ARTHUR had chosen the entrance-hall for the ballroom: very
wisely, for no other room could have heen so airy, or would have had the
advantage of the wide doors opening into the garden, as well as a ready entrance
into the other rooms. To be sure, a stone floor was not the pleasantest to dance
on, but then, most of the dancers had known what it was to enjoy a Christmas
dance on kitchen quarries. It was one of those entrance-halls which make the
surrounding rooms look like closets--with stucco angels, trumpets, and
flower-wreaths on the lofty ceiling, and great medallions of miscellaneous
heroes on the walls, alternating with statues in niches. Just the sort of place
to be ornamented well with green boughs, and Mr. Craig had been proud to show
his taste and his hothouse plants on the occasion. The broad steps of the stone
staircase were covered with cushions to serve as seats for the children, who
were to stay till half-past nine with the servant- maids to see the dancing, and
as this dance was confined to the chief tenants, there was abundant room for
every one. The lights were charmingly disposed in coloured-paper lamps, high up
among green boughs, and the farmers' wives and daughters, as they peeped in,
believed no scene could be more splendid; they knew now quite well in what sort
of rooms the king and queen lived, and their thoughts glanced with some pity
towards cousins and acquaintances who had not this fine opportunity of knowing
how things went on in the great world. The lamps were already lit, though the
sun had not long set, and there was that calm light out of doors in which we
seem to see all objects more distinctly than in the broad day.
It was a pretty scene outside the house: the farmers and their families were
moving about the lawn, among the flowers and shrubs, or along the broad straight
road leading from the east front, where a carpet of mossy grass spread on each
side, studded here and there with a dark flat-boughed cedar, or a grand
pyramidal fir sweeping the ground with its branches, all tipped with a fringe of
paler green. The groups of cottagers in the park were gradually diminishing, the
young ones being attracted towards the lights that were beginning to gleam from
the windows of the gallery in the abbey, which was to be their dancing-room, and
some of the sober elder ones thinking it time to go home quietly. One of these
was Lisbeth Bede, and Seth went with her--not from filial attention only, for
his conscience would not let him join in dancing. It had been rather a
melancholy day to Seth: Dinah had never been more constantly present with him
than in this scene, where everything was so unlike her. He saw her all the more
vividly after looking at the thoughtless faces and gay-coloured dresses of the
young women--just as one feels the beauty and the greatness of a pictured
Madonna the more when it has been for a moment screened from us by a vulgar head
in a bonnet. But this presence of Dinah in his mind only helped him to bear the
better with his mother's mood, which had been becoming more and more querulous
for the last hour. Poor Lisbeth was suffering from a strange conflict of
feelings. Her joy and pride in the honour paid to her darling son Adam was
beginning to be worsted in the conflict with the jealousy and fretfulness which
had revived when Adam came to tell her that Captain Donnithorne desired him to
join the dancers in the hall. Adam was getting more and more out of her reach;
she wished all the old troubles back again, for then it mattered more to Adam
what his mother said and did.
"Eh, it's fine talkin' o' dancin'," she said, "an' thy father not a five week
in's grave. An' I wish I war there too, i'stid o' bein' left to take up merrier
folks's room above ground."
"Nay, don't look at it i' that way, Mother," said Adam, who was determined to
be gentle to her to-day. "I don't mean to dance--I shall only look on. And since
the captain wishes me to be there, it 'ud look as if I thought I knew better
than him to say as I'd rather not stay. And thee know'st how he's behaved to me
to-day."
"Eh, thee't do as thee lik'st, for thy old mother's got no right t' hinder
thee. She's nought but th' old husk, and thee'st slipped away from her, like the
ripe nut."
"Well, Mother," said Adam, "I'll go and tell the captain as it hurts thy
feelings for me to stay, and I'd rather go home upo' that account: he won't take
it ill then, I daresay, and I'm willing." He said this with some effort, for he
really longed to be near Hetty this evening.
"Nay, nay, I wonna ha' thee do that--the young squire 'ull be angered. Go an'
do what thee't ordered to do, an' me and Seth 'ull go whome. I know it's a grit
honour for thee to be so looked on--an' who's to be prouder on it nor thy
mother? Hadna she the cumber o' rearin' thee an' doin' for thee all these
'ears?"
"Well, good-bye, then, Mother--good-bye, lad--remember Gyp when you get
home," said Adam, turning away towards the gate of the pleasure-grounds, where
he hoped he might be able to join the Poysers, for he had been so occupied
throughout the afternoon that he had had no time to speak to Hetty. His eye soon
detected a distant group, which he knew to be the right one, returning to the
house along the broad gravel road, and he hastened on to meet them.
"Why, Adam, I'm glad to get sight on y' again," said Mr. Poyser, who was
carrying Totty on his arm. "You're going t' have a bit o' fun, I hope, now your
work's all done. And here's Hetty has promised no end o' partners, an' I've just
been askin' her if she'd agreed to dance wi' you, an' she says no."
"Well, I didn't think o' dancing to-night," said Adam, already tempted to
change his mind, as he looked at Hetty.
"Nonsense!" said Mr. Poyser. "Why, everybody's goin' to dance to- night, all
but th' old squire and Mrs. Irwine. Mrs. Best's been tellin' us as Miss Lyddy
and Miss Irwine 'ull dance, an' the young squire 'ull pick my wife for his first
partner, t' open the ball: so she'll be forced to dance, though she's laid by
ever sin' the Christmas afore the little un was born. You canna for shame stand
still, Adam, an' you a fine young fellow and can dance as well as anybody."
"Nay, nay," said Mrs. Poyser, "it 'ud be unbecomin'. I know the dancin's
nonsense, but if you stick at everything because it's nonsense, you wonna go far
i' this life. When your broth's ready- made for you, you mun swallow the
thickenin', or else let the broth alone."
"Then if Hetty 'ull d'ance with me," said Adam, yielding either to Mrs.
Poyser's argument or to something else, "I'll dance whichever dance she's free."
"I've got no partner for the fourth dance," said Hetty; "I'll dance that with
you, if you like."
"Ah," said Mr. Poyser, "but you mun dance the first dance, Adam, else it'll
look partic'ler. There's plenty o' nice partners to pick an' choose from, an'
it's hard for the gells when the men stan' by and don't ask 'em."
Adam felt the justice of Mr. Poyser's observation: it would not do for him to
dance with no one besides Hetty; and remembering that Jonathan Burge had some
reason to feel hurt to-day, he resolved to ask Miss Mary to dance with him the
first dance, if she had no other partner.
"There's the big clock strikin' eight," said Mr. Poyser; "we must make haste
in now, else the squire and the ladies 'ull be in afore us, an' that wouldna
look well."
When they had entered the hall, and the three children under Molly's charge
had been seated on the stairs, the folding-doors of the drawing-room were thrown
open, and Arthur entered in his regimentals, leading Mrs. Irwine to a
carpet-covered dais ornamented with hot-house plants, where she and Miss Anne
were to be seated with old Mr. Donnithorne, that they might look on at the
dancing, like the kings and queens in the plays. Arthur had put on his uniform
to please the tenants, he said, who thought as much of his militia dignity as if
it had been an elevation to the premiership. He had not the least objection to
gratify them in that way: his uniform was very advantageous to his figure.
The old squire, before sitting down, walked round the hall to greet the
tenants and make polite speeches to the wives: he was always polite; but the
farmers had found out, after long puzzling, that this polish was one of the
signs of hardness. It was observed that he gave his most elaborate civility to
Mrs. Poyser to-night, inquiring particularly about her health, recommending her
to strengthen herself with cold water as he did, and avoid all drugs. Mrs.
Poyser curtsied and thanked him with great self- command, but when he had passed
on, she whispered to her husband, "I'll lay my life he's brewin' some nasty turn
against us. Old Harry doesna wag his tail so for nothin'." Mr. Poyser had no
time to answer, for now Arthur came up and said, "Mrs. Poyser, I'm come to
request the favour of your hand for the first dance; and, Mr. Poyser, you must
let me take you to my aunt, for she claims you as her partner."
The wife's pale cheek flushed with a nervous sense of unwonted honour as
Arthur led her to the top of the room; but Mr. Poyser, to whom an extra glass
had restored his youthful confidence in his good looks and good dancing, walked
along with them quite proudly, secretly flattering himself that Miss Lydia had
never had a partner in HER life who could lift her off the ground as he would.
In order to balance the honours given to the two parishes, Miss Irwine danced
with Luke Britton, the largest Broxton farmer, and Mr. Gawaine led out Mrs.
Britton. Mr. Irwine, after seating his sister Anne, had gone to the abbey
gallery, as he had agreed with Arthur beforehand, to see how the merriment of
the cottagers was prospering. Meanwhile, all the less distinguished couples had
taken their places: Hetty was led out by the inevitable Mr. Craig, and Mary
Burge by Adam; and now the music struck up, and the glorious country-dance, best
of all dances, began.
Pity it was not a boarded floor! Then the rhythmic stamping of the thick
shoes would have been better than any drums. That merry stamping, that gracious
nodding of the head, that waving bestowal of the hand--where can we see them
now? That simple dancing of well-covered matrons, laying aside for an hour the
cares of house and dairy, remembering but not affecting youth, not jealous but
proud of the young maidens by their side--that holiday sprightliness of portly
husbands paying little compliments to their wives, as if their courting days
were come again--those lads and lasses a little confused and awkward with their
partners, having nothing to say--it would be a pleasant variety to see all that
sometimes, instead of low dresses and large skirts, and scanning glances
exploring costumes, and languid men in lacquered boots smiling with double
meaning.
There was but one thing to mar Martin Poyser's pleasure in this dance: it was
that he was always in close contact with Luke Britton, that slovenly farmer. He
thought of throwing a little glazed coldness into his eye in the crossing of
hands; but then, as Miss Irwine was opposite to him instead of the offensive
Luke, he might freeze the wrong person. So he gave his face up to hilarity,
unchilled by moral judgments.
How Hetty's heart beat as Arthur approached her! He had hardly looked at her
to-day: now he must take her hand. Would he press it? Would he look at her? She
thought she would cry if he gave her no sign of feeling. Now he was there--he
had taken her hand-- yes, he was pressing it. Hetty turned pale as she looked up
at him for an instant and met his eyes, before the dance carried him away. That
pale look came upon Arthur like the beginning of a dull pain, which clung to
him, though he must dance and smile and joke all the same. Hetty would look so,
when he told her what he had to tell her; and he should never be able to bear
it--he should be a fool and give way again. Hetty's look did not really mean so
much as he thought: it was only the sign of a struggle between the desire for
him to notice her and the dread lest she should betray the desire to others. But
Hetty's face had a language that transcended her feelings. There are faces which
nature charges with a meaning and pathos not belonging to the single human soul
that flutters beneath them, but speaking the joys and sorrows of foregone
generations--eyes that tell of deep love which doubtless has been and is
somewhere, but not paired with these eyes--perhaps paired with pale eyes that
can say nothing; just as a national language may be instinct with poetry unfelt
by the lips that use it. That look of Hetty's oppressed Arthur with a dread
which yet had something of a terrible unconfessed delight in it, that she loved
him too well. There was a hard task before him, for at that moment he felt he
would have given up three years of his youth for the happiness of abandoning
himself without remorse to his passion for Hetty.
These were the incongruous thoughts in his mind as he led Mrs. Poyser, who
was panting with fatigue, and secretly resolving that neither judge nor jury
should force her to dance another dance, to take a quiet rest in the
dining-room, where supper was laid out for the guests to come and take it as
they chose.
"I've desired Hetty to remember as she's got to dance wi' you, sir," said the
good innocent woman; "for she's so thoughtless, she'd be like enough to go an'
engage herself for ivery dance. So I told her not to promise too many."
"Thank you, Mrs. Poyser," said Arthur, not without a twinge. "Now, sit down
in this comfortable chair, and here is Mills ready to give you what you would
like best."
He hurried away to seek another matronly partner, for due honour must be paid
to the married women before he asked any of the young ones; and the
country-dances, and the stamping, and the gracious nodding, and the waving of
the hands, went on joyously.
At last the time had come for the fourth dance--longed for by the strong,
grave Adam, as if he had been a delicate-handed youth of eighteen; for we are
all very much alike when we are in our first love; and Adam had hardly ever
touched Hetty's hand for more than a transient greeting--had never danced with
her but once before. His eyes had followed her eagerly to-night in spite of
himself, and had taken in deeper draughts of love. He thought she behaved so
prettily, so quietly; she did not seem to be flirting at all she smiled less
than usual; there was almost a sweet sadness about her. "God bless her!" he said
inwardly; "I'd make her life a happy 'un, if a strong arm to work for her, and a
heart to love her, could do it."
And then there stole over him delicious thoughts of coming home from work,
and drawing Hetty to his side, and feeling her cheek softly pressed against his,
till he forgot where he was, and the music and the tread of feet might have been
the falling of rain and the roaring of the wind, for what he knew.
But now the third dance was ended, and he might go up to her and claim her
hand. She was at the far end of the hall near the staircase, whispering with
Molly, who had just given the sleeping Totty into her arms before running to
fetch shawls and bonnets from the landing. Mrs. Poyser had taken the two boys
away into the dining-room to give them some cake before they went home in the
cart with Grandfather and Molly was to follow as fast as possible.
"Let me hold her," said Adam, as Molly turned upstairs; "the children are so
heavy when they're asleep."
Hetty was glad of the relief, for to hold Totty in her arms, standing, was
not at all a pleasant variety to her. But this second transfer had the
unfortunate effect of rousing Totty, who was not behind any child of her age in
peevishness at an unseasonable awaking. While Hetty was in the act of placing
her in Adam's arms, and had not yet withdrawn her own, Totty opened her eyes,
and forthwith fought out with her left fist at Adam's arm, and with her right
caught at the string of brown beads round Hetty's neck. The locket leaped out
from her frock, and the next moment the string was broken, and Hetty, helpless,
saw beads and locket scattered wide on the floor.
"My locket, my locket!" she said, in a loud frightened whisper to Adam;
"never mind the beads."
Adam had already seen where the locket fell, for it had attracted his glance
as it leaped out of her frock. It had fallen on the raised wooden dais where the
band sat, not on the stone floor; and as Adam picked it up, he saw the glass
with the dark and light locks of hair under it. It had fallen that side upwards,
so the glass was not broken. He turned it over on his hand, and saw the
enamelled gold back.
"It isn't hurt," he said, as he held it towards Hetty, who was unable to take
it because both her hands were occupied with Totty.
"Oh, it doesn't matter, I don't mind about it," said Hetty, who had been pale
and was now red.
"Not matter?" said Adam, gravely. "You seemed very frightened about it. I'll
hold it till you're ready to take it," he added, quietly closing his hand over
it, that she might not think he wanted to look at it again.
By this time Molly had come with bonnet and shawl, and as soon as she had
taken Totty, Adam placed the locket in Hetty's hand. She took it with an air of
indifference and put it in her pocket, in her heart vexed and angry with Adam
because he had seen it, but determined now that she would show no more signs of
agitation.
"See," she said, "they're taking their places to dance; let us go."
Adam assented silently. A puzzled alarm had taken possession of him. Had
Hetty a lover he didn't know of? For none of her relations, he was sure, would
give her a locket like that; and none of her admirers, with whom he was
acquainted, was in the position of an accepted lover, as the giver of that
locket must be. Adam was lost in the utter impossibility of finding any person
for his fears to alight on. He could only feel with a terrible pang that there
was something in Hetty's life unknown to him; that while he had been rocking
himself in the hope that she would come to love him, she was already loving
another. The pleasure of the dance with Hetty was gone; his eyes, when they
rested on her, had an uneasy questioning expression in them; he could think of
nothing to say to her; and she too was out of temper and disinclined to speak.
They were both glad when the dance was ended.
Adam was determined to stay no longer; no one wanted him, and no one would
notice if he slipped away. As soon as he got out of doors, he began to walk at
his habitual rapid pace, hurrying along without knowing why, busy with the
painful thought that the memory of this day, so full of honour and promise to
him, was poisoned for ever. Suddenly, when he was far on through the Chase, he
stopped, startled by a flash of reviving hope. After all, he might be a fool,
making a great misery out of a trifle. Hetty, fond of finery as she was, might
have bought the thing herself. It looked too expensive for that--it looked like
the things on white satin in the great jeweller's shop at Rosseter. But Adam had
very imperfect notions of the value of such things, and he thought it could
certainly not cost more than a guinea. Perhaps Hetty had had as much as that in
Christmas boxes, and there was no knowing but she might have been childish
enough to spend it in that way; she was such a young thing, and she couldn't
help loving finery! But then, why had she been so frightened about it at first,
and changed colour so, and afterwards pretended not to care? Oh, that was
because she was ashamed of his seeing that she had such a smart thing--she was
conscious that it was wrong for her to spend her money on it, and she knew that
Adam disapproved of finery. It was a proof she cared about what he liked and
disliked. She must have thought from his silence and gravity afterwards that he
was very much displeased with her, that he was inclined to be harsh and severe
towards her foibles. And as he walked on more quietly, chewing the cud of this
new hope, his only uneasiness was that he had behaved in a way which might chill
Hetty's feeling towards him. For this last view of the matter must be the true
one. How could Hetty have an accepted lover, quite unknown to him? She was never
away from her uncle's house for more than a day; she could have no acquaintances
that did not come there, and no intimacies unknown to her uncle and aunt. It
would be folly to believe that the locket was given to her by a lover. The
little ring of dark hair he felt sure was her own; he could form no guess about
the light hair under it, for he had not seen it very distinctly. It might be a
bit of her father's or mother's, who had died when she was a child, and she
would naturally put a bit of her own along with it.
And so Adam went to bed comforted, having woven for himself an ingenious web
of probabilities--the surest screen a wise man can place between himself and the
truth. His last waking thoughts melted into a dream that he was with Hetty again
at the Hall Farm, and that he was asking her to forgive him for being so cold
and silent.
And while he was dreaming this, Arthur was leading Hetty to the dance and
saying to her in low hurried tones, "I shall be in the wood the day after
to-morrow at seven; come as early as you can." And Hetty's foolish joys and
hopes, which had flown away for a little space, scared by a mere nothing, now
all came fluttering back, unconscious of the real peril. She was happy for the
first time this long day, and wished that dance would last for hours. Arthur
wished it too; it was the last weakness he meant to indulge in; and a man never
lies with more delicious languor under the influence of a passion than when he
has persuaded himself that he shall subdue it to-morrow.
But Mrs. Poyser's wishes were quite the reverse of this, for her mind was
filled with dreary forebodings as to the retardation of to-morrow morning's
cheese in consequence of these late hours. Now that Hetty had done her duty and
danced one dance with the young squire, Mr. Poyser must go out and see if the
cart was come back to fetch them, for it was half-past ten o'clock, and
notwithstanding a mild suggestion on his part that it would be bad manners for
them to be the first to go, Mrs. Poyser was resolute on the point, "manners or
no manners."
"What! Going already, Mrs. Poyser?" said old Mr. Donnithorne, as she came to
curtsy and take leave; "I thought we should not part with any of our guests till
eleven. Mrs. Irwine and I, who are elderly people, think of sitting out the
dance till then."
"Oh, Your Honour, it's all right and proper for gentlefolks to stay up by
candlelight--they've got no cheese on their minds. We're late enough as it is,
an' there's no lettin' the cows know as they mustn't want to be milked so early
to-morrow mornin'. So, if you'll please t' excuse us, we'll take our leave."
"Eh!" she said to her husband, as they set off in the cart, "I'd sooner ha'
brewin' day and washin' day together than one o' these pleasurin' days. There's
no work so tirin' as danglin' about an' starin' an' not rightly knowin' what
you're goin' to do next; and keepin' your face i' smilin' order like a grocer o'
market-day for fear people shouldna think you civil enough. An' you've nothing
to show for't when it's done, if it isn't a yallow face wi' eatin' things as
disagree."
"Nay, nay," said Mr. Poyser, who was in his merriest mood, and felt that he
had had a great day, "a bit o' pleasuring's good for thee sometimes. An' thee
danc'st as well as any of 'em, for I'll back thee against all the wives i' the
parish for a light foot an' ankle. An' it was a great honour for the young
squire to ask thee first--I reckon it was because I sat at th' head o' the table
an' made the speech. An' Hetty too--she never had such a partner before--a fine
young gentleman in reg'mentals. It'll serve you to talk on, Hetty, when you're
an old woman--how you danced wi' th' young squire the day he come o' age."
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