The full truth of this odd matter is what the world has long been looking
for, and public curiosity is sure to welcome. It so befell that I was intimately
mingled with the last years and history of the house; and there does not live
one man so able as myself to make these matters plain, or so desirous to narrate
them faithfully. I knew the Master; on many secret steps of his career I have an
authentic memoir in my hand; I sailed with him on his last voyage almost alone;
I made one upon that winter's journey of which so many tales have gone abroad;
and I was there at the man's death. As for my late Lord Durrisdeer, I served him
and loved him near twenty years; and thought more of him the more I knew of him.
Altogether, I think it not fit that so much evidence should perish; the truth is
a debt I owe my lord's memory; and I think my old years will flow more smoothly,
and my white hair lie quieter on the pillow, when the debt is paid.
The Duries of Durrisdeer and Ballantrae were a strong family in the
south-west from the days of David First. A rhyme still current in the
countryside -
Kittle folk are the Durrisdeers, They ride wi' over mony spears -
bears the mark of its antiquity; and the name appears in another, which
common report attributes to Thomas of Ercildoune himself - I cannot say how
truly, and which some have applied - I dare not say with how much justice - to
the events of this narration:
Twa Duries in Durrisdeer, Ane to tie and ane to ride, An ill day for the
groom And a waur day for the bride.
Authentic history besides is filled with their exploits which (to our modern
eyes) seem not very commendable: and the family suffered its full share of those
ups and downs to which the great houses of Scotland have been ever liable. But
all these I pass over, to come to that memorable year 1745, when the foundations
of this tragedy were laid.
At that time there dwelt a family of four persons in the house of Durrisdeer,
near St. Bride's, on the Solway shore; a chief hold of their race since the
Reformation. My old lord, eighth of the name, was not old in years, but he
suffered prematurely from the disabilities of age; his place was at the chimney
side; there he sat reading, in a lined gown, with few words for any man, and wry
words for none: the model of an old retired housekeeper; and yet his mind very
well nourished with study, and reputed in the country to be more cunning than he
seemed. The master of Ballantrae, James in baptism, took from his father the
love of serious reading; some of his tact perhaps as well, but that which was
only policy in the father became black dissimulation in the son. The face of his
behaviour was merely popular and wild: he sat late at wine, later at the cards;
had the name in the country of "an unco man for the lasses;" and was ever in the
front of broils. But for all he was the first to go in, yet it was observed he
was invariably the best to come off; and his partners in mischief were usually
alone to pay the piper. This luck or dexterity got him several ill-wishers, but
with the rest of the country, enhanced his reputation; so that great things were
looked for in his future, when he should have gained more gravity. One very
black mark he had to his name; but the matter was hushed up at the time, and so
defaced by legends before I came into those parts, that I scruple to set it
down. If it was true, it was a horrid fact in one so young; and if false, it was
a horrid calumny. I think it notable that he had always vaunted himself quite
implacable, and was taken at his word; so that he had the addition among his
neighbours of "an ill man to cross." Here was altogether a young nobleman (not
yet twenty-four in the year '45) who had made a figure in the country beyond his
time of life. The less marvel if there were little heard of the second son, Mr.
Henry (my late Lord Durrisdeer), who was neither very bad nor yet very able, but
an honest, solid sort of lad like many of his neighbours. Little heard, I say;
but indeed it was a case of little spoken. He was known among the salmon fishers
in the firth, for that was a sport that he assiduously followed; he was an
excellent good horse-doctor besides; and took a chief hand, almost from a boy,
in the management of the estates. How hard a part that was, in the situation of
that family, none knows better than myself; nor yet with how little colour of
justice a man may there acquire the reputation of a tyrant and a miser. The
fourth person in the house was Miss Alison Graeme, a near kinswoman, an orphan,
and the heir to a considerable fortune which her father had acquired in trade.
This money was loudly called for by my lord's necessities; indeed the land was
deeply mortgaged; and Miss Alison was designed accordingly to be the Master's
wife, gladly enough on her side; with how much good-will on his, is another
matter. She was a comely girl, and in those days very spirited and self-willed;
for the old lord having no daughter of his own, and my lady being long dead, she
had grown up as best she might.
To these four came the news of Prince Charlie's landing, and set them
presently by the ears. My lord, like the chimney-keeper that he was, was all for
temporising. Miss Alison held the other side, because it appeared romantical;
and the Master (though I have heard they did not agree often) was for this once
of her opinion. The adventure tempted him, as I conceive; he was tempted by the
opportunity to raise the fortunes of the house, and not less by the hope of
paying off his private liabilities, which were heavy beyond all opinion. As for
Mr. Henry, it appears he said little enough at first; his part came later on. It
took the three a whole day's disputation, before they agreed to steer a middle
course, one son going forth to strike a blow for King James, my lord and the
other staying at home to keep in favour with King George. Doubtless this was my
lord's decision; and, as is well known, it was the part played by many
considerable families. But the one dispute settled, another opened. For my lord,
Miss Alison, and Mr. Henry all held the one view: that it was the cadet's part
to go out; and the Master, what with restlessness and vanity, would at no rate
consent to stay at home. My lord pleaded, Miss Alison wept, Mr. Henry was very
plain spoken: all was of no avail.
"It is the direct heir of Durrisdeer that should ride by his King's bridle,"
says the Master.
"If we were playing a manly part," says Mr. Henry, "there might be sense in
such talk. But what are we doing? Cheating at cards!"
"We are saving the house of Durrisdeer, Henry," his father said.
"And see, James," said Mr. Henry, "if I go, and the Prince has the upper
hand, it will be easy to make your peace with King James. But if you go, and the
expedition fails, we divide the right and the title. And what shall I be then?"
"You will be Lord Durrisdeer," said the Master. "I put all I have upon the
table."
"I play at no such game," cries Mr. Henry. "I shall be left in such a
situation as no man of sense and honour could endure. I shall be neither fish
nor flesh!" he cried. And a little after he had another expression, plainer
perhaps than he intended. "It is your duty to be here with my father," said he.
"You know well enough you are the favourite."
"Ay?" said the Master. "And there spoke Envy! Would you trip up my heels -
Jacob?" said he, and dwelled upon the name maliciously.
Mr. Henry went and walked at the low end of the hall without reply; for he
had an excellent gift of silence. Presently he came back.
"I am the cadet and I SHOULD go," said he. "And my lord here in the master,
and he says I SHALL go. What say ye to that, my brother?"
"I say this, Harry," returned the Master, "that when very obstinate folk are
met, there are only two ways out: Blows - and I think none of us could care to
go so far; or the arbitrament of chance - and here is a guinea piece. Will you
stand by the toss of the coin?"
"I will stand and fall by it," said Mr. Henry. "Heads, I go; shield, I stay."
The coin was spun, and it fell shield. "So there is a lesson for Jacob," says
the Master.
"We shall live to repent of this," says Mr. Henry, and flung out of the hall.
As for Miss Alison, she caught up that piece of gold which had just sent her
lover to the wars, and flung it clean through the family shield in the great
painted window.
"If you loved me as well as I love you, you would have stayed," cried she.
"'I could not love you, dear, so well, loved I not honour more,'" sang the
Master.
"Oh!" she cried, "you have no heart - I hope you may be killed!" and she ran
from the room, and in tears, to her own chamber.
It seems the Master turned to my lord with his most comical manner, and says
he, "This looks like a devil of a wife."
"I think you are a devil of a son to me," cried his father, "you that have
always been the favourite, to my shame be it spoken. Never a good hour have I
gotten of you, since you were born; no, never one good hour," and repeated it
again the third time. Whether it was the Master's levity, or his
insubordination, or Mr. Henry's word about the favourite son, that had so much
disturbed my lord, I do not know; but I incline to think it was the last, for I
have it by all accounts that Mr. Henry was more made up to from that hour.
Altogether it was in pretty ill blood with his family that the Master rode to
the North; which was the more sorrowful for others to remember when it seemed
too late. By fear and favour he had scraped together near upon a dozen men,
principally tenants' sons; they were all pretty full when they set forth, and
rode up the hill by the old abbey, roaring and singing, the white cockade in
every hat. It was a desperate venture for so small a company to cross the most
of Scotland unsupported; and (what made folk think so the more) even as that
poor dozen was clattering up the hill, a great ship of the king's navy, that
could have brought them under with a single boat, lay with her broad ensign
streaming in the bay. The next afternoon, having given the Master a fair start,
it was Mr. Henry's turn; and he rode off, all by himself, to offer his sword and
carry letters from his father to King George's Government. Miss Alison was shut
in her room, and did little but weep, till both were gone; only she stitched the
cockade upon the Master's hat, and (as John Paul told me) it was wetted with
tears when he carried it down to him.
In all that followed, Mr. Henry and my old lord were true to their bargain.
That ever they accomplished anything is more than I could learn; and that they
were anyway strong on the king's side, more than believe. But they kept the
letter of loyalty, corresponded with my Lord President, sat still at home, and
had little or no commerce with the Master while that business lasted. Nor was
he, on his side, more communicative. Miss Alison, indeed, was always sending him
expresses, but I do not know if she had many answers. Macconochie rode for her
once, and found the highlanders before Carlisle, and the Master riding by the
Prince's side in high favour; he took the letter (so Macconochie tells), opened
it, glanced it through with a mouth like a man whistling, and stuck it in his
belt, whence, on his horse passageing, it fell unregarded to the ground. It was
Macconochie who picked it up; and he still kept it, and indeed I have seen it in
his hands. News came to Durrisdeer of course, by the common report, as it goes
travelling through a country, a thing always wonderful to me. By that means the
family learned more of the Master's favour with the Prince, and the ground it
was said to stand on: for by a strange condescension in a man so proud - only
that he was a man still more ambitious - he was said to have crept into
notability by truckling to the Irish. Sir Thomas Sullivan, Colonel Burke and the
rest, were his daily comrades, by which course he withdrew himself from his own
country-folk. All the small intrigues he had a hand in fomenting; thwarted my
Lord George upon a thousand points; was always for the advice that seemed
palatable to the Prince, no matter if it was good or bad; and seems upon the
whole (like the gambler he was all through life) to have had less regard to the
chances of the campaign than to the greatness of favour he might aspire to, if,
by any luck, it should succeed. For the rest, he did very well in the field; no
one questioned that; for he was no coward.
The next was the news of Culloden, which was brought to Durrisdeer by one of
the tenants' sons - the only survivor, he declared, of all those that had gone
singing up the hill. By an unfortunate chance John Paul and Macconochie had that
very morning found the guinea piece - which was the root of all the evil -
sticking in a holly bush; they had been "up the gait," as the servants say at
Durrisdeer, to the change-house; and if they had little left of the guinea, they
had less of their wits. What must John Paul do but burst into the hall where the
family sat at dinner, and cry the news to them that "Tam Macmorland was but new
lichtit at the door, and - wirra, wirra - there were nane to come behind him"?
They took the word in silence like folk condemned; only Mr. Henry carrying
his palm to his face, and Miss Alison laying her head outright upon her hands.
As for my lord, he was like ashes.
"I have still one son," says he. "And, Henry, I will do you this justice - it
is the kinder that is left."
It was a strange thing to say in such a moment; but my lord had never
forgotten Mr. Henry's speech, and he had years of injustice on his conscience.
Still it was a strange thing, and more than Miss Alison could let pass. She
broke out and blamed my lord for his unnatural words, and Mr. Henry because he
was sitting there in safety when his brother lay dead, and herself because she
had given her sweetheart ill words at his departure, calling him the flower of
the flock, wringing her hands, protesting her love, and crying on him by his
name - so that the servants stood astonished.
Mr. Henry got to his feet, and stood holding his chair. It was he that was
like ashes now.
"Oh!" he burst out suddenly, "I know you loved him."
"The world knows that, glory be to God!" cries she; and then to Mr. Henry:
"There is none but me to know one thing - that you were a traitor to him in your
heart."
"God knows," groans he, "it was lost love on both sides."
Time went by in the house after that without much change; only they were now
three instead of four, which was a perpetual reminder of their loss. Miss
Alison's money, you are to bear in mind, wag highly needful for the estates; and
the one brother being dead, my old lord soon set his heart upon her marrying the
other. Day in, day out, he would work upon her, sitting by the chimney-side with
his finger in his Latin book, and his eyes set upon her face with a kind of
pleasant intentness that became the old gentleman very well. If she wept, he
would condole with her like an ancient man that has seen worse times and begins
to think lightly even of sorrow; if she raged, he would fall to reading again in
his Latin book, but always with some civil excuse; if she offered, as she often
did, to let them have her money in a gift, he would show her how little it
consisted with his honour, and remind her, even if he should consent, that Mr.
Henry would certainly refuse. NON VI SED SAEPE CADENDO was a favourite word of
his; and no doubt this quiet persecution wore away much of her resolve; no
doubt, besides, he had a great influence on the girl, having stood in the place
of both her parents; and, for that matter, she was herself filled with the
spirit of the Duries, and would have gone a great way for the glory of
Durrisdeer; but not so far, I think, as to marry my poor patron, had it not been
- strangely enough - for the circumstance of his extreme unpopularity.
This was the work of Tam Macmorland. There was not much harm in Tam; but he
had that grievous weakness, a long tongue; and as the only man in that country
who had been out - or, rather, who had come in again - he was sure of listeners.
Those that have the underhand in any fighting, I have observed, are ever anxious
to persuade themselves they were betrayed. By Tam's account of it, the rebels
had been betrayed at every turn and by every officer they had; they had been
betrayed at Derby, and betrayed at Falkirk; the night march was a step of
treachery of my Lord George's; and Culloden was lost by the treachery of the
Macdonalds. This habit of imputing treason grew upon the fool, till at last he
must have in Mr. Henry also. Mr. Henry (by his account) had betrayed the lads of
Durrisdeer; he had promised to follow with more men, and instead of that he had
ridden to King George. "Ay, and the next day!" Tam would cry. "The puir bonnie
Master, and the puir, kind lads that rade wi' him, were hardly ower the scaur,
or he was aff - the Judis! Ay, weel - he has his way o't: he's to be my lord,
nae less, and there's mony a cold corp amang the Hieland heather!" And at this,
if Tam had been drinking, he would begin to weep.
Let anyone speak long enough, he will get believers. This view of Mr. Henry's
behaviour crept about the country by little and little; it was talked upon by
folk that knew the contrary, but were short of topics; and it was heard and
believed and given out for gospel by the ignorant and the ill-willing. Mr. Henry
began to be shunned; yet awhile, and the commons began to murmur as he went by,
and the women (who are always the most bold because they are the most safe) to
cry out their reproaches to his face. The Master was cried up for a saint. It
was remembered how he had never any hand in pressing the tenants; as, indeed, no
more he had, except to spend the money. He was a little wild perhaps, the folk
said; but how much better was a natural, wild lad that would soon have settled
down, than a skinflint and a sneckdraw, sitting, with his nose in an account
book, to persecute poor tenants! One trollop, who had had a child to the Master,
and by all accounts been very badly used, yet made herself a kind of champion of
his memory. She flung a stone one day at Mr. Henry.
"Whaur's the bonnie lad that trustit ye?" she cried.
Mr. Henry reined in his horse and looked upon her, the blood flowing from his
lip. "Ay, Jess?" says he. "You too? And yet ye should ken me better." For it was
he who had helped her with money.
The woman had another stone ready, which she made as if she would cast; and
he, to ward himself, threw up the hand that held his riding-rod.
"What, would ye beat a lassie, ye ugly - ?" cries she, and ran away screaming
as though he had struck her.
Next day word went about the country like wildfire that Mr. Henry had beaten
Jessie Broun within an inch of her life. I give it as one instance of how this
snowball grew, and one calumny brought another; until my poor patron was so
perished in reputation that he began to keep the house like my lord. All this
while, you may be very sure, he uttered no complaints at home; the very ground
of the scandal was too sore a matter to be handled; and Mr. Henry was very proud
and strangely obstinate in silence. My old lord must have heard of it, by John
Paul, if by no one else; and he must at least have remarked the altered habits
of his son. Yet even he, it is probable, knew not how high the feeling ran; and
as for Miss Alison, she was ever the last person to hear news, and the least
interested when she heard them.
In the height of the ill-feeling (for it died away as it came, no man could
say why) there was an election forward in the town of St. Bride's, which is the
next to Durrisdeer, standing on the Water of Swift; some grievance was
fermenting, I forget what, if ever I heard; and it was currently said there
would be broken heads ere night, and that the sheriff had sent as far as
Dumfries for soldiers. My lord moved that Mr. Henry should be present, assuring
him it was necessary to appear, for the credit of the house. "It will soon be
reported," said he, "that we do not take the lead in our own country."
"It is a strange lead that I can take," said Mr. Henry; and when they had
pushed him further, "I tell you the plain truth," he said, "I dare not show my
face."
"You are the first of the house that ever said so," cries Miss Alison.
"We will go all three," said my lord; and sure enough he got into his boots
(the first time in four years - a sore business John Paul had to get them on),
and Miss Alison into her riding-coat, and all three rode together to St.
Bride's.
The streets were full of the rift-raff of all the countryside, who had no
sooner clapped eyes on Mr. Henry than the hissing began, and the hooting, and
the cries of "Judas!" and "Where was the Master?" and "Where were the poor lads
that rode with him?" Even a stone was cast; but the more part cried shame at
that, for my old lord's sake, and Miss Alison's. It took not ten minutes to
persuade my lord that Mr. Henry had been right. He said never a word, but turned
his horse about, and home again, with his chin upon his bosom. Never a word said
Miss Alison; no doubt she thought the more; no doubt her pride was stung, for
she was a bone-bred Durie; and no doubt her heart was touched to see her cousin
so unjustly used. That night she was never in bed; I have often blamed my lady -
when I call to mind that night, I readily forgive her all; and the first thing
in the morning she came to the old lord in his usual seat.
"If Henry still wants me," said she, "he can have me now." To himself she had
a different speech: "I bring you no love, Henry; but God knows, all the pity in
the world."
June the 1st, 1748, was the day of their marriage. It was December of the
same year that first saw me alighting at the doors of the great house; and from
there I take up the history of events as they befell under my own observation,
like a witness in a court.
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