We made a prosperous voyage up that fine river of the Hudson, the weather
grateful, the hills singularly beautified with the colours of the autumn. At
Albany we had our residence at an inn, where I was not so blind and my lord not
so cunning but what I could see he had some design to hold me prisoner. The work
he found for me to do was not so pressing that we should transact it apart from
necessary papers in the chamber of an inn; nor was it of such importance that I
should be set upon as many as four or five scrolls of the same document. I
submitted in appearance; but I took private measures on my own side, and had the
news of the town communicated to me daily by the politeness of our host. In this
way I received at last a piece of intelligence for which, I may say, I had been
waiting. Captain Harris (I was told) with "Mr. Mountain, the trader," had gone
by up the river in a boat. I would have feared the landlord's eye, so strong the
sense of some complicity upon my master's part oppressed me. But I made out to
say I had some knowledge of the Captain, although none of Mr. Mountain, and to
inquire who else was of the party. My informant knew not; Mr. Mountain had come
ashore upon some needful purchases; had gone round the town buying, drinking,
and prating; and it seemed the party went upon some likely venture, for he had
spoken much of great things he would do when he returned. No more was known, for
none of the rest had come ashore, and it seemed they were pressed for time to
reach a certain spot before the snow should fall.
And sure enough, the next day, there fell a sprinkle even in Albany; but it
passed as it came, and was but a reminder of what lay before us. I thought of it
lightly then, knowing so little as I did of that inclement province: the
retrospect is different; and I wonder at times if some of the horror of there
events which I must now rehearse flowed not from the foul skies and savage winds
to which we were exposed, and the agony of cold that we must suffer.
The boat having passed by, I thought at first we should have left the town.
But no such matter. My lord continued his stay in Albany where he had no
ostensible affairs, and kept me by him, far from my due employment, and making a
pretence of occupation. It is upon this passage I expect, and perhaps deserve,
censure. I was not so dull but what I had my own thoughts. I could not see the
Master entrust himself into the hands of Harris, and not suspect some underhand
contrivance. Harris bore a villainous reputation, and he had been tampered with
in private by my lord; Mountain, the trader, proved, upon inquiry, to be another
of the same kidney; the errand they were all gone upon being the recovery of
ill-gotten treasures, offered in itself a very strong incentive to foul play;
and the character of the country where they journeyed promised impunity to deeds
of blood. Well: it is true I had all these thoughts and fears, and guesses of
the Master's fate. But you are to consider I was the same man that sought to
dash him from the bulwarks of a ship in the mid-sea; the same that, a little
before, very impiously but sincerely offered God a bargain, seeking to hire God
to be my bravo. It is true again that I had a good deal melted towards our
enemy. But this I always thought of as a weakness of the flesh and even
culpable; my mind remaining steady and quite bent against him. True, yet again,
that it was one thing to assume on my own shoulders the guilt and danger of a
criminal attempt, and another to stand by and see my lord imperil and besmirch
himself. But this was the very ground of my inaction. For (should I anyway stir
in the business) I might fail indeed to save the Master, but I could not miss to
make a byword of my lord.
Thus it was that I did nothing; and upon the same reasons, I am still strong
to justify my course. We lived meanwhile in Albany, but though alone together in
a strange place, had little traffic beyond formal salutations. My lord had
carried with him several introductions to chief people of the town and
neighbourhood; others he had before encountered in New York: with this
consequence, that he went much abroad, and I am sorry to say was altogether too
convivial in his habits. I was often in bed, but never asleep, when he returned;
and there was scarce a night when he did not betray the influence of liquor. By
day he would still lay upon me endless tasks, which he showed considerable
ingenuity to fish up and renew, in the manner of Penelope's web. I never
refused, as I say, for I was hired to do his bidding; but I took no pains to
keep my penetration under a bushel, and would sometimes smile in his face.
"I think I must be the devil and you Michael Scott," I said to him one day.
"I have bridged Tweed and split the Eildons; and now you set me to the rope of
sand."
He looked at me with shining eyes, and looked away again, his jaw chewing,
but without words.
"Well, well, my lord," said I, "your will is my pleasure. I will do this
thing for the fourth time; but I would beg of you to invent another task against
to-morrow, for by my troth, I am weary of this one."
"You do not know what you are saying," returned my lord, putting on his hat
and turning his back to me. "It is a strange thing you should take a pleasure to
annoy me. A friend - but that is a different affair. It is a strange thing. I am
a man that has had ill-fortune all my life through. I am still surrounded by
contrivances. I am always treading in plots," he burst out. "The whole world is
banded against me."
"I would not talk wicked nonsense if I were you," said I; "but I will tell
you what I WOULD do - I would put my head in cold water, for you had more last
night than you could carry."
"Do ye think that?" said he, with a manner of interest highly awakened.
"Would that be good for me? It's a thing I never tried."
"I mind the days when you had no call to try, and I wish, my lord, that they
were back again," said I. "But the plain truth is, if you continue to exceed,
you will do yourself a mischief."
"I don't appear to carry drink the way I used to," said my lord. "I get
overtaken, Mackellar. But I will be more upon my guard."
"That is what I would ask of you," I replied. "You are to bear in mind that
you are Mr. Alexander's father: give the bairn a chance to carry his name with
some responsibility."
"Ay, ay," said he. "Ye're a very sensible man, Mackellar, and have been long
in my employ. But I think, if you have nothing more to say to me I will be
stepping. If you have nothing more to say?" he added, with that burning,
childish eagerness that was now so common with the man.
"No, my lord, I have nothing more," said I, dryly enough.
"Then I think I will be stepping," says my lord, and stood and looked at me
fidgeting with his hat, which he had taken off again. "I suppose you will have
no errands? No? I am to meet Sir William Johnson, but I will be more upon my
guard." He was silent for a time, and then, smiling: "Do you call to mind a
place, Mackellar - it's a little below Engles - where the burn runs very deep
under a wood of rowans. I mind being there when I was a lad - dear, it comes
over me like an old song! - I was after the fishing, and I made a bonny cast.
Eh, but I was happy. I wonder, Mackellar, why I am never happy now?"
"My lord," said I, "if you would drink with more moderation you would have
the better chance. It is an old byword that the bottle is a false consoler."
"No doubt," said he, "no doubt. Well, I think I will be going."
"Good-morning, my lord," said I.
"Good-morning, good-morning," said he, and so got himself at last from the
apartment.
I give that for a fair specimen of my lord in the morning; and I must have
described my patron very ill if the reader does not perceive a notable falling
off. To behold the man thus fallen: to know him accepted among his companions
for a poor, muddled toper, welcome (if he were welcome at all) for the bare
consideration of his title; and to recall the virtues he had once displayed
against such odds of fortune; was not this a thing at once to rage and to be
humbled at?
In his cups, he was more expensive. I will give but the one scene, close upon
the end, which is strongly marked upon my memory to this day, and at the time
affected me almost with horror
I was in bed, lying there awake, when I heard him stumbling on the stair and
singing. My lord had no gift of music, his brother had all the graces of the
family, so that when I say singing, you are to understand a manner of high,
carolling utterance, which was truly neither speech nor song. Something not
unlike is to be heard upon the lips of children, ere they learn shame; from
those of a man grown elderly, it had a strange effect. He opened the door with
noisy precaution; peered in, shading his candle; conceived me to slumber;
entered, set his light upon the table, and took off his hat. I saw him very
plain; a high, feverish exultation appeared to boil in his veins, and he stood
and smiled and smirked upon the candle. Presently he lifted up his arm, snapped
his fingers, and fell to undress. As he did so, having once more forgot my
presence, he took back to his singing; and now I could hear the words, which
were those from the old song of the TWA CORBIES endlessly repeated:
"And over his banes when they are bare The wind sall blaw for evermair!"
I have said there was no music in the man. His strains had no logical
succession except in so far as they inclined a little to the minor mode; but
they exercised a rude potency upon the feelings, and followed the words, and
signified the feelings of the singer with barbaric fitness. He took it first in
the time and manner of a rant; presently this ill-favoured gleefulness abated,
he began to dwell upon the notes more feelingly, and sank at last into a degree
of maudlin pathos that was to me scarce bearable. By equal steps, the original
briskness of his acts declined; and when he was stripped to his breeches, he sat
on the bedside and fell to whimpering. I know nothing less respectable than the
tears of drunkenness, and turned my back impatiently on this poor sight.
But he had started himself (I am to suppose) on that slippery descent of
self-pity; on the which, to a man unstrung by old sorrows and recent potations
there is no arrest except exhaustion. His tears continued to flow, and the man
to sit there, three parts naked, in the cold air of the chamber. I twitted
myself alternately with inhumanity and sentimental weakness, now half rising in
my bed to interfere, now reading myself lessons of indifference and courting
slumber, until, upon a sudden, the QUANTUM MUTATUS AB ILLO shot into my mind;
and calling to remembrance his old wisdom, constancy, and patience, I was
overborne with a pity almost approaching the passionate, not for my master alone
but for the sons of man.
At this I leaped from my place, went over to his side and laid a hand on his
bare shoulder, which was cold as stone. He uncovered his face and showed it me
all swollen and begrutten (10) like a child's; and at the sight my impatience
partially revived.
"Think shame to yourself," said I. "This is bairnly conduct. I might have
been snivelling myself, if I had cared to swill my belly with wine. But I went
to my bed sober like a man. Come: get into yours, and have done with this
pitiable exhibition."
"Oh, Mackellar," said he, "my heart is wae!"
"Wae?" cried I. "For a good cause, I think. What words were these you sang as
you came in? Show pity to others, we then can talk of pity to yourself. You can
be the one thing or the other, but I will be no party to half-way houses. If
you're a striker, strike, and if you're a bleater, bleat!"
"Cry!" cries he, with a burst, "that's it - strike! that's talking! Man, I've
stood it all too long. But when they laid a hand upon the child, when the
child's threatened" - his momentary vigour whimpering off - "my child, my
Alexander!" - and he was at his tears again.
I took him by the shoulders and shook him. "Alexander!" said I. "Do you even
think of him? Not you! Look yourself in the face like a brave man, and you'll
find you're but a self-deceiver. The wife, the friend, the child, they're all
equally forgot, and you sunk in a mere log of selfishness."
"Mackellar," said he, with a wonderful return to his old manner and
appearance, "you may say what you will of me, but one thing I never was - I was
never selfish."
"I will open your eyes in your despite," said I. "How long have we been here?
and how often have you written to your family? I think this is the first time
you were ever separate: have you written at all? Do they know if you are dead or
living?"
I had caught him here too openly; it braced his better nature; there was no
more weeping, he thanked me very penitently, got to bed and was soon fast
asleep; and the first thing he did the next morning was to sit down and begin a
letter to my lady: a very tender letter it was too, though it was never
finished. Indeed all communication with New York was transacted by myself; and
it will be judged I had a thankless task of it. What to tell my lady and in what
words, and how far to be false and how far cruel, was a thing that kept me often
from my slumber.
All this while, no doubt, my lord waited with growing impatiency for news of
his accomplices. Harris, it is to be thought, had promised a high degree of
expedition; the time was already overpast when word was to be looked for; and
suspense was a very evil counsellor to a man of an impaired intelligence. My
lord's mind throughout this interval dwelled almost wholly in the Wilderness,
following that party with whose deeds he had so much concern. He continually
conjured up their camps and progresses, the fashion of the country, the
perpetration in a thousand different manners of the same horrid fact, and that
consequent spectacle of the Master's bones lying scattered in the wind. These
private, guilty considerations I would continually observe to peep forth in the
man's talk, like rabbits from a hill. And it is the less wonder if the scene of
his meditations began to draw him bodily.
It is well known what pretext he took. Sir William Johnson had a diplomatic
errand in these parts; and my lord and I (from curiosity, as was given out) went
in his company. Sir William was well attended and liberally supplied. Hunters
brought us venison, fish was taken for us daily in the streams, and brandy ran
like water. We proceeded by day and encamped by night in the military style;
sentinels were set and changed; every man had his named duty; and Sir William
was the spring of all. There was much in this that might at times have
entertained me; but for our misfortune, the weather was extremely harsh, the
days were in the beginning open, but the nights frosty from the first. A painful
keen wind blew most of the time, so that we sat in the boat with blue fingers,
and at night, as we scorched our faces at the fire, the clothes upon our back
appeared to be of paper. A dreadful solitude surrounded our steps; the land was
quite dispeopled, there was no smoke of fires, and save for a single boat of
merchants on the second day, we met no travellers. The season was indeed late,
but this desertion of the waterways impressed Sir William himself; and I have
heard him more than once express a sense of intimidation. "I have come too late,
I fear; they must have dug up the hatchet;" he said; and the future proved how
justly he had reasoned.
I could never depict the blackness of my soul upon this journey. I have none
of those minds that are in love with the unusual: to see the winter coming and
to lie in the field so far from any house, oppressed me like a nightmare; it
seemed, indeed, a kind of awful braving of God's power; and this thought, which
I daresay only writes me down a coward, was greatly exaggerated by my private
knowledge of the errand we were come upon. I was besides encumbered by my duties
to Sir William, whom it fell upon me to entertain; for my lord was quite sunk
into a state bordering on PERVIGILIUM, watching the woods with a rapt eye,
sleeping scarce at all, and speaking sometimes not twenty words in a whole day.
That which he said was still coherent; but it turned almost invariably upon the
party for whom he kept his crazy lookout. He would tell Sir William often, and
always as if it were a new communication, that he had "a brother somewhere in
the woods," and beg that the sentinels should be directed "to inquire for him."
"I am anxious for news of my brother," he would say. And sometimes, when we were
under way, he would fancy he spied a canoe far off upon the water or a camp on
the shore, and exhibit painful agitation. It was impossible but Sir William
should be struck with these singularities; and at last he led me aside, and
hinted his uneasiness. I touched my head and shook it; quite rejoiced to prepare
a little testimony against possible disclosures.
"But in that case," cries Sir William, "is it wise to let him go at large?"
"Those that know him best," said I, "are persuaded that he should be
humoured."
"Well, well," replied Sir William, "it is none of my affairs. But if I had
understood, you would never have been here."
Our advance into this savage country had thus uneventfully proceeded for
about a week, when we encamped for a night at a place where the river ran among
considerable mountains clothed in wood. The fires were lighted on a level space
at the water's edge; and we supped and lay down to sleep in the customary
fashion. It chanced the night fell murderously cold; the stringency of the frost
seized and bit me through my coverings so that pain kept me wakeful; and I was
afoot again before the peep of day, crouching by the fires or trotting to and
for at the stream's edge, to combat the aching of my limbs. At last dawn began
to break upon hoar woods and mountains, the sleepers rolled in their robes, and
the boisterous river dashing among spears of ice. I stood looking about me,
swaddled in my stiff coat of a bull's fur, and the breath smoking from my
scorched nostrils, when, upon a sudden, a singular, eager cry rang from the
borders of the wood. The sentries answered it, the sleepers sprang to their
feet; one pointed, the rest followed his direction with their eyes, and there,
upon the edge of the forest and betwixt two trees, we beheld the figure of a man
reaching forth his hands like one in ecstasy. The next moment he ran forward,
fell on his knees at the side of the camp, and burst in tears.
This was John Mountain, the trader, escaped from the most horrid perils; and
his fist word, when he got speech, was to ask if we had seen Secundra Dass.
"Seen what?" cries Sir William.
"No," said I, "we have seen nothing of him. Why?"
"Nothing?" says Mountain. "Then I was right after all." With that he struck
his palm upon his brow. "But what takes him back?" he cried. "What takes the man
back among dead bodies. There is some damned mystery here."
This was a word which highly aroused our curiosity, but I shall be more
perspicacious, if I narrate these incidents in their true order. Here follows a
narrative which I have compiled out of three sources, not very consistent in all
points:
FIRST, a written statement by Mountain, in which everything criminal is
cleverly smuggled out of view;
SECOND, two conversations with Secundra Dass; and
THIRD, many conversations with Mountain himself, in which he was pleased to
be entirely plain; for the truth is he regarded me as an accomplice.
NARRATIVE OF THE TRADER, MOUNTAIN.
The crew that went up the river under the joint command of Captain Harris and
the Master numbered in all nine persons, of whom (if I except Secundra Dass)
there was not one that had not merited the gallows. From Harris downward the
voyagers were notorious in that colony for desperate, bloody-minded miscreants;
some were reputed pirates, the most hawkers of rum; all ranters and drinkers;
all fit associates, embarking together without remorse, upon this treacherous
and murderous design. I could not hear there was much discipline or any set
captain in the gang; but Harris and four others, Mountain himself, two Scotchmen
- Pinkerton and Hastie - and a man of the name of Hicks, a drunken shoemaker,
put their heads together and agreed upon the course. In a material sense, they
were well enough provided; and the Master in particular brought with him a tent
where he might enjoy some privacy and shelter.
Even this small indulgence told against him in the minds of his companions.
But indeed he was in a position so entirely false (and even ridiculous) that all
his habit of command and arts of pleasing were here thrown away. In the eyes of
all, except Secundra Dass, he figured as a common gull and designated victim;
going unconsciously to death; yet he could not but suppose himself the contriver
and the leader of the expedition; he could scarce help but so conduct himself
and at the least hint of authority or condescension, his deceivers would be
laughing in their sleeves. I was so used to see and to conceive him in a high,
authoritative attitude, that when I had conceived his position on this journey,
I was pained and could have blushed. How soon he may have entertained a first
surmise, we cannot know; but it was long, and the party had advanced into the
Wilderness beyond the reach of any help, ere he was fully awakened to the truth.
It fell thus. Harris and some others had drawn apart into the woods for
consultation, when they were startled by a rustling in the brush. They were all
accustomed to the arts of Indian warfare, and Mountain had not only lived and
hunted, but fought and earned some reputation, with the savages. He could move
in the woods without noise, and follow a trail like a hound; and upon the
emergence of this alert, he was deputed by the rest to plunge into the thicket
for intelligence. He was soon convinced there was a man in his close
neighbourhood, moving with precaution but without art among the leaves and
branches; and coming shortly to a place of advantage, he was able to observe
Secundra Dass crawling briskly off with many backward glances. At this he knew
not whether to laugh or cry; and his accomplices, when he had returned and
reported, were in much the same dubiety. There was now no danger of an Indian
onslaught; but on the other hand, since Secundra Dass was at the pains to spy
upon them, it was highly probable he knew English, and if he knew English it was
certain the whole of their design was in the Master's knowledge. There was one
singularity in the position. If Secundra Dass knew and concealed his knowledge
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