LEAVES FROM THE NOTEBOOK OF AN EMIGRANT BETWEEN NEW YORK AND SAN FRANCISCO
MONDAY. - It was, if I remember rightly, five o'clock when we were all
signalled to be present at the Ferry Depot of the railroad. An emigrant ship had
arrived at New York on the Saturday night, another on the Sunday morning, our
own on Sunday afternoon, a fourth early on Monday; and as there is no emigrant
train on Sunday a great part of the passengers from these four ships was
concentrated on the train by which I was to travel. There was a babel of
bewildered men, women, and children. The wretched little booking-office, and the
baggage-room, which was not much larger, were crowded thick with emigrants, and
were heavy and rank with the atmosphere of dripping clothes. Open carts full of
bedding stood by the half-hour in the rain. The officials loaded each other with
recriminations. A bearded, mildewed little man, whom I take to have been an
emigrant agent, was all over the place, his mouth full of brimstone, blustering
and interfering. It was plain that the whole system, if system there was, had
utterly broken down under the strain of so many passengers.
My own ticket was given me at once, and an oldish man, who preserved his head
in the midst of this turmoil, got my baggage registered, and counselled me to
stay quietly where I was till he should give me the word to move. I had taken
along with me a small valise, a knapsack, which I carried on my shoulders, and
in the bag of my railway rug the whole of BANCROFT'S HISTORY OF THE UNITED
STATES, in six fat volumes. It was as much as I could carry with convenience
even for short distances, but it insured me plenty of clothing, and the valise
was at that moment, and often after, useful for a stool. I am sure I sat for an
hour in the baggage- room, and wretched enough it was; yet, when at last the
word was passed to me and I picked up my bundles and got under way, it was only
to exchange discomfort for downright misery and danger.
I followed the porters into a long shed reaching downhill from West Street to
the river. It was dark, the wind blew clean through it from end to end; and here
I found a great block of passengers and baggage, hundreds of one and tons of the
other. I feel I shall have a difficulty to make myself believed; and certainly
the scene must have been exceptional, for it was too dangerous for daily
repetition. It was a tight jam; there was no fair way through the mingled mass
of brute and living obstruction. Into the upper skirts of the crowd porters,
infuriated by hurry and overwork, clove their way with shouts. I may say that we
stood like sheep, and that the porters charged among us like so many maddened
sheep- dogs; and I believe these men were no longer answerable for their acts.
It mattered not what they were carrying, they drove straight into the press, and
when they could get no farther, blindly discharged their barrowful. With my own
hand, for instance, I saved the life of a child as it sat upon its mother's
knee, she sitting on a box; and since I heard of no accident, I must suppose
that there were many similar interpositions in the course of the evening. It
will give some idea of the state of mind to which we were reduced if I tell you
that neither the porter nor the mother of the child paid the least attention to
my act. It was not till some time after that I understood what I had done
myself, for to ward off heavy boxes seemed at the moment a natural incident of
human life. Cold, wet, clamour, dead opposition to progress, such as one
encounters in an evil dream, had utterly daunted the spirits. We had accepted
this purgatory as a child accepts the conditions of the world. For my part, I
shivered a little, and my back ached wearily; but I believe I had neither a hope
nor a fear, and all the activities of my nature had become tributary to one
massive sensation of discomfort.
At length, and after how long an interval I hesitate to guess, the crowd
began to move, heavily straining through itself. About the same time some lamps
were lighted, and threw a sudden flare over the shed. We were being filtered out
into the river boat for Jersey City. You may imagine how slowly this filtering
proceeded, through the dense, choking crush, every one overladen with packages
or children, and yet under the necessity of fishing out his ticket by the way;
but it ended at length for me, and I found myself on deck under a flimsy awning
and with a trifle of elbow-room to stretch and breathe in. This was on the
starboard; for the bulk of the emigrants stuck hopelessly on the port side, by
which we had entered. In vain the seamen shouted to them to move on, and
threatened them with shipwreck. These poor people were under a spell of stupor,
and did not stir a foot. It rained as heavily as ever, but the wind now came in
sudden claps and capfuls, not without danger to a boat so badly ballasted as
ours; and we crept over the river in the darkness, trailing one paddle in the
water like a wounded duck, and passed ever and again by huge, illuminated
steamers running many knots, and heralding their approach by strains of music.
The contrast between these pleasure embarkations and our own grim vessel, with
her list to port and her freight of wet and silent emigrants, was of that
glaring description which we count too obvious for the purposes of art.
The landing at Jersey City was done in a stampede. I had a fixed sense of
calamity, and to judge by conduct, the same persuasion was common to us all. A
panic selfishness, like that produced by fear, presided over the disorder of our
landing. People pushed, and elbowed, and ran, their families following how they
could. Children fell, and were picked up to be rewarded by a blow. One child,
who had lost her parents, screamed steadily and with increasing shrillness, as
though verging towards a fit; an official kept her by him, but no one else
seemed so much as to remark her distress; and I am ashamed to say that I ran
among the rest. I was so weary that I had twice to make a halt and set down my
bundles in the hundred yards or so between the pier and the railway station, so
that I was quite wet by the time that I got under cover. There was no
waiting-room, no refreshment room; the cars were locked; and for at least
another hour, or so it seemed, we had to camp upon the draughty, gaslit
platform. I sat on my valise, too crushed to observe my neighbours; but as they
were all cold, and wet, and weary, and driven stupidly crazy by the
mismanagement to which we had been subjected, I believe they can have been no
happier than myself. I bought half-a-dozen oranges from a boy, for oranges and
nuts were the only refection to be had. As only two of them had even a pretence
of juice, I threw the other four under the cars, and beheld, as in a dream,
grown people and children groping on the track after my leavings.
At last we were admitted into the cars, utterly dejected, and far from dry.
For my own part, I got out a clothes-brush, and brushed my trousers as hard as I
could till I had dried them and warmed my blood into the bargain; but no one
else, except my next neighbour to whom I lent the brush, appeared to take the
least precaution. As they were, they composed themselves to sleep. I had seen
the lights of Philadelphia, and been twice ordered to change carriages and twice
countermanded, before I allowed myself to follow their example.
TUESDAY. - When I awoke, it was already day; the train was standing idle; I
was in the last carriage, and, seeing some others strolling to and fro about the
lines, I opened the door and stepped forth, as from a caravan by the wayside. We
were near no station, nor even, as far as I could see, within reach of any
signal. A green, open, undulating country stretched away upon all sides. Locust
trees and a single field of Indian corn gave it a foreign grace and interest;
but the contours of the land were soft and English. It was not quite England,
neither was it quite France; yet like enough either to seem natural in my eyes.
And it was in the sky, and not upon the earth, that I was surprised to find a
change. Explain it how you may, and for my part I cannot explain it at all, the
sun rises with a different splendour in America and Europe. There is more clear
gold and scarlet in our old country mornings; more purple, brown, and smoky
orange in those of the new. It may be from habit, but to me the coming of day is
less fresh and inspiriting in the latter; it has a duskier glory, and more
nearly resembles sunset; it seems to fit some subsequential, evening epoch of
the world, as though America were in fact, and not merely in fancy, farther from
the orient of Aurora and the springs of day. I thought so then, by the railroad
side in Pennsylvania, and I have thought so a dozen times since in far distant
parts of the continent. If it be an illusion it is one very deeply rooted, and
in which my eyesight is accomplice.
Soon after a train whisked by, announcing and accompanying its passage by the
swift beating of a sort of chapel bell upon the engine; and as it was for this
we had been waiting, we were summoned by the cry of "All aboard!" and went on
again upon our way. The whole line, it appeared, was topsy-turvy; an accident at
midnight having thrown all the traffic hours into arrear. We paid for this in
the flesh, for we had no meals all that day. Fruit we could buy upon the cars;
and now and then we had a few minutes at some station with a meagre show of
rolls and sandwiches for sale; but we were so many and so ravenous that, though
I tried at every opportunity, the coffee was always exhausted before I could
elbow my way to the counter.
Our American sunrise had ushered in a noble summer's day. There was not a
cloud; the sunshine was baking; yet in the woody river valleys among which we
wound our way, the atmosphere preserved a sparkling freshness till late in the
afternoon. It had an inland sweetness and variety to one newly from the sea; it
smelt of woods, rivers, and the delved earth. These, though in so far a country,
were airs from home. I stood on the platform by the hour; and as I saw, one
after another, pleasant villages, carts upon the highway and fishers by the
stream, and heard cockcrows and cheery voices in the distance, and beheld the
sun, no longer shining blankly on the plains of ocean, but striking among
shapely hills and his light dispersed and coloured by a thousand accidents of
form and surface, I began to exult with myself upon this rise in life like a man
who had come into a rich estate. And when I had asked the name of a river from
the brakesman, and heard that it was called the Susquehanna, the beauty of the
name seemed to be part and parcel of the beauty of the land. As when Adam with
divine fitness named the creatures, so this word Susquehanna was at once
accepted by the fancy. That was the name, as no other could be, for that shining
river and desirable valley.
None can care for literature in itself who do not take a special pleasure in
the sound of names; and there is no part of the world where nomenclature is so
rich, poetical, humorous, and picturesque as the United States of America. All
times, races, and languages have brought their contribution. Pekin is in the
same State with Euclid, with Bellefontaine, and with Sandusky. Chelsea, with its
London associations of red brick, Sloane Square, and the King's Road, is own
suburb to stately and primeval Memphis; there they have their seat, translated
names of cities, where the Mississippi runs by Tennessee and Arkansas; and both,
while I was crossing the continent, lay, watched by armed men, in the horror and
isolation of a plague. Old, red Manhattan lies, like an Indian arrowhead under a
steam factory, below anglified New York. The names of the States and Territories
themselves form a chorus of sweet and most romantic vocables: Delaware, Ohio,
Indiana, Florida, Dakota, Iowa, Wyoming, Minnesota, and the Carolinas; there are
few poems with a nobler music for the ear: a songful, tuneful land; and if the
new Homer shall arise from the Western continent, his verse will be enriched,
his pages sing spontaneously, with the names of states and cities that would
strike the fancy in a business circular.
Late in the evening we were landed in a waiting-room at Pittsburg. I had now
under my charge a young and sprightly Dutch widow with her children; these I was
to watch over providentially for a certain distance farther on the way; but as I
found she was furnished with a basket of eatables, I left her in the
waiting-room to seek a dinner for myself. I mention this meal, not only because
it was the first of which I had partaken for about thirty hours, but because it
was the means of my first introduction to a coloured gentleman. He did me the
honour to wait upon me after a fashion, while I was eating; and with every word,
look, and gesture marched me farther into the country of surprise. He was indeed
strikingly unlike the negroes of Mrs. Beecher Stowe, or the Christy Minstrels of
my youth. Imagine a gentleman, certainly somewhat dark, but of a pleasant warm
hue, speaking English with a slight and rather odd foreign accent, every inch a
man of the world, and armed with manners so patronisingly superior that I am at
a loss to name their parallel in England. A butler perhaps rides as high over
the unbutlered, but then he sets you right with a reserve and a sort of sighing
patience which one is often moved to admire. And again, the abstract butler
never stoops to familiarity. But the coloured gentleman will pass you a wink at
a time; he is familiar like an upper form boy to a fag; he unbends to you like
Prince Hal with Poins and Falstaff. He makes himself at home and welcome.
Indeed, I may say, this waiter behaved himself to me throughout that supper much
as, with us, a young, free, and not very self-respecting master might behave to
a good-looking chambermaid. I had come prepared to pity the poor negro, to put
him at his ease, to prove in a thousand condescensions that I was no sharer in
the prejudice of race; but I assure you I put my patronage away for another
occasion, and had the grace to be pleased with that result.
Seeing he was a very honest fellow, I consulted him upon a point of
etiquette: if one should offer to tip the American waiter? Certainly not, he
told me. Never. It would not do. They considered themselves too highly to
accept. They would even resent the offer. As for him and me, we had enjoyed a
very pleasant conversation; he, in particular, had found much pleasure in my
society; I was a stranger; this was exactly one of those rare conjunctures....
Without being very clear seeing, I can still perceive the sun at noonday; and
the coloured gentleman deftly pocketed a quarter.
WEDNESDAY. - A little after midnight I convoyed my widow and orphans on board
the train; and morning found us far into Ohio. This had early been a favourite
home of my imagination; I have played at being in Ohio by the week, and enjoyed
some capital sport there with a dummy gun, my person being still unbreeched. My
preference was founded on a work which appeared in CASSELL'S FAMILY PAPER, and
was read aloud to me by my nurse. It narrated the doings of one Custaloga, an
Indian brave, who, in the last chapter, very obligingly washed the paint off his
face and became Sir Reginald Somebody-or-other; a trick I never forgave him. The
idea of a man being an Indian brave, and then giving that up to be a baronet,
was one which my mind rejected. It offended verisimilitude, like the pretended
anxiety of Robinson Crusoe and others to escape from uninhabited islands.
But Ohio was not at all as I had pictured it. We were now on those great
plains which stretch unbroken to the Rocky Mountains. The country was flat like
Holland, but far from being dull. All through Ohio, Indiana, Illinois, and Iowa,
or for as much as I saw of them from the train and in my waking moments, it was
rich and various, and breathed an elegance peculiar to itself. The tall corn
pleased the eye; the trees were graceful in themselves, and framed the plain
into long, aerial vistas; and the clean, bright, gardened townships spoke of
country fare and pleasant summer evenings on the stoop. It was a sort of flat
paradise; but, I am afraid, not unfrequented by the devil. That morning dawned
with such a freezing chill as I have rarely felt; a chill that was not perhaps
so measurable by instrument, as it struck home upon the heart and seemed to
travel with the blood. Day came in with a shudder. White mists lay thinly over
the surface of the plain, as we see them more often on a lake; and though the
sun had soon dispersed and drunk them up, leaving an atmosphere of fever heat
and crystal pureness from horizon to horizon, the mists had still been there,
and we knew that this paradise was haunted by killing damps and foul malaria.
The fences along the line bore but two descriptions of advertisement; one to
recommend tobaccos, and the other to vaunt remedies against the ague. At the
point of day, and while we were all in the grasp of that first chill, a native
of the state, who had got in at some way station, pronounced it, with a doctoral
air, "a fever and ague morning."
The Dutch widow was a person of some character. She had conceived at first
sight a great aversion for the present writer, which she was at no pains to
conceal. But being a woman of a practical spirit, she made no difficulty about
accepting my attentions, and encouraged me to buy her children fruits and
candies, to carry all her parcels, and even to sleep upon the floor that she
might profit by my empty seat. Nay, she was such a rattle by nature, and, so
powerfully moved to autobiographical talk, that she was forced, for want of a
better, to take me into confidence and tell me the story of her life. I heard
about her late husband, who seemed to have made his chief impression by taking
her out pleasuring on Sundays. I could tell you her prospects, her hopes, the
amount of her fortune, the cost of her housekeeping by the week, and a variety
of particular matters that are not usually disclosed except to friends. At one
station, she shook up her children to look at a man on the platform and say if
he were not like Mr. Z.; while to me she explained how she had been keeping
company with this Mr. Z., how far matters had proceeded, and how it was because
of his desistance that she was now travelling to the West. Then, when I was thus
put in possession of the facts, she asked my judgment on that type of manly
beauty. I admired it to her heart's content. She was not, I think, remarkably
veracious in talk, but broidered as fancy prompted, and built castles in the air
out of her past; yet she had that sort of candour, to keep me, in spite of all
these confidences, steadily aware of her aversion. Her parting words were
ingeniously honest. "I am sure," said she, "we all OUGHT to be very much obliged
to you." I cannot pretend that she put me at my ease; but I had a certain
respect for such a genuine dislike. A poor nature would have slipped, in the
course of these familiarities, into a sort of worthless toleration for me.
We reached Chicago in the evening. I was turned out of the cars, bundled into
an omnibus, and driven off through the streets to the station of a different
railroad. Chicago seemed a great and gloomy city. I remember having subscribed,
let us say sixpence, towards its restoration at the period of the fire; and now
when I beheld street after street of ponderous houses and crowds of comfortable
burghers, I thought it would be a graceful act for the corporation to refund
that sixpence, or, at the least, to entertain me to a cheerful dinner. But there
was no word of restitution. I was that city's benefactor, yet I was received in
a third-class waiting- room, and the best dinner I could get was a dish of ham
and eggs at my own expense.
I can safely say, I have never been so dog-tired as that night in Chicago.
When it was time to start, I descended the platform like a man in a dream. It
was a long train, lighted from end to end; and car after car, as I came up with
it, was not only filled but overflowing. My valise, my knapsack, my rug, with
those six ponderous tomes of Bancroft, weighed me double; I was hot, feverish,
painfully athirst; and there was a great darkness over me, an internal darkness,
not to be dispelled by gas. When at last I found an empty bench, I sank into it
like a bundle of rags, the world seemed to swim away into the distance, and my
consciousness dwindled within me to a mere pin's head, like a taper on a foggy
night.
When I came a little more to myself, I found that there had sat down beside
me a very cheerful, rosy little German gentleman, somewhat gone in drink, who
was talking away to me, nineteen to the dozen, as they say. I did my best to
keep up the conversation; for it seemed to me dimly as if something depended
upon that. I heard him relate, among many other things, that there were
pickpockets on the train, who had already robbed a man of forty dollars and a
return ticket; but though I caught the words, I do not think I properly
understood the sense until next morning; and I believe I replied at the time
that I was very glad to hear it. What else he talked about I have no guess; I
remember a gabbling sound of words, his profuse gesticulation, and his smile,
which was highly explanatory: but no more. And I suppose I must have shown my
confusion very plainly; for, first, I saw him knit his brows at me like one who
has conceived a doubt; next, he tried me in German, supposing perhaps that I was
unfamiliar with the English tongue; and finally, in despair, he rose and left
me. I felt chagrined; but my fatigue was too crushing for delay, and, stretching
myself as far as that was possible upon the bench, I was received at once into a
dreamless stupor.
The little German gentleman was only going a little way into the suburbs
after a DINER FIN, and was bent on entertainment while the journey lasted.
Having failed with me, he pitched next upon another emigrant, who had come
through from Canada, and was not one jot less weary than myself. Nay, even in a
natural state, as I found next morning when we scraped acquaintance, he was a
heavy, uncommunicative man. After trying him on different topics, it appears
that the little German gentleman flounced into a temper, swore an oath or two,
and departed from that car in quest of livelier society. Poor little gentleman!
I suppose he thought an emigrant should be a rollicking, free-hearted blade,
with a flask of foreign brandy and a long, comical story to beguile the moments
of digestion.
THURSDAY. - I suppose there must be a cycle in the fatigue of travelling, for
when I awoke next morning, I was entirely renewed in spirits and ate a hearty
breakfast of porridge, with sweet milk, and coffee and hot cakes, at Burlington
upon the Mississippi. Another long day's ride followed, with but one feature
worthy of remark. At a place called Creston, a drunken man got in. He was
aggressively friendly, but, according to English notions, not at all
unpresentable upon a train. For one stage he eluded the notice of the officials;
but just as we were beginning to move out of the next station, Cromwell by name,
by came the conductor. There was a word or two of talk; and then the official
had the man by the shoulders, twitched him from his seat, marched him through
the car, and sent him flying on to the track. It was done in three motions, as
exact as a piece of drill. The train was still moving slowly, although beginning
to mend her pace, and the drunkard got his feet without a fall. He carried a red
bundle, though not so red as his cheeks; and he shook this menacingly in the air
with one hand, while the other stole behind him to the region of the kidneys. It
was the first indication that I had come among revolvers, and I observed it with
some emotion. The conductor stood on the steps with one hand on his hip, looking
back at him; and perhaps this attitude imposed upon the creature, for he turned
without further ado, and went off staggering along the track towards Cromwell
followed by a peal of laughter from the cars. They were speaking English all
about me, but I knew I was in a foreign land.
Twenty minutes before nine that night, we were deposited at the Pacific
Transfer Station near Council Bluffs, on the eastern bank of the Missouri river.
Here we were to stay the night at a kind of caravanserai, set apart for
emigrants. But I gave way to a thirst for luxury, separated myself from my
companions, and marched with my effects into the Union Pacific Hotel. A white
clerk and a coloured gentleman whom, in my plain European way, I should call the
boots, were installed behind a counter like bank tellers. They took my name,
assigned me a number, and proceeded to deal with my packages. And here came the
tug of war. I wished to give up my packages into safe keeping; but I did not
wish to go to bed. And this, it appeared, was impossible in an American hotel.
It was, of course, some inane misunderstanding, and sprang from my
unfamiliarity with the language. For although two nations use the same words and
read the same books, intercourse is not conducted by the dictionary. The
business of life is not carried on by words, but in set phrases, each with a
special and almost a slang signification. Some international obscurity prevailed
between me and the coloured gentleman at Council Bluffs; so that what I was
asking, which seemed very natural to me, appeared to him a monstrous exigency.
He refused, and that with the plainness of the West. This American manner of
conducting matters of business is, at first, highly unpalatable to the European.
When we approach a man in the way of his calling, and for those services by
which he earns his bread, we consider him for the time being our hired servant.
But in the American opinion, two gentlemen meet and have a friendly talk with a
view to exchanging favours if they shall agree to please. I know not which is
the more convenient, nor even which is the more truly courteous. The English
stiffness unfortunately tends to be continued after the particular transaction
is at an end, and thus favours class separations. But on the other hand, these
equalitarian plainnesses leave an open field for the insolence of
Jack-in-office.
I was nettled by the coloured gentleman's refusal, and unbuttoned my wrath
under the similitude of ironical submission. I knew nothing, I said, of the ways
of American hotels; but I had no desire to give trouble. If there was nothing
for it but to get to bed immediately, let him say the word, and though it was
not my habit, I should cheerfully obey.
He burst into a shout of laughter. "Ah!" said he, "you do not know about
America. They are fine people in America. Oh! you will like them very well. But
you mustn't get mad. I know what you want. You come along with me."
And issuing from behind the counter, and taking me by the arm like an old
acquaintance, he led me to the bar of the hotel.
"There," said he, pushing me from him by the shoulder, "go and have a drink!"
THE EMIGRANT TRAIN
All this while I had been travelling by mixed trains, where I might meet with
Dutch widows and little German gentry fresh from table. I had been but a latent
emigrant; now I was to be branded once more, and put apart with my fellows. It
was about two in the afternoon of Friday that I found myself in front of the
Emigrant House, with more than a hundred others, to be sorted and boxed for the
journey. A white-haired official, with a stick under one arm, and a list in the
other hand, stood apart in front of us, and called name after name in the tone
of a command. At each name you would see a family gather up its brats and
bundles and run for the hindmost of the three cars that stood awaiting us, and I
soon concluded that this was to be set apart for the women and children. The
second or central car, it turned out, was devoted to men travelling alone, and
the third to the Chinese. The official was easily moved to anger at the least
delay; but the emigrants were both quick at answering their names, and speedy in
getting themselves and their effects on board.
The families once housed, we men carried the second car without ceremony by
simultaneous assault. I suppose the reader has some notion of an American
railroad-car, that long, narrow wooden box, like a flat-roofed Noah's ark, with
a stove and a convenience, one at either end, a passage down the middle, and
transverse benches upon either hand. Those destined for emigrants on the Union
Pacific are only remarkable for their extreme plainness, nothing but wood
entering in any part into their constitution, and for the usual inefficacy of
the lamps, which often went out and shed but a dying glimmer even while they
burned. The benches are too short for anything but a young child. Where there is
scarce elbow-room for two to sit, there will not be space enough for one to lie.
Hence the company, or rather, as it appears from certain bills about the
Transfer Station, the company's servants, have conceived a plan for the better
accommodation of travellers. They prevail on every two to chum together. To each
of the chums they sell a board and three square cushions stuffed with straw, and
covered with thin cotton. The benches can be made to face each other in pairs,
for the backs are reversible. On the approach of night the boards are laid from
bench to bench, making a couch wide enough for two, and long enough for a man of
the middle height; and the chums lie down side by side upon the cushions with
the head to the conductor's van and the feet to the engine. When the train is
full, of course this plan is impossible, for there must not be more than one to
every bench, neither can it be carried out unless the chums agree. It was to
bring about this last condition that our white-haired official now bestirred
himself. He made a most active master of ceremonies, introducing likely couples,
and even guaranteeing the amiability and honesty of each. The greater the number
of happy couples the better for his pocket, for it was he who sold the raw
material of the beds. His price for one board and three straw cushions began
with two dollars and a half; but before the train left, and, I am sorry to say,
long after I had purchased mine, it had fallen to one dollar and a half.
The match-maker had a difficulty with me; perhaps, like some ladies, I showed
myself too eager for union at any price; but certainly the first who was picked
out to be my bedfellow, declined the honour without thanks. He was an old,
heavy, slow-spoken man, I think from Yankeeland, looked me all over with great
timidity, and then began to excuse himself in broken phrases. He didn't know the
young man, he said. The young man might be very honest, but how was he to know
that? There was another young man whom he had met already in the train; he
guessed he was honest, and would prefer to chum with him upon the whole. All
this without any sort of excuse, as though I had been inanimate or absent. I
began to tremble lest every one should refuse my company, and I be left
rejected. But the next in turn was a tall, strapping, long-limbed, small-headed,
curly-haired Pennsylvania Dutchman, with a soldierly smartness in his manner. To
be exact, he had acquired it in the navy. But that was all one; he had at least
been trained to desperate resolves, so he accepted the match, and the
white-haired swindler pronounced the connubial benediction, and pocketed his
fees.
The rest of the afternoon was spent in making up the train. I am afraid to
say how many baggage-waggons followed the engine, certainly a score; then came
the Chinese, then we, then the families, and the rear was brought up by the
conductor in what, if I have it rightly, is called his caboose. The class to
which I belonged was of course far the largest, and we ran over, so to speak, to
both sides; so that there were some Caucasians among the Chinamen, and some
bachelors among the families. But our own car was pure from admixture, save for
one little boy of eight or nine who had the whooping-cough. At last, about six,
the long train crawled out of the Transfer Station and across the wide Missouri
river to Omaha, westward bound.
It was a troubled uncomfortable evening in the cars. There was thunder in the
air, which helped to keep us restless. A man played many airs upon the cornet,
and none of them were much attended to, until he came to "Home, sweet home." It
was truly strange to note how the talk ceased at that, and the faces began to
lengthen. I have no idea whether musically this air is to be considered good or
bad; but it belongs to that class of art which may be best described as a brutal
assault upon the feelings. Pathos must be relieved by dignity of treatment. If
you wallow naked in the pathetic, like the author of "Home, sweet home," you
make your hearers weep in an unmanly fashion; and even while yet they are moved,
they despise themselves and hate the occasion of their weakness. It did not come
to tears that night, for the experiment was interrupted. An elderly,
hard-looking man, with a goatee beard and about as much appearance of sentiment
an you would expect from a retired slaver, turned with a start and bade the
performer stop that "damned thing." "I've heard about enough of that," he added;
"give us something about the good country we're going to." A murmur of adhesion
ran round the car; the performer took the instrument from his lips, laughed and
nodded, and then struck into a dancing measure; and, like a new Timotheus,
stilled immediately the emotion he had raised.
The day faded; the lamps were lit; a party of wild young men, who got off
next evening at North Platte, stood together on the stern platform, singing "The
Sweet By-and-bye" with very tuneful voices; the chums began to put up their
beds; and it seemed as if the business of the day were at an end. But it was not
so; for, the train stopping at some station, the cars were instantly thronged
with the natives, wives and fathers, young men and maidens, some of them in
little more than nightgear, some with stable lanterns, and all offering beds for
sale. Their charge began with twenty-five cents a cushion, but fell, before the
train went on again, to fifteen, with the bed-board gratis, or less than
one-fifth of what I had paid for mine at the Transfer. This is my contribution
to the economy of future emigrants.
A great personage on an American train is the newsboy. He sells books (such
books!), papers, fruit, lollipops, and cigars; and on emigrant journeys, soap,
towels, tin washing dishes, tin coffee pitchers, coffee, tea, sugar, and tinned
eatables, mostly hash or beans and bacon. Early next morning the newsboy went
around the cars, and chumming on a more extended principle became the order of
the hour. It requires but a copartnery of two to manage beds; but washing and
eating can be carried on most economically by a syndicate of three. I myself
entered a little after sunrise into articles of agreement, and became one of the
firm of Pennsylvania, Shakespeare, and Dubuque. Shakespeare was my own nickname
on the cars; Pennsylvania that of my bedfellow; and Dubuque, the name of a place
in the State of Iowa, that of an amiable young fellow going west to cure an
asthma, and retarding his recovery by incessantly chewing or smoking, and
sometimes chewing and smoking together. I have never seen tobacco so sillily
abused. Shakespeare bought a tin washing-dish, Dubuque a towel, and Pennsylvania
a brick of soap. The partners used these instruments, one after another,
according to the order of their first awaking; and when the firm had finished
there was no want of borrowers. Each filled the tin dish at the water filter
opposite the stove, and retired with the whole stock in trade to the platform of
the car. There he knelt down, supporting himself by a shoulder against the
woodwork or one elbow crooked about the railing, and made a shift to wash his
face and neck and hands; a cold, an insufficient, and, if the train is moving
rapidly, a somewhat dangerous toilet.
On a similar division of expense, the firm of Pennsylvania, Shakespeare, and
Dubuque supplied themselves with coffee, sugar, and necessary vessels; and their
operations are a type of what went on through all the cars. Before the sun was
up the stove would be brightly burning; at the first station the natives would
come on board with milk and eggs and coffee cakes; and soon from end to end the
car would be filled with little parties breakfasting upon the bed-boards. It was
the pleasantest hour of the day.
There were meals to be had, however, by the wayside: a breakfast in the
morning, a dinner somewhere between eleven and two, and supper from five to
eight or nine at night. We had rarely less than twenty minutes for each; and if
we had not spent many another twenty minutes waiting for some express upon a
side track among miles of desert, we might have taken an hour to each repast and
arrived at San Francisco up to time. For haste is not the foible of an emigrant
train. It gets through on sufferance, running the gauntlet among its more
considerable brethren; should there be a block, it is unhesitatingly sacrificed;
and they cannot, in consequence, predict the length of the passage within a day
or so. Civility is the main comfort that you miss. Equality, though conceived
very largely in America, does not extend so low down as to an emigrant. Thus in
all other trains, a warning cry of "All aboard!" recalls the passengers to take
their seats; but as soon as I was alone with emigrants, and from the Transfer
all the way to San Francisco, I found this ceremony was pretermitted; the train
stole from the station without note of warning, and you had to keep an eye upon
it even while you ate. The annoyance is considerable, and the disrespect both
wanton and petty.
Many conductors, again, will hold no communication with an emigrant. I asked
a conductor one day at what time the train would stop for dinner; as he made no
answer I repeated the question, with a like result; a third time I returned to
the charge, and then Jack-in-office looked me coolly in the face for several
seconds and turned ostentatiously away. I believe he was half ashamed of his
brutality; for when another person made the same inquiry, although he still
refused the information, he condescended to answer, and even to justify his
reticence in a voice loud enough for me to hear. It was, he said, his principle
not to tell people where they were to dine; for one answer led to many other
questions, as what o'clock it was? or, how soon should we be there? and he could
not afford to be eternally worried.
As you are thus cut off from the superior authorities, a great deal of your
comfort depends on the character of the newsboy. He has it in his power
indefinitely to better and brighten the emigrant's lot. The newsboy with whom we
started from the Transfer was a dark, bullying, contemptuous, insolent
scoundrel, who treated us like dogs. Indeed, in his case, matters came nearly to
a fight. It happened thus: he was going his rounds through the cars with some
commodities for sale, and coming to a party who were at SEVEN- UP or CASCINO
(our two games), upon a bed-board, slung down a cigar-box in the middle of the
cards, knocking one man's hand to the floor. It was the last straw. In a moment
the whole party were upon their feet, the cigars were upset, and he was ordered
to "get out of that directly, or he would get more than he reckoned for." The
fellow grumbled and muttered, but ended by making off, and was less openly
insulting in the future. On the other hand, the lad who rode with us in this
capacity from Ogden to Sacramento made himself the friend of all, and helped us
with information, attention, assistance, and a kind countenance. He told us
where and when we should have our meals, and how long the train would stop; kept
seats at table for those who were delayed, and watched that we should neither be
left behind nor yet unnecessarily hurried. You, who live at home at ease, can
hardly realise the greatness of this service, even had it stood alone. When I
think of that lad coming and going, train after train, with his bright face and
civil words, I see how easily a good man may become the benefactor of his kind.
Perhaps he is discontented with himself, perhaps troubled with ambitions; why,
if he but knew it, he is a hero of the old Greek stamp; and while he thinks he
is only earning a profit of a few cents, and that perhaps exorbitant, he is
doing a man's work, and bettering the world.
I must tell here an experience of mine with another newsboy. I tell it
because it gives so good an example of that uncivil kindness of the American,
which is perhaps their most bewildering character to one newly landed. It was
immediately after I had left the emigrant train; and I am told I looked like a
man at death's door, so much had this long journey shaken me. I sat at the end
of a car, and the catch being broken, and myself feverish and sick, I had to
hold the door open with my foot for the sake of air. In this attitude my leg
debarred the newsboy from his box of merchandise. I made haste to let him pass
when I observed that he was coming; but I was busy with a book, and so once or
twice he came upon me unawares. On these occasions he most rudely struck my foot
aside; and though I myself apologised, as if to show him the way, he answered me
never a word. I chafed furiously, and I fear the next time it would have come to
words. But suddenly I felt a touch upon my shoulder, and a large juicy pear was
put into my hand. It was the newsboy, who had observed that I was looking ill,
and so made me this present out of a tender heart. For the rest of the journey I
was petted like a sick child; he lent me newspapers, thus depriving himself of
his legitimate profit on their sale, and came repeatedly to sit by me and cheer
me up.
THE PLAINS OF NEBRASKA
It had thundered on the Friday night, but the sun rose on Saturday without a
cloud. We were at sea - there is no other adequate expression - on the plains of
Nebraska. I made my observatory on the top of a fruit-waggon, and sat by the
hour upon that perch to spy about me, and to spy in vain for something new. It
was a world almost without a feature; an empty sky, an empty earth; front and
back, the line of railway stretched from horizon to horizon, like a cue across a
billiard-board; on either hand, the green plain ran till it touched the skirts
of heaven. Along the track innumerable wild sunflowers, no bigger than a
crown-piece, bloomed in a continuous flower-bed; grazing beasts were seen upon
the prairie at all degrees of distance and diminution; and now and again we
might perceive a few dots beside the railroad which grew more and more distinct
as we drew nearer till they turned into wooden cabins, and then dwindled and
dwindled in our wake until they melted into their surroundings, and we were once
more alone upon the billiard-board. The train toiled over this infinity like a
snail; and being the one thing moving, it was wonderful what huge proportions it
began to assume in our regard. It seemed miles in length, and either end of it
within but a step of the horizon. Even my own body or my own head seemed a great
thing in that emptiness. I note the feeling the more readily as it is the
contrary of what I have read of in the experience of others. Day and night,
above the roar of the train, our ears were kept busy with the incessant chirp of
grasshoppers - a noise like the winding up of countless clocks and watches,
which began after a while to seem proper to that land.
To one hurrying through by steam there was a certain exhilaration in this
spacious vacancy, this greatness of the air, this discovery of the whole arch of
heaven, this straight, unbroken, prison-line of the horizon. Yet one could not
but reflect upon the weariness of those who passed by there in old days, at the
foot's pace of oxen, painfully urging their teams, and with no landmark but that
unattainable evening sun for which they steered, and which daily fled them by an
equal stride. They had nothing, it would seem, to overtake; nothing by which to
reckon their advance; no sight for repose or for encouragement; but stage after
stage, only the dead green waste under foot, and the mocking, fugitive horizon.
But the eye, as I have been told, found differences even here; and at the worst
the emigrant came, by perseverance, to the end of his toil. It is the settlers,
after all, at whom we have a right to marvel. Our consciousness, by which we
live, is itself but the creature of variety. Upon what food does it subsist in
such a land? What livelihood can repay a human creature for a life spent in this
huge sameness? He is cut off from books, from news, from company, from all that
can relieve existence but the prosecution of his affairs. A sky full of stars is
the most varied spectacle that he can hope. He may walk five miles and see
nothing; ten, and it is as though he had not moved; twenty, and still he is in
the midst of the same great level, and has approached no nearer to the one
object within view, the flat horizon which keeps pace with his advance. We are
full at home of the question of agreeable wall-papers, and wise people are of
opinion that the temper may be quieted by sedative surroundings. But what is to
be said of the Nebraskan settler? His is a wall-paper with a vengeance - one
quarter of the universe laid bare in all its gauntness.
His eye must embrace at every glance the whole seeming concave of the visible
world; it quails before so vast an outlook, it is tortured by distance; yet
there is no rest or shelter till the man runs into his cabin, and can repose his
sight upon things near at hand. Hence, I am told, a sickness of the vision
peculiar to these empty plains.
Yet perhaps with sunflowers and cicadae, summer and winter, cattle, wife and
family, the settler may create a full and various existence. One person at least
I saw upon the plains who seemed in every way superior to her lot. This was a
woman who boarded us at a way station, selling milk. She was largely formed; her
features were more than comely; she had that great rarity - a fine complexion
which became her; and her eyes were kind, dark, and steady. She sold milk with
patriarchal grace. There was not a line in her countenance, not a note in her
soft and sleepy voice, but spoke of an entire contentment with her life. It
would have been fatuous arrogance to pity such a woman. Yet the place where she
lived was to me almost ghastly. Less than a dozen wooden houses, all of a shape
and all nearly of a size, stood planted along the railway lines. Each stood
apart in its own lot. Each opened direct off the billiard-board, as if it were a
billiard- board indeed, and these only models that had been set down upon it
ready made. Her own, into which I looked, was clean but very empty, and showed
nothing homelike but the burning fire. This extreme newness, above all in so
naked and flat a country, gives a strong impression of artificiality. With none
of the litter and discoloration of human life; with the paths unworn, and the
houses still sweating from the axe, such a settlement as this seems purely
scenic. The mind is loth to accept it for a piece of reality; and it seems
incredible that life can go on with so few properties, or the great child, man,
find entertainment in so bare a playroom.
And truly it is as yet an incomplete society in some points; or at least it
contained, as I passed through, one person incompletely civilised. At North
Platte, where we supped that evening, one man asked another to pass the
milk-jug. This other was well-dressed and of what we should call a respectable
appearance; a darkish man, high spoken, eating as though he had some usage of
society; but he turned upon the first speaker with extraordinary vehemence of
tone -
"There's a waiter here!" he cried.
"I only asked you to pass the milk," explained the first.
Here is the retort verbatim -
"Pass! Hell! I'm not paid for that business; the waiter's paid for it. You
should use civility at table, and, by God, I'll show you how!"
The other man very wisely made no answer, and the bully went on with his
supper as though nothing had occurred. It pleases me to think that some day soon
he will meet with one of his own kidney; and that perhaps both may fall.
THE DESERT OF WYOMING
To cross such a plain is to grow homesick for the mountains. I longed for the
Black Hills of Wyoming, which I knew we were soon to enter, like an ice-bound
whaler for the spring. Alas! and it was a worse country than the other. All
Sunday and Monday we travelled through these sad mountains, or over the main
ridge of the Rockies, which is a fair match to them for misery of aspect. Hour
after hour it was the same unhomely and unkindly world about our onward path;
tumbled boulders, cliffs that drearily imitate the shape of monuments and
fortifications - how drearily, how tamely, none can tell who has not seen them;
not a tree, not a patch of sward, not one shapely or commanding mountain form;
sage-brush, eternal sage- brush; over all, the same weariful and gloomy
colouring, grays warming into brown, grays darkening towards black; and for sole
sign of life, here and there a few fleeing antelopes; here and there, but at
incredible intervals, a creek running in a canon. The plains have a grandeur of
their own; but here there is nothing but a contorted smallness. Except for the
air, which was light and stimulating, there was not one good circumstance in
that God- forsaken land.
I had been suffering in my health a good deal all the way; and at last,
whether I was exhausted by my complaint or poisoned in some wayside
eating-house, the evening we left Laramie, I fell sick outright. That was a
night which I shall not readily forget. The lamps did not go out; each made a
faint shining in its own neighbourhood, and the shadows were confounded together
in the long, hollow box of the car. The sleepers lay in uneasy attitudes; here
two chums alongside, flat upon their backs like dead folk; there a man sprawling
on the floor, with his face upon his arm; there another half seated with his
head and shoulders on the bench. The most passive were continually and roughly
shaken by the movement of the train; others stirred, turned, or stretched out
their arms like children; it was surprising how many groaned and murmured in
their sleep; and as I passed to and fro, stepping across the prostrate, and
caught now a snore, now a gasp, now a half-formed word, it gave me a measure of
the worthlessness of rest in that unresting vehicle. Although it was chill, I
was obliged to open my window, for the degradation of the air soon became
intolerable to one who was awake and using the full supply of life. Outside, in
a glimmering night, I saw the black, amorphous hills shoot by unweariedly into
our wake. They that long for morning have never longed for it more earnestly
than I.
And yet when day came, it was to shine upon the same broken and unsightly
quarter of the world. Mile upon mile, and not a tree, a bird, or a river. Only
down the long, sterile canons, the train shot hooting and awoke the resting
echo. That train was the one piece of life in all the deadly land; it was the
one actor, the one spectacle fit to be observed in this paralysis of man and
nature. And when I think how the railroad has been pushed through this unwatered
wilderness and haunt of savage tribes, and now will bear an emigrant for some 12
pounds from the Atlantic to the Golden Gates; how at each stage of the
construction, roaring, impromptu cities, full of gold and lust and death, sprang
up and then died away again, and are now but wayside stations in the desert; how
in these uncouth places pig-tailed Chinese pirates worked side by side with
border ruffians and broken men from Europe, talking together in a mixed dialect,
mostly oaths, gambling, drinking, quarrelling and murdering like wolves; how the
plumed hereditary lord of all America heard, in this last fastness, the scream
of the "bad medicine waggon" charioting his foes; and then when I go on to
remember that all this epical turmoil was conducted by gentlemen in frock coats,
and with a view to nothing more extraordinary than a fortune and a subsequent
visit to Paris, it seems to me, I own, as if this railway were the one typical
achievement of the age in which we live, as if it brought together into one plot
all the ends of the world and all the degrees of social rank, and offered to
some great writer the busiest, the most extended, and the most varied subject
for an enduring literary work. If it be romance, if it be contrast, if it be
heroism that we require, what was Troy town to this? But, alas! it is not these
things that are necessary - it is only Homer.
Here also we are grateful to the train, as to some god who conducts us
swiftly through these shades and by so many hidden perils. Thirst, hunger, the
sleight and ferocity of Indians are all no more feared, so lightly do we skim
these horrible lands; as the gull, who wings safely through the hurricane and
past the shark. Yet we should not be forgetful of these hardships of the past;
and to keep the balance true, since I have complained of the trifling
discomforts of my journey, perhaps more than was enough, let me add an original
document. It was not written by Homer, but by a boy of eleven, long since dead,
and is dated only twenty years ago. I shall punctuate, to make things clearer,
but not change the spelling.
"My dear Sister Mary, - I am afraid you will go nearly crazy when you read my
letter. If Jerry" (the writer's eldest brother) "has not written to you before
now, you will be surprised to heare that we are in California, and that poor
Thomas" (another brother, of fifteen) "is dead. We started from - in July, with
plenly of provisions and too yoke oxen. We went along very well till we got
within six or seven hundred miles of California, when the Indians attacked us.
We found places where they had killed the emigrants. We had one passenger with
us, too guns, and one revolver; so we ran all the lead We had into bullets (and)
hung the guns up in the wagon so that we could get at them in a minit. It was
about two o'clock in the afternoon; droave the cattel a little way; when a
prairie chicken alited a little way from the wagon.
"Jerry took out one of the guns to shoot it, and told Tom drive the oxen. Tom
and I drove the oxen, and Jerry and the passenger went on. Then, after a little,
I left Tom and caught up with Jerry and the other man. Jerry stopped Tom to come
up; me and the man went on and sit down by a little stream. In a few minutes, we
heard some noise; then three shots (they all struck poor Tom, I suppose); then
they gave the war hoop, and as many as twenty of the redskins came down upon us.
The three that shot Tom was hid by the side of the road in the bushes.
"I thought the Tom and Jerry were shot; so I told the other man that Tom and
Jerry were dead, and that we had better try to escape, if possible. I had no
shoes on; having a sore foot, I thought I would not put them on. The man and me
run down the road, but We was soon stopped by an Indian on a pony. We then
turend the other way, and run up the side of the Mountain, and hid behind some
cedar trees, and stayed there till dark. The Indians hunted all over after us,
and verry close to us, so close that we could here there tomyhawks Jingle. At
dark the man and me started on, I stubing my toes against sticks and stones. We
traveld on all night; and next morning, just as it was getting gray, we saw
something in the shape of a man. It layed Down in the grass. We went up to it,
and it was Jerry. He thought we ware Indians. You can imagine how glad he was to
see me. He thought we was all dead but him, and we thought him and Tom was dead.
He had the gun that he took out of the wagon to shoot the prairie Chicken; all
he had was the load that was in it.
"We traveld on till about eight o'clock, We caught up with one wagon with too
men with it. We had traveld with them before one day; we stopt and they Drove
on; we knew that they was ahead of us, unless they had been killed to. My feet
was so sore when we caught up with them that I had to ride; I could not step. We
traveld on for too days, when the men that owned the cattle said they would
(could) not drive them another inch. We unyoked the oxen; we had about seventy
pounds of flour; we took it out and divided it into four packs. Each of the men
took about 18 pounds apiece and a blanket. I carried a little bacon, dried meat,
and little quilt; I had in all about twelve pounds. We had one pint of flour a
day for our alloyance. Sometimes we made soup of it; sometimes we (made)
pancakes; and sometimes mixed it up with cold water and eat it that way. We
traveld twelve or fourteen days. The time came at last when we should have to
reach some place or starve. We saw fresh horse and cattle tracks. The morning
come, we scraped all the flour out of the sack, mixed it up, and baked it into
bread, and made some soup, and eat everything we had. We traveld on all day
without anything to eat, and that evening we Caught up with a sheep train of
eight wagons. We traveld with them till we arrived at the settlements; and know
I am safe in California, and got to good home, and going to school.
"Jerry is working in - . It is a good country. You can get from 50 to 60 and
75 Dollars for cooking. Tell me all about the affairs in the States, and how all
the folks get along."
And so ends this artless narrative. The little man was at school again, God
bless him, while his brother lay scalped upon the deserts.
FELLOW-PASSENGERS
At Ogden we changed cars from the Union Pacific to the Central Pacific line
of railroad. The change was doubly welcome; for, first, we had better cars on
the new line; and, second, those in which we had been cooped for more than
ninety hours had begun to stink abominably. Several yards away, as we returned,
let us say from dinner, our nostrils were assailed by rancid air. I have stood
on a platform while the whole train was shunting; and as the dwelling-cars drew
near, there would come a whiff of pure menagerie, only a little sourer, as from
men instead of monkeys. I think we are human only in virtue of open windows.
Without fresh air, you only require a bad heart, and a remarkable command of the
Queen's English, to become such another as Dean Swift; a kind of leering, human
goat, leaping and wagging your scut on mountains of offence. I do my best to
keep my head the other way, and look for the human rather than the bestial in
this Yahoo-like business of the emigrant train. But one thing I must say, the
car of the Chinese was notably the least offensive.
The cars on the Central Pacific were nearly twice as high, and so
proportionally airier; they were freshly varnished, which gave us all a sense of
cleanliness an though we had bathed; the seats drew out and joined in the
centre, so that there was no more need for bed boards; and there was an upper
tier of berths which could be closed by day and opened at night.
I had by this time some opportunity of seeing the people whom I was among.
They were in rather marked contrast to the emigrants I had met on board ship
while crossing the Atlantic. They were mostly lumpish fellows, silent and noisy,
a common combination; somewhat sad, I should say, with an extraordinary poor
taste in humour, and little interest in their fellow-creatures beyond that of a
cheap and merely external curiosity. If they heard a man's name and business,
they seemed to think they had the heart of that mystery; but they were as eager
to know that much as they were indifferent to the rest. Some of them were on
nettles till they learned your name was Dickson and you a journeyman baker; but
beyond that, whether you were Catholic or Mormon, dull or clever, fierce or
friendly, was all one to them. Others who were not so stupid, gossiped a little,
and, I am bound to say, unkindly. A favourite witticism was for some lout to
raise the alarm of "All aboard!" while the rest of us were dining, thus
contributing his mite to the general discomfort. Such a one was always much
applauded for his high spirits. When I was ill coming through Wyoming, I was
astonished - fresh from the eager humanity on board ship - to meet with little
but laughter. One of the young men even amused himself by incommoding me, as was
then very easy; and that not from ill- nature, but mere clodlike incapacity to
think, for he expected me to join the laugh. I did so, but it was phantom
merriment. Later on, a man from Kansas had three violent epileptic fits, and
though, of course, there were not wanting some to help him, it was rather
superstitious terror than sympathy that his case evoked among his
fellow-passengers. "Oh, I hope he's not going to die!" cried a woman; "it would
be terrible to have a dead body!" And there was a very general movement to leave
the man behind at the next station. This, by good fortune, the conductor
negatived.
There was a good deal of story-telling in some quarters; in others, little
but silence. In this society, more than any other that ever I was in, it was the
narrator alone who seemed to enjoy the narrative. It was rarely that any one
listened for the listening. If he lent an ear to another man's story, it was
because he was in immediate want of a hearer for one of his own. Food and the
progress of the train were the subjects most generally treated; many joined to
discuss these who otherwise would hold their tongues. One small knot had no
better occupation than to worm out of me my name; and the more they tried, the
more obstinately fixed I grew to baffle them. They assailed me with artful
questions and insidious offers of correspondence in the future; but I was
perpetually on my guard, and parried their assaults with inward laughter. I am
sure Dubuque would have given me ten dollars for the secret. He owed me far
more, had he understood life, for thus preserving him a lively interest
throughout the journey. I met one of my fellow-passengers months after, driving
a street tramway car in San Francisco; and, as the joke was now out of season,
told him my name without subterfuge. You never saw a man more chapfallen. But
had my name been Demogorgon, after so prolonged a mystery he had still been
disappointed.
There were no emigrants direct from Europe - save one German family and a
knot of Cornish miners who kept grimly by themselves, one reading the New
Testament all day long through steel spectacles, the rest discussing privately
the secrets of their old-world, mysterious race. Lady Hester Stanhope believed
she could make something great of the Cornish; for my part, I can make nothing
of them at all. A division of races, older and more original than that of Babel,
keeps this close, esoteric family apart from neighbouring Englishmen. Not even a
Red Indian seems more foreign in my eyes. This is one of the lessons of travel -
that some of the strangest races dwell next door to you at home.
The rest were all American born, but they came from almost every quarter of
that Continent. All the States of the North had sent out a fugitive to cross the
plains with me. From Virginia, from Pennsylvania, from New York, from far
western Iowa and Kansas, from Maime that borders on the Canadas, and from the
Canadas themselves - some one or two were fleeing in quest of a better land and
better wages. The talk in the train, like the talk I heard on the steamer, ran
upon hard times, short commons, and hope that moves ever westward. I thought of
my shipful from Great Britain with a feeling of despair. They had come 3000
miles, and yet not far enough. Hard times bowed them out of the Clyde, and stood
to welcome them at Sandy Hook. Where were they to go? Pennsylvania, Maine, Iowa,
Kansas? These were not places for immigration, but for emigration, it appeared;
not one of them, but I knew a man who had lifted up his heel and left it for an
ungrateful country. And it was still westward that they ran. Hunger, you would
have thought, came out of the east like the sun, and the evening was made of
edible gold. And, meantime, in the car in front of me, were there not half a
hundred emigrants from the opposite quarter? Hungry Europe and hungry China,
each pouring from their gates in search of provender, had here come face to
face. The two waves had met; east and west had alike failed; the whole round
world had been prospected and condemned; there was no El Dorado anywhere; and
till one could emigrate to the moon, it seemed as well to stay patiently at
home. Nor was there wanting another sign, at once more picturesque and more
disheartening; for, as we continued to steam westward toward the land of gold,
we were continually passing other emigrant trains upon the journey east; and
these were as crowded as our own. Had all these return voyagers made a fortune
in the mines? Were they all bound for Paris, and to be in Rome by Easter? It
would seem not, for, whenever we met them, the passengers ran on the platform
and cried to us through the windows, in a kind of wailing chorus, to "come
back." On the plains of Nebraska, in the mountains of Wyoming, it was still the
same cry, and dismal to my heart, "Come back!" That was what we heard by the way
"about the good country we were going to." And at that very hour the Sand-lot of
San Francisco was crowded with the unemployed, and the echo from the other side
of Market Street was repeating the rant of demagogues.
If, in truth, it were only for the sake of wages that men emigrate, how many
thousands would regret the bargain! But wages, indeed, are only one
consideration out of many; for we are a race of gipsies, and love change and
travel for themselves.
DESPISED RACES
Of all stupid ill-feelings, the sentiment of my fellow Caucasians towards our
companions in the Chinese car was the most stupid and the worst. They seemed
never to have looked at them, listened to them, or thought of them, but hated
them A PRIORI. The Mongols were their enemies in that cruel and treacherous
battle-field of money. They could work better and cheaper in half a hundred
industries, and hence there was no calumny too idle for the Caucasians to
repeat, and even to believe. They declared them hideous vermin, and affected a
kind of choking in the throat when they beheld them. Now, as a matter of fact,
the young Chinese man is so like a large class of European women, that on
raising my head and suddenly catching sight of one at a considerable distance, I
have for an instant been deceived by the resemblance. I do not say it is the
most attractive class of our women, but for all that many a man's wife is less
pleasantly favoured. Again, my emigrants declared that the Chinese were dirty. I
cannot say they were clean, for that was impossible upon the journey; but in
their efforts after cleanliness they put the rest of us to shame. We all pigged
and stewed in one infamy, wet our hands and faces for half a minute daily on the
platform, and were unashamed. But the Chinese never lost an opportunity, and you
would see them washing their feet - an act not dreamed of among ourselves - and
going as far as decency permitted to wash their whole bodies. I may remark by
the way that the dirtier people are in their persons the more delicate is their
sense of modesty. A clean man strips in a crowded boathouse; but he who is
unwashed slinks in and out of bed without uncovering an inch of skin. Lastly,
these very foul and malodorous Caucasians entertained the surprising illusion
that it was the Chinese waggon, and that alone, which stank. I have said already
that it was the exceptions and notably the freshest of the three.
These judgments are typical of the feeling in all Western America. The
Chinese are considered stupid, because they are imperfectly acquainted with
English. They are held to be base, because their dexterity and frugality enable
them to underbid the lazy, luxurious Caucasian. They are said to be thieves; I
am sure they have no monopoly of that. They are called cruel; the Anglo-Saxon
and the cheerful Irishman may each reflect before he bears the accusation. I am
told, again, that they are of the race of river pirates, and belong to the most
despised and dangerous class in the Celestial Empire. But if this be so, what
remarkable pirates have we here! and what must be the virtues, the industry, the
education, and the intelligence of their superiors at home!
Awhile ago it was the Irish, now it is the Chinese that must go. Such is the
cry. It seems, after all, that no country is bound to submit to immigration any
more than to invasion; each is war to the knife, and resistance to either but
legitimate defence. Yet we may regret the free tradition of the republic, which
loved to depict herself with open arms, welcoming all unfortunates. And
certainly, as a man who believes that he loves freedom, I may be excused some
bitterness when I find her sacred name misused in the contention. It was but the
other day that I heard a vulgar fellow in the Sand- lot, the popular tribune of
San Francisco, roaring for arms and butchery. "At the call of Abraham Lincoln,"
said the orator, "ye rose in the name of freedom to set free the negroes; can ye
not rise and liberate yourselves from a few dirty Mongolians?"
For my own part, I could not look but with wonder and respect on the Chinese.
Their forefathers watched the stars before mine had begun to keep pigs.
Gun-powder and printing, which the other day we imitated, and a school of
manners which we never had the delicacy so much as to desire to imitate, were
theirs in a long- past antiquity. They walk the earth with us, but it seems they
must be of different clay. They hear the clock strike the same hour, yet surely
of a different epoch. They travel by steam conveyance, yet with such a baggage
of old Asiatic thoughts and superstitions as might check the locomotive in its
course. Whatever is thought within the circuit of the Great Wall; what the
wry-eyed, spectacled schoolmaster teaches in the hamlets round Pekin; religions
so old that our language looks a halfing boy alongside; philosophy so wise that
our best philosophers find things therein to wonder at; all this travelled
alongside of me for thousands of miles over plain and mountain. Heaven knows if
we had one common thought or fancy all that way, or whether our eyes, which yet
were formed upon the same design, beheld the same world out of the railway
windows. And when either of us turned his thoughts to home and childhood, what a
strange dissimilarity must there not have been in these pictures of the mind -
when I beheld that old, gray, castled city, high throned above the firth, with
the flag of Britain flying, and the red-coat sentry pacing over all; and the man
in the next car to me would conjure up some junks and a pagoda and a fort of
porcelain, and call it, with the same affection, home.
Another race shared among my fellow-passengers in the disfavour of the
Chinese; and that, it is hardly necessary to say, was the noble red man of old
story - over whose own hereditary continent we had been steaming all these days.
I saw no wild or independent Indian; indeed, I hear that such avoid the
neighbourhood of the train; but now and again at way stations, a husband and
wife and a few children, disgracefully dressed out with the sweepings of
civilisation, came forth and stared upon the emigrants. The silent stoicism of
their conduct, and the pathetic degradation of their appearance, would have
touched any thinking creature, but my fellow-passengers danced and jested round
them with a truly Cockney baseness. I was ashamed for the thing we call
civilisation. We should carry upon our consciences so much, at least, of our
forefathers' misconduct as we continue to profit by ourselves.
If oppression drives a wise man mad, what should be raging in the hearts of
these poor tribes, who have been driven back and back, step after step, their
promised reservations torn from them one after another as the States extended
westward, until at length they are shut up into these hideous mountain deserts
of the centre - and even there find themselves invaded, insulted, and hunted out
by ruffianly diggers? The eviction of the Cherokees (to name but an instance),
the extortion of Indian agents, the outrages of the wicked, the ill-faith of
all, nay, down to the ridicule of such poor beings as were here with me upon the
train, make up a chapter of injustice and indignity such as a man must be in
some ways base if his heart will suffer him to pardon or forget. These old,
well- founded, historical hatreds have a savour of nobility for the independent.
That the Jew should not love the Christian, nor the Irishman love the English,
nor the Indian brave tolerate the thought of the American, is not disgraceful to
the nature of man; rather, indeed, honourable, since it depends on wrongs
ancient like the race, and not personal to him who cherishes the indignation.
TO THE GOLDEN GATES
A little corner of Utah is soon traversed, and leaves no particular
impressions on the mind. By an early hour on Wednesday morning we stopped to
breakfast at Toano, a little station on a bleak, high- lying plateau in Nevada.
The man who kept the station eating-house was a Scot, and learning that I was
the same, he grew very friendly, and gave me some advice on the country I was
now entering. "You see," said he, "I tell you this, because I come from your
country." Hail, brither Scots!
His most important hint was on the moneys of this part of the world. There is
something in the simplicity of a decimal coinage which is revolting to the human
mind; thus the French, in small affairs, reckon strictly by halfpence; and you
have to solve, by a spasm of mental arithmetic, such posers as thirty-two,
forty-five, or even a hundred halfpence. In the Pacific States they have made a
bolder push for complexity, and settle their affairs by a coin that no longer
that no longer exists - the BIT, or old Mexican real. The supposed value of the
bit is twelve and a half cents, eight to the dollar. When it comes to two bits,
the quarter-dollar stands for the required amount. But how about an odd bit? The
nearest coin to it is a dime, which is, short by a fifth. That, then, is called
a SHORT bit. If you have one, you lay it triumphantly down, and save two and a
half cents. But if you have not, and lay down a quarter, the bar-keeper or
shopman calmly tenders you a dime by way of change; and thus you have paid what
is called a LONG BIT, and lost two and a half cents, or even, by comparison with
a short bit, five cents. In country places all over the Pacific coast, nothing
lower than a bit is ever asked or taken, which vastly increases the cost of
life; as even for a glass of beer you must pay fivepence or
sevenpence-halfpenny, as the case may be. You would say that this system of
mutual robbery was as broad as it was long; but I have discovered a plan to make
it broader, with which I here endow the public. It is brief and simple -
radiantly simple. There is one place where five cents are recognised, and that
is the post-office. A quarter is only worth two bits, a short and a long.
Whenever you have a quarter, go to the post-office and buy five cents worth of
postage-stamps; you will receive in change two dimes, that is, two short bits.
The purchasing power of your money is undiminished. You can go and have your two
glasses of beer all the same; and you have made yourself a present of five cents
worth of postage-stamps into the bargain. Benjamin Franklin would have patted me
on the head for this discovery.
From Toano we travelled all day through deserts of alkali and sand, horrible
to man, and bare sage-brush country that seemed little kindlier, and came by
supper-time to Elko. As we were standing, after our manner, outside the station,
I saw two men whip suddenly from underneath the cars, and take to their heels
across country. They were tramps, it appeared, who had been riding on the beams
since eleven of the night before; and several of my fellow- passengers had
already seen and conversed with them while we broke our fast at Toano. These
land stowaways play a great part over here in America, and I should have liked
dearly to become acquainted with them.
At Elko an odd circumstance befell me. I was coming out from supper, when I
was stopped by a small, stout, ruddy man, followed by two others taller and
ruddier than himself.
"Excuse me, sir," he said, "but do you happen to be going on?"
I said I was, whereupon he said he hoped to persuade me to desist from that
intention. He had a situation to offer me, and if we could come to terms, why,
good and well. "You see," he continued, "I'm running a theatre here, and we're a
little short in the orchestra. You're a musician, I guess?"
I assured him that, beyond a rudimentary acquaintance with "Auld Lang Syne"
and "The Wearing of the Green," I had no pretension whatever to that style. He
seemed much put out of countenance; and one of his taller companions asked him,
on the nail, for five dollars.
"You see, sir," added the latter to me, "he bet you were a musician; I bet
you weren't. No offence, I hope?"
"None whatever," I said, and the two withdrew to the bar, where I presume the
debt was liquidated.
This little adventure woke bright hopes in my fellow-travellers, who thought
they had now come to a country where situations went a- begging. But I am not so
sure that the offer was in good faith. Indeed, I am more than half persuaded it
was but a feeler to decide the bet.
Of all the next day I will tell you nothing, for the best of all reasons,
that I remember no more than that we continued through desolate and desert
scenes, fiery hot and deadly weary. But some time after I had fallen asleep that
night, I was awakened by one of my companions. It was in vain that I resisted. A
fire of enthusiasm and whisky burned in his eyes; and he declared we were in a
new country, and I must come forth upon the platform and see with my own eyes.
The train was then, in its patient way, standing halted in a by-track. It was a
clear, moonlit night; but the valley was too narrow to admit the moonshine
direct, and only a diffused glimmer whitened the tall rocks and relieved the
blackness of the pines. A hoarse clamour filled the air; it was the continuous
plunge of a cascade somewhere near at hand among the mountains. The air struck
chill, but tasted good and vigorous in the nostrils - a fine, dry, old mountain
atmosphere. I was dead sleepy, but I returned to roost with a grateful mountain
feeling at my heart.
When I awoke next morning, I was puzzled for a while to know if it were day
or night, for the illumination was unusual. I sat up at last, and found we were
grading slowly downward through a long snowshed; and suddenly we shot into an
open; and before we were swallowed into the next length of wooden tunnel, I had
one glimpse of a huge pine-forested ravine upon my left, a foaming river, and a
sky already coloured with the fires of dawn. I am usually very calm over the
displays of nature; but you will scarce believe how my heart leaped at this. It
was like meeting one's wife. I had come home again - home from unsightly deserts
to the green and habitable corners of the earth. Every spire of pine along the
hill-top, every trouty pool along that mountain river, was more dear to me than
a blood relation. Few people have praised God more happily than I did. And
thenceforward, down by Blue Canon, Alta, Dutch Flat, and all the old mining
camps, through a sea of mountain forests, dropping thousands of feet toward the
far sea-level as we went, not I only, but all the passengers on board, threw off
their sense of dirt and heat and weariness, and bawled like schoolboys, and
thronged with shining eyes upon the platform and became new creatures within and
without. The sun no longer oppressed us with heat, it only shone laughingly
along the mountain-side, until we were fain to laugh ourselves for glee. At
every turn we could see farther into the land and our own happy futures. At
every town the cocks were tossing their clear notes into the golden air, and
crowing for the new day and the new country. For this was indeed our
destination; this was "the good country" we had been going to so long.
By afternoon we were at Sacramento, the city of gardens in a plain of corn;
and the next day before the dawn we were lying to upon the Oakland side of San
Francisco Bay. The day was breaking as we crossed the ferry; the fog was rising
over the citied hills of San Francisco; the bay was perfect - not a ripple,
scarce a stain, upon its blue expanse; everything was waiting, breathless, for
the sun. A spot of cloudy gold lit first upon the head of Tamalpais, and then
widened downward on its shapely shoulder; the air seemed to
awaken, and began to sparkle; and suddenly
"The tall hills Titan discovered,"
and the city of San Francisco, and the bay of gold and corn, were lit from
end to end with summer daylight.
[1879.]
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