Heaven's
sake. I don't care what you do, my boy.'
'You have no right to domineer over me as you do. Just because, when I was a
lad, I was accustomed to look up to you as a master, and you helped me a little,
for which I was grateful to you and have loved you, you assume too much now, and
step in before me. It is cruel--it is unjust--of you to injure me so!'
Knight showed himself keenly hurt at this. 'Stephen, those words are untrue
and unworthy of any man, and they are unworthy of you. You know you wrong me. If
you have ever profited by any instruction of mine, I am only too glad to know
it. You know it was given ungrudgingly, and that I have never once looked upon
it as making you in any way a debtor to me.'
Stephen's naturally gentle nature was touched, and it was in a troubled voice
that he said, 'Yes, yes. I am unjust in that--I own it.'
'This is St. Launce's Station, I think. Are you going to get out?'
Knight's manner of returning to the matter in hand drew Stephen again into
himself. 'No; I told you I was going to Endelstow,' he resolutely replied.
Knight's features became impassive, and he said no more. The train continued
rattling on, and Stephen leant back in his corner and closed his eyes. The
yellows of evening had turned to browns, the dusky shades thickened, and a
flying cloud of dust occasionally stroked the window--borne upon a chilling
breeze which blew from the north-east. The previously gilded but now dreary
hills began to lose their daylight aspects of rotundity, and to become black
discs vandyked against the sky, all nature wearing the cloak that six o'clock
casts over the landscape at this time of the year.
Stephen started up in bewilderment after a long stillness, and it was some
time before he recollected himself.
'Well, how real, how real!' he exclaimed, brushing his hand across his eyes.
'What is?' said Knight.
'That dream. I fell asleep for a few minutes, and have had a dream--the most
vivid I ever remember.'
He wearily looked out into the gloom. They were now drawing near to Camelton.
The lighting of the lamps was perceptible through the veil of evening--each
flame starting into existence at intervals, and blinking weakly against the
gusts of wind.
'What did you dream?' said Knight moodily.
'Oh, nothing to be told. 'Twas a sort of incubus. There is never anything in
dreams.'
'I hardly supposed there was.'
'I know that. However, what I so vividly dreamt was this, since you would
like to hear. It was the brightest of bright mornings at East Endelstow Church,
and you and I stood by the font. Far away in the chancel Lord Luxellian was
standing alone, cold and impassive, and utterly unlike his usual self: but I
knew it was he. Inside the altar rail stood a strange clergyman with his book
open. He looked up and said to Lord Luxellian, "Where's the bride?" Lord
Luxellian said, "There's no bride." At that moment somebody came in at the door,
and I knew her to be Lady Luxellian who died. He turned and said to her, "I
thought you were in the vault below us; but that could have only been a dream of
mine. Come on." Then she came on. And in brushing between us she chilled me so
with cold that I exclaimed, "The life is gone out of me!" and, in the way of
dreams, I awoke. But here we are at Camelton.'
They were slowly entering the station.
'What are you going to do?' said Knight. 'Do you really intend to call on the
Swancourts?'
'By no means. I am going to make inquiries first. I shall stay at the
Luxellian Arms to-night. You will go right on to Endelstow, I suppose, at once?'
'I can hardly do that at this time of the day. Perhaps you are not aware that
the family--her father, at any rate--is at variance with me as much as with you.
'I didn't know it.'
'And that I cannot rush into the house as an old friend any more than you
can. Certainly I have the privileges of a distant relationship, whatever they
may be.'
Knight let down the window, and looked ahead. 'There are a great many people
at the station,' he said. 'They seem all to be on the look-out for us.'
When the train stopped, the half-estranged friends could perceive by the
lamplight that the assemblage of idlers enclosed as a kernel a group of men in
black cloaks. A side gate in the platform railing was open, and outside this
stood a dark vehicle, which they could not at first characterize. Then Knight
saw on its upper part forms against the sky like cedars by night, and knew the
vehicle to be a hearse. Few people were at the carriage doors to meet the
passengers--the majority had congregated at this upper end. Knight and Stephen
alighted, and turned for a moment in the same direction.
The sombre van, which had accompanied them all day from London, now began to
reveal that their destination was also its own. It had been drawn up exactly
opposite the open gate. The bystanders all fell back, forming a clear lane from
the gateway to the van, and the men in cloaks entered the latter conveyance.
'They are labourers, I fancy,' said Stephen. 'Ah, it is strange; but I
recognize three of them as Endelstow men. Rather remarkable this.'
Presently they began to come out, two and two; and under the rays of the lamp
they were seen to bear between them a light-coloured coffin of satin-wood,
brightly polished, and without a nail. The eight men took the burden upon their
shoulders, and slowly crossed with it over to the gate.
Knight and Stephen went outside, and came close to the procession as it moved
off. A carriage belonging to the cortege turned round close to a lamp. The rays
shone in upon the face of the vicar of Endelstow, Mr. Swancourt--looking many
years older than when they had last seen him. Knight and Stephen involuntarily
drew back.
Knight spoke to a bystander. 'What has Mr. Swancourt to do with that
funeral?'
'He is the lady's father,' said the bystander.
'What lady's father?' said Knight, in a voice so hollow that the man stared
at him.
'The father of the lady in the coffin. She died in London, you know, and has
been brought here by this train. She is to be taken
home to-night, and buried to-morrow.'
Knight stood staring blindly at where the hearse had been; as if he saw it,
or some one, there. Then he turned, and beheld the lithe form of Stephen bowed
down like that of an old man. He took his young friend's arm, and led him away
from the light.
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