THE next morning I met Lady Glenmire and Miss Pole setting out on a long walk
to find some old woman who was famous in the neighbourhood for her skill in
knitting woollen stockings. Miss Pole said to me, with a smile half-kindly and
half-contemptuous upon her countenance, "I have been just telling Lady Glenmire
of our poor friend Mrs Forrester, and her terror of ghosts. It comes from living
so much alone, and listening to the bug-a-boo stories of that Jenny of hers."
She was so calm and so much above superstitious fears herself that I was almost
ashamed to say how glad I had been of her Headingley Causeway proposition the
night before, and turned off the conversation to something else.
In the afternoon Miss Pole called on Miss Matty to tell her of the adventure
- the real adventure they had met with on their morning's walk. They had been
perplexed about the exact path which they were to take across the fields in
order to find the knitting old woman, and had stopped to inquire at a little
wayside public-house, standing on the high road to London, about three miles
from Cranford. The good woman had asked them to sit down and rest themselves
while she fetched her husband, who could direct them better than she could; and,
while they were sitting in the sanded parlour, a little girl came in. They
thought that she belonged to the landlady, and began some trifling conversation
with her; but, on Mrs Roberts's return, she told them that the little thing was
the only child of a couple who were staying in the house. And then she began a
long story, out of which Lady Glenmire and Miss Pole could only gather one or
two decided facts, which were that, about six weeks ago, a light spring-cart had
broken down just before their door, in which there were two men, one woman, and
this child. One of the men was seriously hurt - no bones broken, only "shaken,"
the landlady called it; but he had probably sustained some severe internal
injury, for he had languished in their house ever since, attended by his wife,
the mother of this little girl. Miss Pole had asked what he was, what he looked
like. And Mrs Roberts had made answer that he was not like a gentleman, nor yet
like a common person; if it had not been that he and his wife were such decent,
quiet people, she could almost have thought he was a mountebank, or something of
that kind, for they had a great box in the cart, full of she did not know what.
She had helped to unpack it, and take out their linen and clothes, when the
other man - his twin-brother, she believed he was - had gone off with the horse
and cart.
Miss Pole had begun to have her suspicions at this point, and expressed her
idea that it was rather strange that the box and cart and horse and all should
have disappeared; but good Mrs Roberts seemed to have become quite indignant at
Miss Pole's implied suggestion; in fact, Miss Pole said she was as angry as if
Miss Pole had told her that she herself was a swindler. As the best way of
convincing the ladies, she bethought her of begging them to see the wife; and,
as Miss Pole said, there was no doubting the honest, worn, bronzed face of the
woman, who at the first tender word from Lady Glenmire, burst into tears, which
she was too weak to check until some word from the landlady made her swallow
down her sobs, in order that she might testify to the Christian kindness shown
by Mr and Mrs Roberts. Miss Pole came round with a swing to as vehement a belief
in the sorrowful tale as she had been sceptical before; and, as a proof of this,
her energy in the poor sufferer's behalf was nothing daunted when she found out
that he, and no other, was our Signor Brunoni, to whom all Cranford had been
attributing all manner of evil this six weeks past! Yes! his wife said his
proper name was Samuel Brown - "Sam," she called him - but to the last we
preferred calling him "the Signor"; it sounded so much better.
The end of their conversation with the Signora Brunoni was that it was agreed
that he should be placed under medical advice, and for any expense incurred in
procuring this Lady Glenmire promised to hold herself responsible, and had
accordingly gone to Mr Hoggins to beg him to ride over to the "Rising Sun" that
very afternoon, and examine into the signor's real state; and, as Miss Pole
said, if it was desirable to remove him to Cranford to be more immediately under
Mr Hoggins's eye, she would undertake to see for lodgings and arrange about the
rent. Mrs Roberts had been as kind as could be all throughout, but it was
evident that their long residence there had been a slight inconvenience.
Before Miss Pole left us, Miss Matty and I were as full of the morning's
adventure as she was. We talked about it all the evening, turning it in every
possible light, and we went to bed anxious for the morning, when we should
surely hear from someone what Mr Hoggins thought and recommended; for, as Miss
Matty observed, though Mr Hoggins did say "Jack's up," "a fig for his heels,"
and called Preference "Pref." she believed he was a very worthy man and a very
clever surgeon. Indeed, we were rather proud of our doctor at Cranford, as a
doctor. We often wished, when we heard of Queen Adelaide or the Duke of
Wellington being ill, that they would send for Mr Hoggins; but, on
consideration, we were rather glad they did not, for, if we were ailing, what
should we do if Mr Hoggins had been appointed physician-in-ordinary to the Royal
Family? As a surgeon we were proud of him; but as a man - or rather, I should
say, as a gentleman - we could only shake our heads over his name and himself,
and wished that he had read Lord Chesterfield's Letters in the days when his
manners were susceptible of improvement. Nevertheless, we all regarded his
dictum in the signor's case as infallible, and when he said that with care and
attention he might rally, we had no more fear for him.
But, although we had no more fear, everybody did as much as if there was
great cause for anxiety - as indeed there was until Mr Hoggins took charge of
him. Miss Pole looked out clean and comfortable, if homely, lodgings; Miss Matty
sent the sedan-chair for him, and Martha and I aired it well before it left
Cranford by holding a warming-pan full of red-hot coals in it, and then shutting
it up close, smoke and all, until the time when he should get into it at the
"Rising Sun." Lady Glenmire undertook the medical department under Mr Hoggins's
directions, and rummaged up all Mrs Jamieson's medicine glasses, and spoons, and
bed-tables, in a free-and-easy way, that made Miss Matty feel a little anxious
as to what that lady and Mr Mulliner might say, if they knew. Mrs Forrester made
some of the bread-jelly, for which she was so famous, to have ready as a
refreshment in the lodgings when he should arrive. A present of this bread-jelly
was the highest mark of favour dear Mrs Forrester could confer. Miss Pole had
once asked her for the receipt, but she had met with a very decided rebuff; that
lady told her that she could not part with it to any one during her life, and
that after her death it was bequeathed, as her executors would find, to Miss
Matty. What Miss Matty, or, as Mrs Forrester called her (remembering the clause
in her will and the dignity of the occasion), Miss Matilda Jenkyns - might
choose to do with the receipt when it came into her possession - whether to make
it public, or to hand it down as an heirloom - she did not know, nor would she
dictate. And a mould of this admirable, digestible, unique bread-jelly was sent
by Mrs Forrester to our poor sick conjuror. Who says that the aristocracy are
proud? Here was a lady by birth a Tyrrell, and descended from the great Sir
Walter that shot King Rufus, and in whose veins ran the blood of him who
murdered the little princes in the Tower, going every day to see what dainty
dishes she could prepare for Samuel Brown, a mountebank! But, indeed, it was
wonderful to see what kind feelings were called out by this poor man's coming
amongst us. And also wonderful to see how the great Cranford panic, which had
been occasioned by his first coming in his Turkish dress, melted away into thin
air on his second coming - pale and feeble, and with his heavy, filmy eyes, that
only brightened a very little when they fell upon the countenance of his
faithful wife, or their pale and sorrowful little girl.
Somehow we all forgot to be afraid. I daresay it was that finding out that
he, who had first excited our love of the marvellous by his unprecedented arts,
had not sufficient every-day gifts to manage a shying horse, made us feel as if
we were ourselves again. Miss Pole came with her little basket at all hours of
the evening, as if her lonely house and the unfrequented road to it had never
been infested by that "murderous gang"; Mrs Forrester said she thought that
neither Jenny nor she need mind the headless lady who wept and wailed in
Darkness Lane, for surely the power was never given to such beings to harm those
who went about to try to do what little good was in their power, to which Jenny
tremblingly assented; but the mistress's theory had little effect on the maid's
practice until she had sewn two pieces of red flannel in the shape of a cross on
her inner garment.
I found Miss Matty covering her penny ball - the ball that she used to roll
under her bed - with gay-coloured worsted in rainbow stripes.
"My dear," said she, "my heart is sad for that little careworn child.
Although her father is a conjuror, she looks as if she had never had a good game
of play in her life. I used to make very pretty balls in this way when I was a
girl, and I thought I would try if I could not make this one smart and take it
to Phoebe this afternoon. I think 'the gang' must have left the neighbourhood,
for one does not hear any more of their violence and robbery now."
We were all of us far too full of the signor's precarious state to talk
either about robbers or ghosts. Indeed, Lady Glenmire said she never had heard
of any actual robberies, except that two little boys had stolen some apples from
Farmer Benson's orchard, and that some eggs had been missed on a market-day off
Widow Hayward's stall. But that was expecting too much of us; we could not
acknowledge that we had only had this small foundation for all our panic. Miss
Pole drew herself up at this remark of Lady Glenmire's, and said "that she
wished she could agree with her as to the very small reason we had had for
alarm, but with the recollection of a man disguised as a woman who had
endeavoured to force himself into her house while his confederates waited
outside; with the knowledge gained from Lady Glenmire herself, of the footprints
seen on Mrs Jamieson's flower borders; with the fact before her of the audacious
robbery committed on Mr Hoggins at his own door" - But here Lady Glenmire broke
in with a very strong expression of doubt as to whether this last story was not
an entire fabrication founded upon the theft of a cat; she grew so red while she
was saying all this that I was not surprised at Miss Pole's manner of bridling
up, and I am certain, if Lady Glenmire had not been "her ladyship," we should
have had a more emphatic contradiction than the "Well, to be sure!" and similar
fragmentary ejaculations, which were all that she ventured upon in my lady's
presence. But when she was gone Miss Pole began a long congratulation to Miss
Matty that so far they had escaped marriage, which she noticed always made
people credulous to the last degree; indeed, she thought it argued great natural
credulity in a woman if she could not keep herself from being married; and in
what Lady Glenmire had said about Mr Hoggins's robbery we had a specimen of what
people came to if they gave way to such a weakness; evidently Lady Glenmire
would swallow anything if she could believe the poor vamped-up story about a
neck of mutton and a pussy with which he had tried to impose on Miss Pole, only
she had always been on her guard against believing too much of what men said.
We were thankful, as Miss Pole desired us to be, that we had never been
married; but I think, of the two, we were even more thankful that the robbers
had left Cranford; at least I judge so from a speech of Miss Matty's that
evening, as we sat over the fire, in which she evidently looked upon a husband
as a great protector against thieves, burglars, and ghosts; and said that she
did not think that she should dare to be always warning young people against
matrimony, as Miss Pole did continually; to be sure, marriage was a risk, as she
saw, now she had had some experience; but she remembered the time when she had
looked forward to being married as much as any one.
"Not to any particular person, my dear," said she, hastily checking herself
up, as if she were afraid of having admitted too much; "only the old story, you
know, of ladies always saying, 'WHEN I marry,' and gentlemen, 'IF I marry.'" It
was a joke spoken in rather a sad tone, and I doubt if either of us smiled; but
I could not see Miss Matty's face by the flickering fire-light. In a little
while she continued -
"But, after all, I have not told you the truth. It is so long ago, and no one
ever knew how much I thought of it at the time, unless, indeed, my dear mother
guessed; but I may say that there was a time when I did not think I should have
been only Miss Matty Jenkyns all my life; for even if I did meet with any one
who wished to marry me now (and, as Miss Pole says, one is never too safe), I
could not take him - I hope he would not take it too much to heart, but I could
NOT take him - or any one but the person I once thought I should be married to;
and he is dead and gone, and he never knew how it all came about that I said
'No,' when I had thought many and many a time - Well, it's no matter what I
thought. God ordains it all, and I am very happy, my dear. No one has such kind
friends as I," continued she, taking my hand and holding it in hers.
If I had never known of Mr Holbrook, I could have said something in this
pause, but as I had, I could not think of anything that would come in naturally,
and so we both kept silence for a little time.
"My father once made us," she began, "keep a diary, in two columns; on one
side we were to put down in the morning what we thought would be the course and
events of the coming day, and at night we were to put down on the other side
what really had happened. It would be to some people rather a sad way of telling
their lives," (a tear dropped upon my hand at these words) - "I don't mean that
mine has been sad, only so very different to what I expected. I remember, one
winter's evening, sitting over our bedroom fire with Deborah - I remember it as
if it were yesterday - and we were planning our future lives, both of us were
planning, though only she talked about it. She said she should like to marry an
archdeacon, and write his charges; and you know, my dear, she never was married,
and, for aught I know, she never spoke to an unmarried archdeacon in her life. I
never was ambitious, nor could I have written charges, but I thought I could
manage a house (my mother used to call me her right hand), and I was always so
fond of little children - the shyest babies would stretch out their little arms
to come to me; when I was a girl, I was half my leisure time nursing in the
neighbouring cottages; but I don't know how it was, when I grew sad and grave -
which I did a year or two after this time - the little things drew back from me,
and I am afraid I lost the
knack, though I am just as fond of children as ever, and have a strange
yearning at my heart whenever I see a mother with her baby in her arms. Nay, my
dear" (and by a sudden blaze which sprang up from a fall of the unstirred coals,
I saw that her eyes were full of tears - gazing intently on some vision of what
might have been), "do you know I dream sometimes that I have a little child -
always the same - a little girl of about two years old; she never grows older,
though I have dreamt about her for many years. I don't think I ever dream of any
words or sound she makes; she is very noiseless and still, but she comes to me
when she is very sorry or very glad, and I have wakened with the clasp of her
dear little arms round my neck. Only last night - perhaps because I had gone to
sleep thinking of this ball for Phoebe - my little darling came in my dream, and
put up her mouth to be kissed, just as I have seen real babies do to real
mothers before going to bed. But all this is nonsense, dear! only don't be
frightened by Miss Pole from being married. I can fancy it may be a very happy
state, and a little credulity helps one on through life very smoothly - better
than always doubting and doubting and seeing difficulties and disagreeables in
everything."
If I had been inclined to be daunted from matrimony, it would not have been
Miss Pole to do it; it would have been the lot of poor Signor Brunoni and his
wife. And yet again, it was an encouragement to see how, through all their cares
and sorrows, they thought of each other and not of themselves; and how keen were
their joys, if they only passed through each other, or through the little
Phoebe.
The signora told me, one day, a good deal about their lives up to this
period. It began by my asking her whether Miss Pole's story of the twin-brothers
were true; it sounded so wonderful a likeness, that I should have had my doubts,
if Miss Pole had not been unmarried. But the signora, or (as we found out she
preferred to be called) Mrs Brown, said it was quite true; that her brother-in-
law was by many taken for her husband, which was of great assistance to them in
their profession; "though," she continued, "how people can mistake Thomas for
the real Signor Brunoni, I can't conceive; but he says they do; so I suppose I
must believe him. Not but what he is a very good man; I am sure I don't know how
we should have paid our bill at the 'Rising Sun' but for the money he sends; but
people must know very little about art if they can take him for my husband. Why,
Miss, in the ball trick, where my husband spreads his fingers wide, and throws
out his little finger with quite an air and a grace, Thomas just clumps up his
hand like a fist, and might have ever so many balls hidden in it. Besides, he
has never been in India, and knows nothing of the proper sit of a turban."
"Have you been in India?" said I, rather astonished.
"Oh, yes! many a year, ma'am. Sam was a sergeant in the 31st; and when the
regiment was ordered to India, I drew a lot to go, and I was more thankful than
I can tell; for it seemed as if it would only be a slow death to me to part from
my husband. But, indeed, ma'am, if I had known all, I don't know whether I would
not rather have died there and then than gone through what I have done since. To
be sure, I've been able to comfort Sam, and to be with him; but, ma'am, I've
lost six children," said she, looking up at me with those strange eyes that I've
never noticed but in mothers of dead children - with a kind of wild look in
them, as if seeking for what they never more might find. "Yes! Six children died
off, like little buds nipped untimely, in that cruel India. I thought, as each
died, I never could - I never would - love a child again; and when the next
came, it had not only its own love, but the deeper love that came from the
thoughts of its little dead brothers and sisters. And when Phoebe was coming, I
said to my husband, 'Sam, when the child is born, and I am strong, I shall leave
you; it will cut my heart cruel; but if this baby dies too, I shall go mad; the
madness is in me now; but if you let me go down to Calcutta, carrying my baby
step by step, it will, maybe, work itself off; and I will save, and I will
hoard, and I will beg - and I will die, to get a passage home to England, where
our baby may live?' God bless him! he said I might go; and he saved up his pay,
and I saved every pice I could get for washing or any way; and when Phoebe came,
and I grew strong again, I set off. It was very lonely; through the thick
forests, dark again with their heavy trees - along by the river's side (but I
had been brought up near the Avon in Warwickshire, so that flowing noise sounded
like home) - from station to station, from Indian village to village, I went
along, carrying my child. I had seen one of the officer's ladies with a little
picture, ma'am - done by a Catholic foreigner, ma'am - of the Virgin and the
little Saviour, ma'am. She had him on her arm, and her form was softly curled
round him, and their cheeks touched. Well, when I went to bid good-bye to this
lady, for whom I had washed, she cried sadly; for she, too, had lost her
children, but she had not another to save, like me; and I was bold enough to ask
her would she give me that print. And she cried the more, and said her children
were with that little blessed Jesus; and gave it me, and told me that she had
heard it had been painted on the bottom of a cask, which made it have that round
shape. And when my body was very weary, and my heart was sick (for there were
times when I misdoubted if I could ever reach my home, and there were times when
I thought of my husband, and one time when I thought my baby was dying), I took
out that picture and looked at it, till I could have thought the mother spoke to
me, and comforted me. And the natives were very kind. We could not understand
one another; but they saw my baby on my breast, and they came out to me, and
brought me rice and milk, and sometimes flowers - I have got some of the flowers
dried. Then, the next morning, I was so tired; and they wanted me to stay with
them - I could tell that - and tried to frighten me from going into the deep
woods, which, indeed, looked very strange and dark; but it seemed to me as if
Death was following me to take my baby away from me; and as if I must go on, and
on - and I thought how God had cared for mothers ever since the world was made,
and would care for me; so I bade them good-bye, and set off afresh. And once
when my baby was ill, and both she and I needed rest, He led me to a place where
I found a kind Englishman lived, right in the midst of the natives."
"And you reached Calcutta safely at last?"
"Yes, safely! Oh! when I knew I had only two days' journey more before me, I
could not help it, ma'am - it might be idolatry, I cannot tell - but I was near
one of the native temples, and I went into it with my baby to thank God for His
great mercy; for it seemed to me that where others had prayed before to their
God, in their joy or in their agony, was of itself a sacred place. And I got as
servant to an invalid lady, who grew quite fond of my baby aboard-ship; and, in
two years' time, Sam earned his discharge, and came home to me, and to our
child. Then he had to fix on a trade; but he knew of none; and once, once upon a
time, he had learnt some tricks from an Indian juggler; so he set up conjuring,
and it answered so well that he took Thomas to help him - as his man, you know,
not as another conjuror, though Thomas has set it up now on his own hook. But it
has been a great help to us that likeness between the twins, and made a good
many tricks go off well that they made up together. And Thomas is a good
brother, only he has not the fine carriage of my husband, so that I can't think
how he can be taken for Signor Brunoni himself, as he says he is."
"Poor little Phoebe!" said I, my thoughts going back to the baby she carried
all those hundred miles.
"Ah! you may say so! I never thought I should have reared her, though, when
she fell ill at Chunderabaddad; but that good, kind Aga Jenkyns took us in,
which I believe was the very saving of her."
"Jenkyns!" said I.
"Yes, Jenkyns. I shall think all people of that name are kind; for here is
that nice old lady who comes every day to take Phoebe a walk!"
But an idea had flashed through my head; could the Aga Jenkyns be the lost
Peter? True he was reported by many to be dead. But, equally true, some had said
that he had arrived at the dignity of Great Lama of Thibet. Miss Matty thought
he was alive. I would make further inquiry.
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