| I have paid a visit to the Heights, but I have not seen her since she left:
Joseph held the door in his hand when I called to ask after her, and wouldn't
let me pass. He said Mrs Linton was `thrang', and the master was not in.
Zillah has told me something of the way they go on, otherwise I should
hardly know who was dead and who living. She thinks Catherine haughty,
and does not like her, I can guess by her talk. My young lady asked some
aid of her when she first came; but Mr Heathcliff told her to follow her
own business, and let his daughter-in-law look after herself; and Zillah
willingly acquiesced, being a narrow-minded, selfish woman. Catherine evinced
a child's annoyance at this neglect; repaid it with contempt, and thus
enlisted my informant among her enemies, as securely as if she had done
her some great wrong. I had a long talk with Zillah about six weeks ago,
a little before you came, one day when we foregathered on the moor; and
this is what she told me.
`The first thing Mrs Linton did', she said, `on her arrival at
the Heights, was to run upstairs, without even wishing good evening to
me and Joseph; she shut herself into Linton's room, and remained till morning.
Then, while the master and Earnshaw were at breakfast, she entered the
house, and asked all in a quiver if the doctor might be sent for? her cousin
was very ill.
`"We know that!" answered Heathcliff; "but his life is not worth
a farthing, and I won't spend a farthing on him."
`"But I cannot tell how to do," she said; "and if nobody will
help me, he'll die!"
`"Walk out of the room," cried the master, "and let me never hear
a word more about him! None here care what becomes of him; if you do, act
the nurse; if you do not, lock him up and leave him."
`Then she began to bother me, and I said I'd had enough plague
with the tiresome thing; we each had our tasks, and hers was to wait on
Linton, Mr Heathcliff bid me leave that labour to her.
`How they managed together, I can't tell. I fancy he fretted a
great deal, and moaned hisseln night and day; and she had precious little
rest: one could guess by her white face and heavy eyes. She sometimes came
into the kitchen all wildered like, and looked as if she would fain beg
assistance; but I was not going to disobey the master: I never dare disobey
him, Mrs Dean; and, though I thought it wrong that Kenneth should not be
sent for, it was no concern of mine either to advise or complain, and I
always refused to meddle. Once or twice, after we had gone to bed, I've
happened to open my door again and seen her sitting crying on the stairs'
top; and then I've shut myself in quick, for fear of being moved to interfere.
I did pity her then, I'm sure: still I didn't wish to lose my place, you
know.
`At last, one night she came boldly into my chamber, and frightened
me out of my wits, by saying:
`"Tell Mr Heathcliff that his son is dying--I'm sure he is, this
time. Get up, instantly, and tell him."
`Having uttered this speech, she vanished again. I lay a quarter
of an hour listening and trembling. Nothing stirred--the house was quiet.
`She's mistaken, I said to myself. He's got over it. I needn't
disturb them; and I began to doze. But my sleep was marred a second time
by a sharp ringing of the bell--the only bell we have, put up on purpose
for Linton; and the master called to me to see what was the matter, and
inform them that he wouldn't have that noise repeated.
`I delivered Catherine's message. He cursed to himself, and in
a few minutes came out with a lighted candle, and proceeded to their room.
I followed. Mrs Heathcliff was seated by the bedside, with her hands folded
on her knees. Her father-in-law went up, held the light to Linton's face,
looked at him, and touched him; afterwards he turned to her.
`"Now--Catherine," he said, "how do you feel?" `She was dumb.
`"How do you feel, Catherine?" he repeated.
`"He's safe, and I'm free," she answered: "I should feel well--but",
she continued, with a bitterness she couldn't conceal, "you have left me
so long to struggle against death alone, that I feel and see only death!
I feel like death!"
`And she looked like it, too! I gave her a little wine. Hareton
and Joseph, who had been wakened by the ringing and the sound of feet,
and heard our talk from outside, now entered. Joseph was fain, I believe,
of the lad's removal; Hareton seemed a thought bothered: though he was
more taken up with staring at Catherine than thinking of Linton. But the
master bid him get off to bed again: we didn't want his help. He afterwards
made Joseph remove the body to his chamber, and told me to return to mine,
and Mrs Heathcliff remained by herself.
`In the morning, he sent me to tell her she must come down to
breakfast: she had undressed, and appeared going to sleep, and said she
was ill; at which I hardly wondered. I informed Mr Heathcliff, and he replied:
`"Well, let her be till after the funeral; and go up now and then
to get her what is needful; and, as soon as she seems better, tell me."'
Cathy stayed upstairs a fortnight, according to Zillah; who visited
her twice a day, and would have been rather more friendly, but her attempts
at increasing kindness were proudly and promptly repelled.
Heathcliff went up once, to show her Linton's will. He had bequeathed
the whole of his, and what had been her, movable property to his father:
the poor creature was threatened, or coaxed, into that act during her week's
absence, when his uncle died. The lands, being a minor, he could not meddle
with. However, Mr Heathcliff has claimed and kept them in his wife's right
and his also: I suppose legally: at any rate, Catherine, destitute of cash
and friends, cannot disturb his possession.
`Nobody', said Zillah, `ever approached her door, except that
once, but I; and nobody asked anything about her. The first occasion of
her coming down into the house was on a Sunday afternoon. She had cried
out, when I carried up her dinner, that she couldn't bear any longer being
in the cold: and I told her the master was going to Thrushcross Grange,
and Earnshaw and I needn't hinder her from descending; so, as soon as she
heard Heathcliff's horse trot off, she made her appearance donned in black,
and her yellow curls combed back behind her ears as plain as a Quaker:
she couldn't comb them out.
`Joseph and I generally go to chapel on Sundays'; the kirk, you
know, has no minister now, explained Mrs Dean; and they call the Methodists'
or Baptists' place (I can't say which it is), at Gimmerton, a chapel. `Joseph
had gone,' she continued, `but I thought proper to bide at home. Young
folks are always the better for an elder's overlooking; and Hareton, with
all his bashfulness, isn't a model of nice behaviour. I let him know that
his cousin would very likely sit with us, and she had been always used
to see the Sabbath respected; so he had as good leave his guns and bits
of indoor work alone, while she stayed. He coloured up at the news, and
cast his eyes over his hands and clothes. The train-oil and gunpowder were
shoved out of sight in a minute. I saw he meant to give her his company;
and I guessed, by his way, he wanted to be presentable; so, laughing, as
I durst not laugh when the master is by, I offered to help him, if he would,
and joked at his confusion. He grew sullen, and began to swear.
`Now, Mrs Dean,' Zillah went on, seeing me not pleased by her
manner, `you happen think your young lady too fine for Mr Hareton; and
happen you're right: but I own I should love well to bring her pride a
peg lower. And what will all her learning and her daintiness do for her,
now? She's as poor as you or I: poorer I'll be bound: you're saving, and
I'm doing my little all that road.'?Hareton allowed Zillah to give him
her aid; and she flattered him into a good humour: so, when Catherine came,
half forgetting her former insults, he tried to make himself agreeable,
by the housekeeper's account.
`Missis walked in', she said, `as chill as an icicle, and as high
as a princess. I got up and offered her my seat in the armchair. No, she
turned up her nose at my civility. Earnshaw rose, too, and bid her come
to the settle, and sit close by the fire: he was sure she was starved.
`"I've been starved a month and more," she answered, resting on
the word as scornful as she could.
`And she got a chair for herself, and placed it at a distance
from both of us. Having sat till she was warm, she began to look round,
and discovered a number of books in the dresser; she was instantly upon
her feet again, stretching to reach them: but they were too high up. Her
cousin, after watching her endeavours a while, at last summoned courage
to help her; she held her frock, and he filled it with the first that came
to hand.
`That was a great advance for the lad. She didn't thank him; still,
he felt gratified that she had accepted his assistance, and ventured to
stand behind as she examined them, and even to stoop and point out what
struck his fancy in certain old pictures which they contained; nor was
he daunted by the saucy style in which she jerked the page from his finger:
he contented himself with going a bit farther back, and looking at her
instead of the book. She continued reading, or seeking for something to
read. His attention became, by degrees, quite centred in the study of her
thick, silky curls: her face he couldn't see, and she couldn't see him.
And, perhaps, not quite awake to what he did, but attracted like a child
to a candle, at last he proceeded from staring to touching; he put out
his hand and stroked one curl, as gently as if it were a bird. He might
have stuck a knife into her neck, she started round in such a taking.
`"Get away, this moment! How dare you touch me? Why are you stopping
there?" she cried, in a tone of disgust. "I can't endure you! I'll go upstairs
again, if you come near me."
`Mr Hareton recoiled, looking as foolish as he could do: he sat
down in the settle very quiet, and she continued turning over her volumes
another half-hour; finally, Earnshaw crossed over, and whispered to me:
`"Will you ask her to read to us, Zillah? I'm stalled of doing
naught; and I do like--I could like to hear her! Dunnot say I wanted it,
but ask of yourseln."
`"Mr Hareton wishes you would read to us, ma'am," I said immediately.
"He'd take it very kind--he'd be much obliged."
`She frowned; and looking up, answered:
`"Mr Hareton, and the whole set of you, will be good enough to
understand that I reject any pretence at kindness you have the hypocrisy
to offer! I despise you, and will have nothing to say to any of you! When
I would have given my life for one kind word, even to see one of your faces,
you all kept off. But I won't complain to you! I'm driven down here by
the cold; not either to amuse you or enjoy your society."
`"What could I ha' done?" began Earnshaw. "How was I to blame?"
`"Oh! you are an exception," answered Mrs Heathcliff. "I never
missed such a concern as you."
`"But I offered more than once, and asked," he said, kindling
up at her pertness, "I asked Mr Heathcliff to let me wake for you 肉"Be
silent! I'll go out of doors, or anywhere, rather than have your disagreeable
voice in my ear!" said my lady.
`Hareton muttered she might go to hell, for him! and unslinging
his gun, restrained himself from his Sunday occupations no longer. He talked
now, freely enough; and she presently saw fit to retreat to her solitude:
but the frost had set in, and, in spite of her pride, she was forced to
condescend to our company, more and more. However, I took care there should
be no further scorning at my good nature: ever since, I've been as stiff
as herself; and she has no lover or liker among us: and she does not deserve
one; for, let them say the least word to her, and she'll curl back without
respect of anyone! She'll snap at the master himself, and as good as dares
him to thrash her; and the more hurt she gets, the more venomous she grows.'
At first, on hearing this account from Zillah, I determined to
leave my situation, take a cottage, and get Catherine to come and live
with me: but Mr Heathcliff would as soon permit that as he would set up
Hareton in an independent house; and I can see no remedy, at present, unless
she could marry again: and that scheme it does not come within my province
to arrange.
Thus ended Mrs Dean's story. Notwithstanding the doctor's prophecy,
I am rapidly recovering strength; and though it be only the second week
in January, I propose getting out on horseback in a day or two, and riding
over to Wuthering Heights, to inform my landlord that I shall spend the
next six months in London; and, if he likes, he may look out for another
tenant to take the place after October. I would not pass another winter
here for much.
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