We look for some reward of our endeavours and are disappointed; not success,
not happiness, not even peace of conscience, crowns our ineffectual efforts to
do well. Our frailties are invincible, our virtues barren; the battle goes sore
against us to the going down of the sun. The canting moralist tells us of right
and wrong; and we look abroad, even on the face of our small earth, and find
them change with every climate, and no country where some action is not honoured
for a virtue and none where it is not branded for a vice; and we look in our
experience, and find no vital congruity in the wisest rules, but at the best a
municipal fitness. It is not strange if we are tempted to despair of good. We
ask too much. Our religions and moralities have been trimmed to flatter us, till
they are all emasculate and sentimentalised, and only please and weaken. Truth
is of a rougher strain. In the harsh face of life, faith can read a bracing
gospel. The human race is a thing more ancient than the ten commandments; and
the bones and revolutions of the Kosmos, in whose joints we are but moss and
fungus, more ancient still.
I
Of the Kosmos in the last resort, science reports many doubtful things and
all of them appalling. There seems no substance to this solid globe on which we
stamp: nothing but symbols and ratios. Symbols and ratios carry us and bring us
forth and beat us down; gravity that swings the incommensurable suns and worlds
through space, is but a figment varying inversely as the squares of distances;
and the suns and worlds themselves, imponderable figures of abstraction, NH3,
and H2O. Consideration dares not dwell upon this view; that way madness lies;
science carries us into zones of speculation, where there is no habitable city
for the mind of man.
But take the Kosmos with a grosser faith, as our senses give it us. We behold
space sown with rotatory islands, suns and worlds and the shards and wrecks of
systems: some, like the sun, still blazing; some rotting, like the earth;
others, like the moon, stable in desolation. All of these we take to be made of
something we call matter: a thing which no analysis can help us to conceive; to
whose incredible properties no familiarity can reconcile our minds. This stuff,
when not purified by the lustration of fire, rots uncleanly into something we
call life; seized through all its atoms with a pediculous malady; swelling in
tumours that become independent, sometimes even (by an abhorrent prodigy)
locomotory; one splitting into millions, millions cohering into one, as the
malady proceeds through varying stages. This vital putrescence of the dust, used
as we are to it, yet strikes us with occasional disgust, and the profusion of
worms in a piece of ancient turf, or the air of a marsh darkened with insects,
will sometimes check our breathing so that we aspire for cleaner places. But
none is clean: the moving sand is infected with lice; the pure spring, where it
bursts out of the mountain, is a mere issue of worms; even in the hard rock the
crystal is forming.
In two main shapes this eruption covers the countenance of the earth: the
animal and the vegetable: one in some degree the inversion of the other: the
second rooted to the spot; the first coming detached out of its natal mud, and
scurrying abroad with the myriad feet of insects or towering into the heavens on
the wings of birds: a thing so inconceivable that, if it be well considered, the
heart stops. To what passes with the anchored vermin, we have little clue,
doubtless they have their joys and sorrows, their delights and killing agonies:
it appears not how. But of the locomotory, to which we ourselves belong, we can
tell more. These share with us a thousand miracles: the miracles of sight, of
hearing, of the projection of sound, things that bridge space; the miracles of
memory and reason, by which the present is conceived, and when it is gone, its
image kept living in the brains of man and brute; the miracle of reproduction,
with its imperious desires and staggering consequences. And to put the last
touch upon this mountain mass of the revolting and the inconceivable, all these
prey upon each other, lives tearing other lives in pieces, cramming them inside
themselves, and by that summary process, growing fat: the vegetarian, the whale,
perhaps the tree, not less than the lion of the desert; for the vegetarian is
only the eater of the dumb.
Meanwhile our rotatory island loaded with predatory life, and more drenched
with blood, both animal and vegetable, than ever mutinied ship, scuds through
space with unimaginable speed, and turns alternate cheeks to the reverberation
of a blazing world, ninety million miles away.
II
What a monstrous spectre is this man, the disease of the agglutinated dust,
lifting alternate feet or lying drugged with slumber; killing, feeding, growing,
bringing forth small copies of himself; grown upon with hair like grass, fitted
with eyes that move and glitter in his face; a thing to set children screaming;
- and yet looked at nearlier, known as his fellows know him, how surprising are
his attributes! Poor soul, here for so little, cast among so many hardships,
filled with desires so incommensurate and so inconsistent, savagely surrounded,
savagely descended, irremediably condemned to prey upon his fellow lives: who
should have blamed him had he been of a piece with his destiny and a being
merely barbarous? And we look and behold him instead filled with imperfect
virtues: infinitely childish, often admirably valiant, often touchingly kind;
sitting down, amidst his momentary life, to debate of right and wrong and the
attributes of the deity; rising up to do battle for an egg or die for an idea;
singling out his friends and his mate with cordial affection; bringing forth in
pain, rearing with long-suffering solicitude, his young. To touch the heart of
his mystery, we find, in him one thought, strange to the point of lunacy: the
thought of duty; the thought of something owing to himself, to his neighbour, to
his God: an ideal of decency, to which he would rise if it were possible; a
limit of shame, below which, if it be possible, he will not stoop. The design in
most men is one of conformity; here and there, in picked natures, it transcends
itself and soars on the other side, arming martyrs with independence; but in
all, in their degrees, it is a bosom thought: - Not in man alone, for we trace
it in dogs and cats whom we know fairly well, and doubtless some similar point
of honour sways the elephant, the oyster, and the louse, of whom we know so
little: - But in man, at least, it sways with so complete an empire that merely
selfish things come second, even with the selfish: that appetites are starved,
fears are conquered, pains supported; that almost the dullest shrinks from the
reproof of a glance, although it were a child's; and all but the most cowardly
stand amid the risks of war; and the more noble, having strongly conceived an
act as due to their ideal, affront and embrace death. Strange enough if, with
their singular origin and perverted practice, they think they are to be rewarded
in some future life: stranger still, if they are persuaded of the contrary, and
think this blow, which they solicit, will strike them senseless for eternity. I
shall be reminded what a tragedy of misconception and misconduct man at large
presents: of organised injustice, cowardly violence and treacherous crime; and
of the damning imperfections of the best. They cannot be too darkly drawn. Man
is indeed marked for failure in his efforts to do right. But where the best
consistently miscarry, how tenfold more remarkable that all should continue to
strive; and surely we should find it both touching and inspiriting, that in a
field from which success is banished, our race should not cease to labour.
If the first view of this creature, stalking in his rotatory isle, be a thing
to shake the courage of the stoutest, on this nearer sight, he startles us with
an admiring wonder. It matters not where we look, under what climate we observe
him, in what stage of society, in what depth of ignorance, burthened with what
erroneous morality; by camp-fires in Assiniboia, the snow powdering his
shoulders, the wind plucking his blanket, as he sits, passing the ceremonial
calumet and uttering his grave opinions like a Roman senator; in ships at sea, a
man inured to hardship and vile pleasures, his brightest hope a fiddle in a
tavern and a bedizened trull who sells herself to rob him, and he for all that
simple, innocent, cheerful, kindly like a child, constant to toil, brave to
drown, for others; in the slums of cities, moving among indifferent millions to
mechanical employments, without hope of change in the future, with scarce a
pleasure in the present, and yet true to his virtues, honest up to his lights,
kind to his neighbours, tempted perhaps in vain by the bright gin-palace,
perhaps long-suffering with the drunken wife that ruins him; in India (a woman
this time) kneeling with broken cries and streaming tears, as she drowns her
child in the sacred river; in the brothel, the discard of society, living mainly
on strong drink, fed with affronts, a fool, a thief, the comrade of thieves, and
even here keeping the point of honour and the touch of pity, often repaying the
world's scorn with service, often standing firm upon a scruple, and at a certain
cost, rejecting riches: - everywhere some virtue cherished or affected,
everywhere some decency of thought and carriage, everywhere the ensign of man's
ineffectual goodness: - ah! if I could show you this! if I could show you these
men and women, all the world over, in every stage of history, under every abuse
of error, under every circumstance of failure, without hope, without help,
without thanks, still obscurely fighting the lost fight of virtue, still
clinging, in the brothel or on the scaffold, to some rag of honour, the poor
jewel of their souls! They may seek to escape, and yet they cannot; it is not
alone their privilege and glory, but their doom; they are condemned to some
nobility; all their lives long, the desire of good is at their heels, the
implacable hunter.
Of all earth's meteors, here at least is the most strange and consoling: that
this ennobled lemur, this hair-crowned bubble of the dust, this inheritor of a
few years and sorrows, should yet deny himself his rare delights, and add to his
frequent pains, and live for an ideal, however misconceived. Nor can we stop
with man. A new doctrine, received with screams a little while ago by canting
moralists, and still not properly worked into the body of our thoughts, lights
us a step farther into the heart of this rough but noble universe. For nowadays
the pride of man denies in vain his kinship with the original dust. He stands no
longer like a thing apart. Close at his heels we see the dog, prince of another
genus: and in him too, we see dumbly testified the same cultus of an
unattainable ideal, the same constancy in failure. Does it stop with the dog? We
look at our feet where the ground is blackened with the swarming ant: a creature
so small, so far from us in the hierarchy of brutes, that we can scarce trace
and scarce comprehend his doings; and here also, in his ordered politics and
rigorous justice, we see confessed the law of duty and the fact of individual
sin. Does it stop, then, with the ant? Rather this desire of well-doing and this
doom of frailty run through all the grades of life: rather is this earth, from
the frosty top of Everest to the next margin of the internal fire, one stage of
ineffectual virtues and one temple of pious tears and perseverance. The whole
creation groaneth and travaileth together. It is the common and the god-like law
of life. The browsers, the biters, the barkers, the hairy coats of field and
forest, the squirrel in the oak, the thousand-footed creeper in the dust, as
they share with us the gift of life, share with us the love of an ideal: strive
like us - like us are tempted to grow weary of the struggle - to do well; like
us receive at times unmerited refreshment, visitings of support, returns of
courage; and are condemned like us to be crucified between that double law of
the members and the will. Are they like us, I wonder, in the timid hope of some
reward, some sugar with the drug? do they, too, stand aghast at unrewarded
virtues, at the sufferings of those whom, in our partiality, we take to be just,
and the prosperity of such as, in our blindness, we call wicked? It may be, and
yet God knows what they should look for. Even while they look, even while they
repent, the foot of man treads them by thousands in the dust, the yelping hounds
burst upon their trail, the bullet speeds, the knives are heating in the den of
the vivisectionist; or the dew falls, and the generation of a day is blotted
out. For these are creatures, compared with whom our weakness is strength, our
ignorance wisdom, our brief span eternity.
And as we dwell, we living things, in our isle of terror and under the
imminent hand of death, God forbid it should be man the erected, the reasoner,
the wise in his own eyes - God forbid it should be man that wearies in
well-doing, that despairs of unrewarded effort, or utters the language of
complaint. Let it be enough for faith, that the whole creation groans in mortal
frailty, strives with unconquerable constancy: Surely not all in vain.
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